At the moment, I am completely dependent on my parents.
I have no freedom, no personal space, no property. Even I cannot manage my time at my discretion; for several years now I have been forced to do hard physical work in the countryside. I have no way to chat with friends in real life. I have no way to go on a date with any girl.
I was born in a dysfunctional lower class family among labor migrants.
To start living freely I need to start making money, but I don’t have such opportunities yet.
For the current period of my life, given the economic situation in the country, it is extremely difficult to find a job that would allow me to pay for renting an apartment and food.
Now I am studying at a university (there is free budgetary higher education available at state universities), I hope to leave my parents as soon as possible after it.
From early childhood, my father regularly spread rot with alcoholism, he insulted, humiliated and beat me. By the end of school I already had health problems, I lived as a sluggish passive vegetable.
In school, he felt inferior to peers, especially against peers from wealthy middle-class families.
I did not have the opportunity to develop like them.
My mother was not involved in my development, she alone in the family earned money. My father didn’t earn money, but he was constantly repairing something in the house or constantly repairing his car, because every car that he bought was very old.
While peers talked, walked and met with girls, I was doing heavy physical work in the village at that time. I lived and live in the city (my parents live in a rented apartment there, they do not have their own property in the city), but I constantly had to go to the village because the parents' house was in the village, not in the city.
Over time, studying at the university, my mental and physical health began to recover and I began to realize what kind of life situation I was in.
My university does not have a dormitory, it is a modest university.
It has been difficult for me to communicate with my peers for a long time, starting in 2012 when I was 12 years old, especially from the moment that my embittered alcoholic father began to gobble me up very much, I had mental problems, I became frightened. Peers considered and still consider me strange. At school, I was a victim of bullying, especially from classmates from wealthy families. Also, my peers insulted me for my ethnic origin, because I am from a family of Asian immigrants.
Now I'm 20 years old, I'm just trying to figure it out and hope to improve my life.
I have no freedom, no personal space, no property. Even I cannot manage my time at my discretion; for several years now I have been forced to do hard physical work in the countryside. I have no way to chat with friends in real life. I have no way to go on a date with any girl.
I was born in a dysfunctional lower class family among labor migrants.
To start living freely I need to start making money, but I don’t have such opportunities yet.
For the current period of my life, given the economic situation in the country, it is extremely difficult to find a job that would allow me to pay for renting an apartment and food.
Now I am studying at a university (there is free budgetary higher education available at state universities), I hope to leave my parents as soon as possible after it.
From early childhood, my father regularly spread rot with alcoholism, he insulted, humiliated and beat me. By the end of school I already had health problems, I lived as a sluggish passive vegetable.
In school, he felt inferior to peers, especially against peers from wealthy middle-class families.
I did not have the opportunity to develop like them.
My mother was not involved in my development, she alone in the family earned money. My father didn’t earn money, but he was constantly repairing something in the house or constantly repairing his car, because every car that he bought was very old.
While peers talked, walked and met with girls, I was doing heavy physical work in the village at that time. I lived and live in the city (my parents live in a rented apartment there, they do not have their own property in the city), but I constantly had to go to the village because the parents' house was in the village, not in the city.
Over time, studying at the university, my mental and physical health began to recover and I began to realize what kind of life situation I was in.
My university does not have a dormitory, it is a modest university.
It has been difficult for me to communicate with my peers for a long time, starting in 2012 when I was 12 years old, especially from the moment that my embittered alcoholic father began to gobble me up very much, I had mental problems, I became frightened. Peers considered and still consider me strange. At school, I was a victim of bullying, especially from classmates from wealthy families. Also, my peers insulted me for my ethnic origin, because I am from a family of Asian immigrants.
Now I'm 20 years old, I'm just trying to figure it out and hope to improve my life.
