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I've never felt worse in my entire life mentally then I have this week so I'm going to go through with my suicide plan to end this. I refuse to live in a world that constantly rejects me no matter how hard I've tried to be decent. I refuse to contribute to a society that sees me as expendable at best and worthy of death at worst. I refuse to keep living in constant misery. First off please do not go "don't do it bro :cryfeels:" because I could always back out of this and most of you will just go "see you tomorrow" or "livestream it" to meme and all of you will forget my existence by tomorrow. To answer some questions, yes I am 15, yes I am sure I want to do this, yes I have tried everything to be content and nothing has worked, yes I have tried asking girls out and they have all rejected me, no I'm not killing myself just because girls think I'm ugly that's a small part of it, no I have not ascended since I know @kikecel will say something like that I'd never be on here if I could get a girl to just say I'm cute. To IT, know you, and people like you, are the cause of this with your constant denying of reality and lying about the "truth" of how I should be happy. I've tried everything I could to treat girls decently and they spat in my face. The blackpill didn't cause this, no member here caused it in fact I've had multiple members privately contact me to talk me out of this, you and groups like you caused this. Well, them and this increasingly rotting society that keeps proving to me how pointless it is to stick around. And no @BlkPillPres, I will not go on a murder and rape spree like you keep talking about, keep jerking yourself off over that retarded fantasy.
And to various members on here:
@FullTimeLoser: I wish you would have let me have a conversation with you, but I understand your caution.
@based_meme: You seem like a decent guy, that's all.
And @ThoughtfulCel: Thank you for talking to me these past few months. Goodbye friend.
 
my best to you
 
hope if there is US incel heaven u b in it, heck even a canadian incel heaven
 
Your 15?!
You still have your whole life ahead of you.
 
15? Really......... You still have time in HS and college.... But use it wisely
 
It's dangerous to go out alone :feelsthink:
 
Whatever you do,may god have mercy on you.
 
You are not coward! If you can affect the world in a good or negative way do it, it's horrible to die without leaving our footprints in this world.
 
see you next week
 
And @ThoughtfulCel: Thank you for talking to me these past few months. Goodbye friend.
I hope you find a better world than this one after death brocel. No one should have to endure this shitty sad excuse for a world. I enjoyed our talks and the similar interests we shared.

You're one of the few users here i consider a friend. If you're really sure about this then I wish you a painless and easy death.

Good luck brocel.

Gorilla CC0
 
I could always back out of this

Then I hope you back out of this.

Looking at your posts, you don't even seem that mad about your inceldom. You're mad about the chaos in America, and the world, but mostly America. That's not something you should just give up on. You don't wanna die. You want the chaos to be stopped. And that can only happen if you live to fight it.
 
Then I hope you back out of this.

Looking at your posts, you don't even seem that mad about your inceldom. You're mad about the chaos in America, and the world, but mostly America. That's not something you should just give up on. You don't wanna die. You want the chaos to be stopped. And that can only happen if you live to fight it.
 
You're only 15. Your body and mind haven't even fully finished developing. Give yourself a chance to see and think about the world once you've matured, before you take this idea of suicide seriously. Live until you're in your mid 20s, at the very least. By then you will have lived long enough to gain new perspectives on many things and review your existing perspectives.

Others haven't given you a chance, but that doesn't stop you from giving yourself a chance. Give yourself a chance to gain new perspectives in life, before coming to the conclusion that it truly is pointless to continue. That's all I ask.
 
See you back in the shadow realm @JohnWickCel

I will personally greet you down there.
 
Your not dying now right? Still doing it after the spider man thing right?
 
Pms

Here are our PMs
 
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So you’re killing yourself because girls don’t like you and there are protests and riots in the news. Pretty stupid reasons to kill yourself if you ask me. I hope you don’t actually go through with it.
 
I've never felt worse in my entire life mentally then I have this week so I'm going to go through with my suicide plan to end this. I refuse to live in a world that constantly rejects me no matter how hard I've tried to be decent. I refuse to contribute to a society that sees me as expendable at best and worthy of death at worst. I refuse to keep living in constant misery. First off please do not go "don't do it bro :cryfeels:" because I could always back out of this and most of you will just go "see you tomorrow" or "livestream it" to meme and all of you will forget my existence by tomorrow. To answer some questions, yes I am 15, yes I am sure I want to do this, yes I have tried everything to be content and nothing has worked, yes I have tried asking girls out and they have all rejected me, no I'm not killing myself just because girls think I'm ugly that's a small part of it, no I have not ascended since I know @kikecel will say something like that I'd never be on here if I could get a girl to just say I'm cute. To IT, know you, and people like you, are the cause of this with your constant denying of reality and lying about the "truth" of how I should be happy. I've tried everything I could to treat girls decently and they spat in my face. The blackpill didn't cause this, no member here caused it in fact I've had multiple members privately contact me to talk me out of this, you and groups like you caused this. Well, them and this increasingly rotting society that keeps proving to me how pointless it is to stick around. And no @BlkPillPres, I will not go on a murder and rape spree like you keep talking about, keep jerking yourself off over that retarded fantasy.
And to various members on here:
@FullTimeLoser: I wish you would have let me have a conversation with you, but I understand your caution.
@based_meme: You seem like a decent guy, that's all.
And @ThoughtfulCel: Thank you for talking to me these past few months. Goodbye friend.
Before you die, you should give psychedelics a try.
So you’re killing yourself because girls don’t like you and there are protests and riots in the news. Pretty stupid reasons to kill yourself if you ask me. I hope you don’t actually go through with it.
The purpose of human life according to evolutionary biology is to reproduce. If you can't do that you are a failure and it's just best to rope than waste time.
 
