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All of my decisions, were logical and reasonable at the time.
All of my actions were necessary at the time.
I did what I had to do.
Though I may look back in regret, I had no other choice.
There was no other path to take.
Some people are born to go left, some to go right.
Each of us is forced to follow the path set out before us.
This is why I try not to hate others.
Like me, they took the path they were destined to follow.
This does not make my burden lighter.
But, it does bring some peace to my mind.
We are not the free thinking, free spirits, we imagine ourselves to be.
Rather, we are lost at sea, drifting and moving by factors beyond our control.
I try not to think about what could have been, because it could not have been.
There was ever only one future, planned for me before my birth.
All of my actions were necessary at the time.
I did what I had to do.
Though I may look back in regret, I had no other choice.
There was no other path to take.
Some people are born to go left, some to go right.
Each of us is forced to follow the path set out before us.
This is why I try not to hate others.
Like me, they took the path they were destined to follow.
This does not make my burden lighter.
But, it does bring some peace to my mind.
We are not the free thinking, free spirits, we imagine ourselves to be.
Rather, we are lost at sea, drifting and moving by factors beyond our control.
I try not to think about what could have been, because it could not have been.
There was ever only one future, planned for me before my birth.
