
OverBeforeItBegan2
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I can get out of bed after 8 hours of sleep, sit down and study for 10 minutes and it will feel like I have been doing backbreaking work all day long.
Everything I do seems so pointless without a gf or any real friends. I know that no matter how much I achieve in a day, I will be going back to bed all alone.
If I go to the gym, I will have a good body but i'll still be lonely.
If I do good in college I will still be an oldcel by the end of it and I will either stay lonely or I will give up my dignity and decide to betabuxx a public toilet.
Why bother? We're young for such a short period of time and at age 20 I only have about 5 - 7 years of life left before it's "time to mature, get a career and start looking for a wife".
Everything I do seems so pointless without a gf or any real friends. I know that no matter how much I achieve in a day, I will be going back to bed all alone.
If I go to the gym, I will have a good body but i'll still be lonely.
If I do good in college I will still be an oldcel by the end of it and I will either stay lonely or I will give up my dignity and decide to betabuxx a public toilet.
Why bother? We're young for such a short period of time and at age 20 I only have about 5 - 7 years of life left before it's "time to mature, get a career and start looking for a wife".