Then I hope you back out of this.

Looking at your posts, you don't even seem that mad about your inceldom. You're mad about the chaos in America, and the world, but mostly America. That's not something you should just give up on. You don't wanna die. You want the chaos to be stopped. And that can only happen if you live to fight it.
This. One thing I noticed is that barely any of your posts are actually related to your inceldom situation.
 
Then I hope you back out of this.

Looking at your posts, you don't even seem that mad about your inceldom. You're mad about the chaos in America, and the world, but mostly America. That's not something you should just give up on. You don't wanna die. You want the chaos to be stopped. And that can only happen if you live to fight it.
 
And no @BlkPillPres, I will not go on a murder and rape spree like you keep talking about, keep jerking yourself off over that retarded fantasy.
You have the freedom to do WHATEVER you want.

Why not do a Heisenberg and if it fails then u can just resort back to roping.

Or maybe just try some drugs out or run about naked in public.
 
The purpose of human life according to evolutionary biology is to reproduce. If you can't do that you are a failure and it's just best to rope than waste time.

That's the general purpose of all life - to mindlessly replicate its DNA. The purpose of HUMAN life, however, is self-attributed. Human life's purpose is the purpose the human gives it. You have the capacity for reason and the ability to behave contrary to your biological nature via decision-making. This allows you to impose a purpose on life beyond and above biological programming.

You might be a biological failure, but that doesn't necessarily make you a human failure.
 
That's the general purpose of all life - to mindlessly replicate its DNA. The purpose of HUMAN life, however, is self-attributed. Human life's purpose is the purpose the human gives it. You have the capacity for reason and the ability to behave contrary to your biological nature via decision-making. This allows you to impose a purpose on life beyond and above biological programming.

You might be a biological failure, but that doesn't necessarily make you a human failure.
Cope, humans are just biological entities that are more complex in order to have more toolkits to survive and reproduce.
 
Retarded fuck go eat some cheetos, you are still 15.
Can't you wait until your brain grows so you can be sure of doing it?
Anyways,

if reincarnation exist, I hope you become a chad and have a better life.
if heaven exist, I hope you will reach it.

:f:
 
My friend, do you have any money to spare?

Before you plan or do something rash, please PLEASE consider seeing an escort.

I was in your exact same spot, I even bought the rope and found the location and everything. I decided to just say fuck it and at least see an escort to know what sex is like before I died.

I did, and I'm happy that I did. I chose a girl who was a little pricey but offered a GFE. I had such a fun time that I really don't think about suicide anymore.

Please consider it.

EDIT: You are 15 dude, calm down. It's way too early to call it.
 
Cope, humans are just biological entities that are more complex in order to have more toolkits to survive and reproduce.

That's a very narrow and simplistic mindset tbh, but one of the great things about being human is that you can choose to believe what you like.

We're capable of manipulating the world around us for reasons other than reproduction. You think Steve Wozniak was trying to get laid when he was building computers in a garage? You think Tesla and Newton were trying to get laid when they were doing their work?

Come on bro, try to see the bigger picture here. Everything isn't all cum and blood.
 
That's a very narrow and simplistic mindset tbh, but one of the great things about being human is that you can choose to believe what you like.

We're capable of manipulating the world around us for reasons other than reproduction. You think Steve Wozniak was trying to get laid when he was building computers in a garage? You think Tesla and Newton were trying to get laid when they were doing their work?

Come on bro, try to see the bigger picture here. Everything isn't all cum and blood.
Cope, science reveals the biggest picture I know, and that is that is that everything we have about ourselves has evolved to make us survive and reproduce. Wozniak and other people in capitalism innovate in order to make money, which is what blue pilled cucks think will make women sexually attracted to them. Tesla and Newton were not NT, when your IQ is too high, your programming gets removed from what evolutionary biology wants in future generations, hence why the had no kids and their genes died out.
 
