Discussion I'm crazy and mentally damaged. I need help.

[autisticmanchild]

Guys I really need help. I've developed extreme paranoia of people making fun of me. The problem is it's not paranoia some of the time. People are making fun of me.
I need help.

I don't have any friends.
People are talking about me making fun of me.
I was bullied in my last apartment too.
What am I supposed to do?

I can't make friends. I can't talk to anyone. I'm going crazy. I was living alone for 8 years. I had a few public outbursts that I'm sure made things worse. Fine, but the thoughts and memories are breaking me.

 

[iraniancel]

DO NOT allow disrespect.next time they try to bully you cave their head in

 

[RealSchizo]

brutal

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

DO NOT allow disrespect.next time they try to bully you cave their head in

Just get ass raped in jail theory.

 

[nice_try]

I need help.

You won't find it here. You won't find it on the internet.

 

[autisticmanchild]

You won't find it here. You won't find it on the internet.

I've tried therapy but the therapists are generally crappy ones that don't wanna deal with me.
I've heard staff make fun of me too at the offices.

Just because help doesn't exist online doesn't mean it's in real life either.

 

[autisticmanchild]

DO NOT allow disrespect.next time they try to bully you cave their head in

No this mentality give me a record and PTSD that probably made all of this worse.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

meds

 

[MoggedByALoli]

Honestly, I can't really think of anything that could really help you since your main problem is your looks. The only thing you could really do is get surgery and change your appearance, but that is costly and risky. So ultimately, all you can really do is ignore it as best as you can, like the rest of us. It's not a solution but really the only viable option. Try to move out if you can to perhaps find a place where it's a little less shit, but I doubt it would ultimately change anything aside from meeting new people who would probably still dislike you or make fun of you. If you can, becoming a NEET and just hermitmaxxing to avoid people as much as humanely possible is another potential coping mechanism.

TL;DR: Just avoid people as much as you can and stick to your copes to get them out of your head. If you have any good friends or contacts, spend time with them, preferably in person, but whatever works for you is fine.

 

[Mecoja]

Take steroids or get a gun, whatever makes you feel more secure.

 

[autisticmanchild]

Honestly, I can't really think of anything that could really help you since your main problem is your looks. The only thing you could really do is get surgery and change your appearance, but that is costly and risky. So ultimately, all you can really do is ignore it as best as you can, like the rest of us. It's not a solution but really the only viable option. Try to move out if you can to perhaps find a place where it's a little less shit, but I doubt it would ultimately change anything aside from meeting new people who would probably still dislike you or make fun of you. If you can, becoming a NEET and just hermitmaxxing to avoid people as much as humanely possible is another potential coping mechanism.

TL;DR: Just avoid people as much as you can and stick to your copes to get them out of your head. If you have any good friends or contacts, spend time with them, preferably in person, but whatever works for you is fine.

Finally something reasonable, thank you.

 

[MoggedByALoli]

Finally something reasonable, thank you.

No problem. I just felt like writing something a bit lengthier than your typical .is response. I hope you feel better. I know what I said isn't what you truly need, but there really aren't many solutions (or any) when your primary and true problem is your face. Best of luck to you if such a thing exists.

 

[Penguin]

Beat them up

 

[Emba]

You won't find it here. You won't find it on the internet.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

If you're an ugly male and you're not bothering people regularly, I promise you, nearly everyone doesn't care about you.

There's some who gossip, especially women. There's some who enjoy being cruel and shit talking random people doing nothing. But these people don't care about you, either.

Agreed that the best thing you can do as an ugly man is stay to yourself, be independent, feel strong within yourself.

 

[SalveMatteo]

Guys I really need help. I've developed extreme paranoia of people making fun of me. The problem is it's not paranoia some of the time. People are making fun of me.
I need help.

I don't have any friends.
People are talking about me making fun of me.
I was bullied in my last apartment too.
What am I supposed to do?

I can't make friends. I can't talk to anyone. I'm going crazy. I was living alone for 8 years. I had a few public outbursts that I'm sure made things worse. Fine, but the thoughts and memories are breaking me.

Carry a weapon and show it

 

[xmiserablesoul]

I've tried therapy but the therapists are generally crappy ones that don't wanna deal with me.
I've heard staff make fun of me too at the offices.

Just because help doesn't exist online doesn't mean it's in real life either.

find a psychiatrist to put you on zombie pills

 

[Limitcel]

hallucinogens