Deleted member 24160
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- Jan 21, 2020
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I've never felt worse in my entire life mentally then I have this week so I'm going to go through with my suicide plan to end this. I refuse to live in a world that constantly rejects me no matter how hard I've tried to be decent. I refuse to contribute to a society that sees me as expendable at best and worthy of death at worst. I refuse to keep living in constant misery. First off please do not go "don't do it bro " because I could always back out of this and most of you will just go "see you tomorrow" or "livestream it" to meme and all of you will forget my existence by tomorrow. To answer some questions, yes I am 15, yes I am sure I want to do this, yes I have tried everything to be content and nothing has worked, yes I have tried asking girls out and they have all rejected me, no I'm not killing myself just because girls think I'm ugly that's a small part of it, no I have not ascended since I know @kikecel will say something like that I'd never be on here if I could get a girl to just say I'm cute. To IT, know you, and people like you, are the cause of this with your constant denying of reality and lying about the "truth" of how I should be happy. I've tried everything I could to treat girls decently and they spat in my face. The blackpill didn't cause this, no member here caused it in fact I've had multiple members privately contact me to talk me out of this, you and groups like you caused this. Well, them and this increasingly rotting society that keeps proving to me how pointless it is to stick around. And no @BlkPillPres, I will not go on a murder and rape spree like you keep talking about, keep jerking yourself off over that retarded fantasy.
And to various members on here:
@FullTimeLoser: I wish you would have let me have a conversation with you, but I understand your caution.
@based_meme: You seem like a decent guy, that's all.
And @ThoughtfulCel: Thank you for talking to me these past few months. Goodbye friend.
And to various members on here:
@FullTimeLoser: I wish you would have let me have a conversation with you, but I understand your caution.
@based_meme: You seem like a decent guy, that's all.
And @ThoughtfulCel: Thank you for talking to me these past few months. Goodbye friend.