Rope tbh.... I hate to be that guy....but ur a male in 2020 u quite literally have nothing to love for ur value is predicted on how much you provide ur a unattractive man .. u effectively have no value.
 
if heaven exist, I hope you will reach it.
He will not.
@JohnWickCel : Why can't you at least wait until 23 to see where your looks go? I was a manlet at 14, now tall. I also made a thread about this other guy, who improved from 16 to early 20s.
For the rejection part I cannot help, but only point to the one, who don't will reject you - but only when you know and want his gift:

John 4:10 Jesus answered, “If you knew the gift of God, and who is saying to you, ‘Give Me a drink,’ you would ask Him, and He would give you living water.”

John 4:14 But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life.

Rev 22:17 And the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And let him that heareth say, Come. And let him that is athirst come. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely.
 
Cope, science reveals the biggest picture I know, and that is that is that everything we have about ourselves has evolved to make us survive and reproduce. Wozniak and other people in capitalism innovate in order to make money, which is what blue pilled cucks think will make women sexually attracted to them.

Fact is that Wozniak wasn't trying to make money. That was Steve Jobs who saw the money-making potential and sold the others on the idea.

Tesla and Newton were not NT,

How do you know they were ND? You're just assuming that, because their pursuits in life didn't revolve around pussy. Newton's family was wealthy nobility and he could have easily married whenever he wanted. Tesla had enough wealth from his patents to live comfortably and start his own family.

They both choose not to.

Had they been ND, they probably would have tried and failed. Repeatedly.

when your IQ is too high, your programming gets removed from what evolutionary biology wants in future generations, hence why the had no kids and their genes died out.

This is an unsubstantiated claim. Besides, there are plenty of very high IQ people who have families, so I don't know where you're getting this idea from.

Abnormally high (and low) IQ is an aberration that comes with its own problems, but there's nothing inherently in there about "removing your programming."
 
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I hope you change your mind man this is too sad :cryfeels: .

I won't blame if you do though. I hope that you find peace.

I enjoyed your political threads. Not many people your age are near as interested or involved in politics as you were.

RIP :cryfeels:
 
Fact is that Wozniak wasn't trying to make money. That was Steve Jobs who saw the money-making potential and sold the others on the idea.



How do you know they were ND? You're just assuming that, because their pursuits in life didn't revolve around pussy. Newton's family was wealthy nobility and he could have easily married whenever he wanted. Tesla had enough wealth from his patents to live comfortably and start his own family.

They both choose not to.

Had they been ND, they probably would have tried and failed. Repeatedly.



This is an unsubstantiated claim. Besides, there are plenty of very high IQ people who have families, so I don't know where you're getting this idea from.

Abnormally high (and low) IQ is an aberration that comes with its own problems, but there's nothing inherently in there about "removing your programming."

You think people would be rushing to be engineers and innovate if they made janitorial money? If Wozniak cared then why did he sell his shares and leave the company when he thought it was going downhill instead of pushing himself to innovate for the sake of innovation?

Newton is said to have no passion from the people that knew him, either for women or friends. That is not NT. Tesla was more NT as he worshipped women, but he was very high IQ and didn't want to settle for anything that didn't meet his feminine standards. Later on in life he regretted it and wish he got married, thus I was say Tesla was kind of NT but high IQ.

And I'm not just talking about normies with high iq, but people that are above 160 and such which Newton and Tesla seemed to easily fit the case. The higher your IQ, the lower your chances of reproduction. There's a bunch of papers on this on the incel wiki black pill science page.
 
You think people would be rushing to be engineers and innovate if they made janitorial money? If Wozniak cared then why did he sell his shares and leave the company when he thought it was going downhill instead of pushing himself to innovate for the sake of innovation?

You're arguing a strawman here. I said nothing to the effect of, "people aren't becoming engineers for the money," which is completely divorced from, "Wozniak was doing this for his passion in engineering."

And I don't know why he sold his shares, you'd have to ask him that. Maybe his life's focus was directed elsewhere, I don't know. He was already well off when he did.

Newton is said to have no passion from the people that knew him, either for women or friends. That is not NT. Tesla was more NT as he worshipped women, but he was very high IQ and didn't want to settle for anything that didn't meet his feminine standards. Later on in life he regretted it and wish he got married, thus I was say Tesla was kind of NT but high IQ.

And I'm not just talking about normies with high iq, but people that are above 160 and such which Newton and Tesla seemed to easily fit the case. The higher your IQ, the lower your chances of reproduction. There's a bunch of papers on this on the incel wiki black pill science page.

I was using Newton and Tesla as example to show that the reason why somebody pursues something and even goes so far as devoting their life to it in their cases is not necessarily determined and guided by their biological imperative to reproduce.

