
PocoLoco
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- Aug 25, 2024
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I can't handle this anymore. I'm in pain at every single moment of the day. I can't remember the last time I smiled. All I'm thinking about is why was I brought into this world. Don't get me wrong, I'm not thinking about offing myself but rather wish I was never born.
My mom is the only person I talk to and I don't even enjoy her conversation. She is always talking about some bluepill shit like I'm the only responsible for my miserable life and that pissed me so bad that I told her I wish I wasn't born in the first place. She said that I was ungrateful AS I ASKED TO BE THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE.
I don't have friends, I'm ugly, I'm black, I'm a muslim, I'm an immigrant, I'm a man, I'm poor, I'm ND, I'm dumb. WHAT IS THERE TO BE GRATEFUL ABOUT? I'M LITERALLY WHAT EVERYBODY HATES AT ONCE.
Here I'm now either rotting in my room or going to uni where I can feel all the hatred in the world.
I just can't anymore
My mom is the only person I talk to and I don't even enjoy her conversation. She is always talking about some bluepill shit like I'm the only responsible for my miserable life and that pissed me so bad that I told her I wish I wasn't born in the first place. She said that I was ungrateful AS I ASKED TO BE THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE.
I don't have friends, I'm ugly, I'm black, I'm a muslim, I'm an immigrant, I'm a man, I'm poor, I'm ND, I'm dumb. WHAT IS THERE TO BE GRATEFUL ABOUT? I'M LITERALLY WHAT EVERYBODY HATES AT ONCE.
Here I'm now either rotting in my room or going to uni where I can feel all the hatred in the world.
I just can't anymore