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Venting I'm about to cry for the first time in 3 years

whyjustwhy

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I regret being born. I hate my pathetic manlet life. Ever since 12, my parents agonized me with stretching exercises because my predicted height was low, and NONE of this shit worked. I didn't grow a goddamn inch since 13. Five fucking years of seeing everyone start towering over you and slowly becoming more and more socially isolated. Nobody respects me. 70 percent of men my age are taller than me according to statistics, and it is even worse because I live in a big city. I was literally expulsed from society for not having something you're born with.
I am violently holding in tears as I type this post. It takes a lot of effort, as I find it emasculating to accept I have been completely defeated.

My ultimate wish is to be 9 years old again: A time when the future seemed bright, my self was to be proud of, and my wish was to protect those weaker than me (I once beat up a guy because he was killing ants), and when there was no inequalities to be known: I was a kid, and my friends were kids too. That's all that matters, right?
But here I am, not even 10 years away from such happiness, rotting in a dark room, typing this with manlet fingers as I stare upon a bright, eye-paining screen. What did I do? I always did better at sciences than others, yet I don't recall forcing my slightly dumber peers into depression - instead, I quietly rejoiced my victories over myself. Than why is everyone so mean to me for not being born as good as they are? In many cases, I am more capable than them? Why? Why? For fuck's sake, WHY? I only ever wanted to do good.
Fuck.
 
Cry as you wish; it will offer some relief. Acceptance of your emotions makes coping easier.
 
this is very brutal man
 
When I was 15 the dean of my highschool and my gym teacher made fun of me for crying, and since then I have been unable to cry
 
When I was 15 the dean of my highschool and my gym teacher made fun of me for crying, and since then I have been unable to cry
Based fellow emotion retentioner
 
It's over. I am 5'5 and have similar problems. All you can do is find a wageslave job from home to avoid being mogged.
 
It's over. I am 5'5 and have similar problems. All you can do is find a wageslave job from home to avoid being mogged.
I'll probably just kms once my parents don't have any income. Will happen in the nearest year or so lol
 
Based fellow emotion retentioner
When most normies cry it's crocodile tears anyway. When normies cry it is always out of self pity, they can't cry for others unless it affects them.
 
So relatable

Speaking from personal experience you kinda get used to pain the longer you live on, but in the end you're still weak inside. i.e. you control emotions better but you also grow depressed internally.
I myself have had some mental breakdowns like once or twice a year where I'm just rolling on the floor like a hopeless idiot, then getting back right up again a few minutes later. Because what else am I supposed to do? Just rope? I don't have either the guts nor the intent (what if Hell exists, I survive and end up a cripple blah blah). Nor do I currently have the means to actually achieve my goals so I just LDAR.

At least I'm thankful some good copes exist, but being completely honest idk if everyone else can hold on forever, because when this shit eventually gets to you, it hits hard. The sudden realization that it's all for nothing and other men or people in general can get shit done for free/by merely existing is just too much to handle.
 
When most normies cry it's crocodile tears anyway. When normies cry it is always out of self pity, they can't cry for others unless it affects them.
Yep. Normie tears are worthless and have no soul.
when this shit eventually gets to you, it hits hard.
Nobody can hold on for too long. Dying a normal death will be terrible, sitting there, waiting for death to take you, as you glance through your life and try to find a moment worthy of having lived. But you can't, because deep inside, you know your life was worthless. And as you're halfway there, almost dead, you whisper to yourself: "It was indeed all worthless"

That's how I imagine this. I don't think i will hold on for long
 
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I feel for you man. I started feeling self concious about my height at 12 and knew it was over then. I went to a doctor and then gave me pills for 2 years to extend the time that my grown plates closed but it barely did a thing. When you are below average height as a man it feels like a struggle to just go outside.
 
I cry because 10/10s reject me in college.

it hurts so much.
 
I cried for the first time in a long long time the other day but it lasted like a minute and a half. I cant cry as much as my emotions want too and I feel nothing but hatred and despair.

About that bright screen; enable dark mode :feelscomfy:
 

about to cry for the first time in 3 years​

you're not watching moving enough TV there OP, I cry on a weekly basis

or at least semi-cry because I can feel ducts well up but I have a lot of practice so my ducts are massive and don't overflow easy

but welled-up eyes reminds my soul it's alive
 
Relatable:feelscry: I quit the school because everyone grew to be like giants compared to me and i couldnt cope with the mogging. Im also holding back emotions and i never cry, only when i get drunk.
 
Relatable:feelscry: I quit the school because everyone grew to be like giants compared to me and i couldnt cope with the mogging. Im also holding back emotions and i never cry, only when i get drunk.
It's almost as if alcohol is perfect for numbing the emotions of men who are mistreated by society. Stop watching porn and drinking. Let your hate grow.
have a lot of practice so my ducts are massive and don't overflow easy
based duct enlarger chad
 
I'm sorry to hear that, it sounds like you were a good person, and you ended up in this miserable situation without wanting it. that's what this fucking life is like.
I didn't grow a goddamn inch since 13. Five fucking years of seeing everyone start towering over you and slowly becoming more and more socially isolated.
same :feelsrope:
 

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