You still haven't shown anything to convince me that there's a strong correlation between high sigma IQ and neuro-divergence. A genius who doesn't want to waste time with social conventions, for example, may be classified as ND for their "anti-social behavior", however they could easily understand the game but choose not to play it.
 
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You're arguing a strawman here. I said nothing to the effect of, "people aren't becoming engineers for the money," which is completely divorced from, "Wozniak was doing this for his passion in engineering."
And I don't know why he sold his shares, you'd have to ask him that. Maybe his life's focus was directed elsewhere, I don't know. He was already well off when he did.
Literally just coping this whole thread. It's obvious why sold his shares with my worldview, but it doesn't make any sense with what yourself said, thus "Idk"

I was using Newton and Tesla as example to show that the reason why somebody pursues something and even goes so far as devoting their life to it in their cases is not necessarily determined and guided by their biological imperative to reproduce.
Newton thought he was serving God and used this as his devotion. I always say religion is the ultimate and final cope, but it also the one exception to the rule of existing for reproductive success. Even if Newton wan NT (which he definitely was not), him devoting his life to is what I would consider to serve the same function reproduction does to us in the frameworks we use. Having kids is important for humans because it is seen as natural, what we owe to society, what our ancestors fought for, and some purpose in this life. Religion fills that role for people and so much more. So the guiding principles and how we rationalize them are still the same.

As for Tesla himself didn't think he had free will and slaves to biology/the universe at large.

1598753394778

I realized he was 6'2" fucking tall. Brutal, it is fucking over.

Anyways, Tesla's family has a history of mental disorders like his brother had secere hallucinations and his father acted out many people that talked to one another (if I had to guess, I would say schizophrenia). Tesla himself had OCD and had hallucinations where he would see objects that were mentioned with his imagination and couldn't tell if they were real or imagined, and didn't know where he was at many times. Tesla was a true mentalcel.

You still haven't shown anything to convince me that there's a strong correlation between high sigma IQ and neuro-divergence. A genius who doesn't want to waste time with social conventions, for example, may be classified as ND for their "anti-social behavior", however they could easily understand the game but choose not to play it.

This is also the case among higher iq population ethnic groups, like ashkenazi Jews, who have a higher iq on average than 117. This isn't that smart but it would mean that a larger percentage of them will have very high iq in a normal dstribution. That is exactly what we see.

 
i am completely fine with incels killing themselves to escape this gynocentric piece of shit society. infact i'm happy for them.

but you're fucking 15? your life has barely even started. how can you tell it's over when you have such limited life experience? you could just be a delayed normie. at least wait until you're 20+ before deciding it's over for you.
 
Life can get quite a lot better after high school. It won't be a Chad life, but getting a job, moving out on your own, being able to afford copes etc can make life more bearable. Then you can try SEAmaxxing and escortcelling. And if all else fails, then possibly betabuxxing. I'd fully exhaust all options before taking the last one.
 
The fact that @To_Live_is to_Serve logged on days after his thread only shows to me that his feelings was genuine and perhaps he had failed or "chickened out." There is no reason if he wanted to LARP about his suicide he wouldn't have just not logged in especially after people had tagged him and "exposed him" for logging back in.

Ngl it kind of feels a bit disgusting we have to shame someone for failing a suicide attempt or backing out at the last minute.
 
So you’re killing yourself because girls don’t like you and there are protests and riots in the news. Pretty stupid reasons to kill yourself if you ask me. I hope you don’t actually go through with it.
 
Life can get quite a lot better after high school. It won't be a Chad life, but getting a job, moving out on your own, being able to afford copes etc can make life more bearable. Then you can try SEAmaxxing and escortcelling. And if all else fails, then possibly betabuxxing. I'd fully exhaust all options before taking the last one.

Betabuxxing is horrible
 
1. You will go to Hell
2. Ur too young to even consider this
 
80% of men and women your age (15) are virgins. Chill the fuck down dude
he wouldn't have just not logged in espe

Maybe he left his account as “remember me” on some other device, then when he visited incels.co on it he was automatically logged in without expecting it.
 
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>didn't @ me
nigga why
 
Bro when I was 15 I was still thinking about what colour crayon I should stuff up my nose
You are too young bro don’t do it get some help
 
Maybe he left his account as “remember me” on some other device, then when he visited incels.co on it he was automatically logged in without expecting it.
It had happened for multiple days. He definitely saw people tagging him and mocking it for it.

It wasn't just a one-off.

I find it far more likely he's dealing with the aftermath of the attempt and that's probably for the best if he had backed out of it indicating that in some form he probably still wants to live.
 
See you tomorrow. Lol.
So you’re killing yourself because girls don’t like you and there are protests and riots in the news. Pretty stupid reasons to kill yourself if you ask me. I hope you don’t actually go through with it.
:feelskek: the kid is 15 lol
 

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