Venting I'm a trainwreck and messed up.

[TheGreatPepe]

I'm messed up.

It's a combination of being weird looking, being socially inept, being weird and uncomfortable around people, having occasional erection issues, and being lost in strange fantasy worlds.

I don't hate all women. I don't hate all men. I dislike certain people of either gender. I made posts on this forum before, being mad at certain women for being narcissistic, arrogant, judgemental and mean, using classic incel slang such as "foid" etc with these particular women.

I do subscribe to some blackpill principles, but I'm certainly not as extreme and hateful as some other users on here. I certainly don't hate all women in general, just certain bad mean ones, and some of you will hate me for that but it doesn't bother me, I'm not a hateful person.

I just post on here to vent about my life. I wish I was a normal 19 year old guy that could just get together normally with a girl his age if he wanted to and be happy. I wish I wouldn't be so weird and twisted.

Why did I become like this? What happened? I wish God would save me.

 

[kaijicel]

Its probably better for you to not be hatefull, it just wastes your energy. Especially since there is nothing you can do about it

 

[RandomGuy]

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

As i've said before greybro, just because you aren't hateful doesn't mean you don't belong here, I know my name is Misogynist Vegeta but I don't hate all women either. It is probably over for you don't ever let normalfags gaslight you into to thinking otherwise. Accept that it is over only then you can move on to preparing to survive what i call "The great wait" because you're gonna be waiting quite awhile until AI becomes smart enough to love people like us. By the time that happens robotics tech will be able to mimic human movement and the two technologies will combine together to hopefully solve this epidemic of pain and loneilness but you have to survive long enough to see it.

I recommend hitting the gym, to push yourself to your physical limits. It's not about getting women it's about you and your strength. for some reason when your body is strong your mind does improve a bit, it's not a cure all you will still be sad some days but it can distract for the time being.