Sleepycell
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I would say around last year was when I lost my mind from the black pill, accepted it, and realized that it was over for me. I literally used to throw things at the wall and scream around. I cooled down and went into my depression and acceptance phase, but now I don't see the point in anything anymore. All I want to do is rot in my basement. I don't have the motivation or IQ to get money. I'm not saying this in a suicidal way, but I've grown bored of life. I don't see a point to it anymore. At this point, all I think about is death and the afterlife, and whenever I think about it, I start feeling a sense of excitement. I'm tired and bored of life, and nothing i ever do will ever make a difference i will still get gaslight and treated like shit for the rest of my life i truly cannot wait till i die so i can escape this unchanging painful existence.
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