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IT portrays me and fellow incels as monsters for wanting something that every single one of my ancestors, both male and female, had stretching back hundreds of thousands of years ago. All of my ancestors reproduced, all of my aunts and uncles in my close family have reproduced. I want a family, I want love and I want what my forebears and relatives have had, but I’m a monster for wanting this? I’m a monster because I want to fall in love with a good girl who cares about me and someone who I can look after? I just want the good life yet I’m being portrayed as the bad guy for this. I’ve done literally nothing wrong. Have I said things that I regret? Sure. Have I been nasty at times? Yes. Because I’m angry at my position in life. I’m at the literal bottom, why wouldn’t I be angry?
Every time a girl shows some interest I get attached because I think that this is it, I might finally have somebody here who loves me and I can love and cherish and spend my time with this person. I view it as an investment. In the end however, it ends with me being ghosted, ignored, blocked, insulted, lied to etc. And each time it happens, my respect for women decreases and the justification for me being an incel and the way I am increases.
I’m being mocked and ridiculed for something that I want and can’t have. Imagine that, being at the lowest end of society as an incel and still being ridiculed. I’m close to hurting myself because I almost can’t take this shit anymore it’s fucking killing me.
Every time a girl shows some interest I get attached because I think that this is it, I might finally have somebody here who loves me and I can love and cherish and spend my time with this person. I view it as an investment. In the end however, it ends with me being ghosted, ignored, blocked, insulted, lied to etc. And each time it happens, my respect for women decreases and the justification for me being an incel and the way I am increases.
I’m being mocked and ridiculed for something that I want and can’t have. Imagine that, being at the lowest end of society as an incel and still being ridiculed. I’m close to hurting myself because I almost can’t take this shit anymore it’s fucking killing me.