Venting Im failing

[kikecel]

Im failing my degree, Im failing at life, Im failing at forming relationships, Im failing my mental and physical health, all I ever see, hear or feel is failure, failure FAILURE.
I don't want this anymore.I don't want anything life has to offer me and I hate myself for being me.
a day doesn't go by without me thinking about committing suicide atleast 3 times.
I wish I had the courage to jump off my balcony,
I wish I had the courage to shoot myself in the head with my rifle gun (Im a soldier),
I wish I had the courage to overdose on my meds,
I wish I had the courage to just die.

Im tired, I need to rest, not for a while, not for a few minutes, but forever.

 

[Deleted member 19971]

I wish I had the courage to shoot myself in the head with my rifle gun (Im a soldier),

Holy shit mogs me, I got rejected when I tried to join the army because I failed the psychical evaluation. Fuck my heart condition.

Im failing my degree

You’re a soldier right? What do you mean by degree??

 

[onurbaba]

a soldiER, lifemogs me

 

[kikecel]

You’re a soldier right? What do you mean by degree??

they give me a day a week to study at a college since Im a non commissioned officer.

 

[Deleted member 19971]

they give me a day a week to study at a college since Im a non commissioned officer.

Oh wait a minute..
>kikecel
>Army

Are you in the IDF?

 

[kikecel]

Oh wait a minute..
>kikecel
>Army

Are you in the IDF?

yes

 

[FidelCashflow]

they give me a day a week to study at a college since Im a non commissioned officer.

Wtf how long would it take to get a degree if you only have one day of classes a week?

 

[Deleted member 19971]

yes

Brutal.
Kill some Palestinian females.

 

[kikecel]

Wtf how long would it take to get a degree if you only have one day of classes a week?

a long time i guess

 

[Idotms]

Based and relatable.

 

[startcel]

Kill some jews

 

[Ping And Pong]

You need to copemaxx before you ropemaxx.

 

[Deleted member 19971]

Kill some jews

He’s in the IDF jfl.

 

[kikecel]

Kill some jews

no guts to ER

 

[startcel]

He’s in the IDF jfl.

yes exactly

 

[Deleted member 19971]

Anyways OP, how’s life in Israel for an incel?
I’m curious since everyone blames jews for inceldom jfl.

 

[Player]

Failing? Jokes on you, OP. I have already failed at everything.

 

[Deleted member 19971]

yes exactly

Mossad will be on him in an instant.

 

[Emba]

Mossad will be on him in an instant.

They sent him here. Everyone knows about their webfarms.

Good luck hunting rabbits!

 

[kikecel]

Anyways OP, how’s life in Israel for an incel?

Israeli foids think very highly of themselves and think they deserve everything, it isnt as severe as in Japan for example

I’m curious since everyone blames jews for inceldom jfl.

I believe that jews are a very integral part of why we incels ended up like we are now since almost all the people that shaped modern society are jews

 

[Incline]

Im failing my degree, Im failing at life, Im failing at forming relationships, Im failing my mental and physical health, all I ever see, hear or feel is failure, failure FAILURE.
I don't want this anymore.I don't want anything life has to offer me and I hate myself for being me.
a day doesn't go by without me thinking about committing suicide atleast 3 times.
I wish I had the courage to jump off my balcony,
I wish I had the courage to shoot myself in the head with my rifle gun (Im a soldier),
I wish I had the courage to overdose on my meds,
I wish I had the courage to just die.

Im tired, I need to rest, not for a while, not for a few minutes, but forever.

You'll have plenty of time to rest. Death will come sooner or later no need to rush it. When it does, the extend of your suffering will be meaningless. But as time passes I begin to think more and more that death is not the liberation we all think it is. Is not existing even possible? I thought matter can not be destroyed just transformed, supposedly our consciousness isn't matter but the consequence of matter but even so I doubt we'll get a free pass to escape this world, we are bound by it and will forever exist in this hell in one form or another.

 

[Deleted member 19971]

Israeli foids think very highly of themselves and think they deserve everything

Typical Jewish mindset, not surprised !

 

[Aspiecel]

Why did you join the IDF? What are your thoughts on the occupation? Do you hate Palestinians?

 

[Deleted member 6214]

Im tired, I need to rest, not for a while, not for a few minutes, but forever.

I feel like this all the time

 

[kikecel]

Why did you join the IDF? What are your thoughts on the occupation? Do you hate Palestinians?

its mandatory in Israel

 

[FukFeminism]

I’m failing most stuff too

 

[Incline]

Failing? Jokes on you, OP. I have already failed at everything.

You haven't failed at picking cool avis

 

[kikecel]

You'll have plenty of time to rest. Death will come sooner or later no need to rush it. When it does, the extend of your suffering will be meaningless. But as time passes I begin to think more and more that death is not the liberation we all think it is. Is not existing even possible? I thought matter can not be destroyed just transformed, supposedly our consciousness isn't matter but the consequence of matter but even so I doubt we'll get a free pass to escape this world, we are bound by it and will forever exist in this hell in one form or another.

i always think of death as like when you werent born yet.
you dont remember anything before you were born since you didnt exist yet.
thats how i imagine the feeling

Lifefuel to see jew rats suffer

hating me because im a jew is no different than foids hating you because youre an incel or whatever.
don't stoop down at their level

 

[Aspiecel]

its mandatory in Israel

How do you feel about the occupation and Palestinians?

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

>kikecel
you brought this upon yourself

 

[Vermilioncore]

I’m failing most stuff too

perma failure

 

[Deleted member 19236]

 

[Manlet subhuman]

I can feel this post in my bones. I’m failing at my grades and subsequently in life too. It’s all tumbling down as I realize what it’s like to be an adult.

 

[Deleted member 19236]

Spoiler

try nofap
srs

 

[BrapZilian]

Typical Jewish mindset, not surprised !

Typical Female mindset, not surprised !

 

[kikecel]

I can feel this post in my bones. I’m failing at my grades and subsequently in life too. It’s all tumbling down as I realize what it’s like to be an adult.

How do you feel about the occupation and Palestinians?

a long time ago i gave a fuck about my country but now i dont. it can all burn, the israelis and the palestinians.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

That's why i'm not trying anything yet , I know i will fail

 

[kikecel]

That's why i'm not trying anything yet , I know i will fail

AlexanderTheGreatFailure

 

[Uglyethnicrat]

Judaism is based but most kikes are atheist. Atheism (and kikes ie fake jews) are responsible for this whole mess

 

[FukFeminism]

perma failure

Exactly