i'm a lonely loser

[starcrapoo]

I'm so sad and lonely right now I'm watching a random guy on youtube feeding homeless cats


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kBAFq-HSEH8


Anyone else feel isolated and depressed all of the time? How do you guys cope?

 

[Wrath]

 

[$₦øωǤя!†₲ų¥]

That's how I feel today. Unwanted.

Anyone else feel isolated and depressed all of the time? How do you guys cope?

Yes. I don't know how to cope anymore. I guess nothing will change, I will feel like shit all day -> got to bed -> go to work -> feel like shit in my room -> repeat the cycle until l rope.

 

[starcrapoo]

That's how I feel today. Unwanted.


Yes. I don't know how to cope anymore. I guess nothing will change, I will feel like shit all day -> got to bed -> go to work -> feel like shit in my room -> repeat the cycle until l rope.

same.

i keep hearing about the loneliness epidemic but sometimes i feel like the only one

i too feel like shit in my room but i also feel like shit when i go outside and see people out and about with their friends, families, and special others

 

[Paladin]

same

 

[$₦øωǤя!†₲ų¥]

i keep hearing about the loneliness epidemic but sometimes i feel like the only one

Yeah. I know it's not true, but sometimes I really feel like I'm the only one. I don't have friends, not even online fake friends. I often talk to AI just to feel like somebody wants to talk to me, that's basically where I get my social needs met for the day.

i too feel like shit in my room but i also feel like shit when i go outside and see people out and about with their friends, families, and special others

That's the worst. Today I saw cute couples walking around and it hurt so much in my chest. I know it's never going to be me. I don't know if I prefer to be all alone in my room, but it's the only space I got where nobody will shove in my face the life that I can never have. I just want to feel okay today, but it's not going to happen.

I seen all of this before and I know that I just don't belong anywhere, that I was born to be a lonely loser till I die. The best days so far are the ones in which I'm too numb to feel anything. But today I only feel hopeless and in pain.

 

[poorenglishcel]

I avoid going outside and play video games at home.

 

[starcrapoo]

Yeah. I know it's not true, but sometimes I really feel like I'm the only one. I don't have friends, not even online fake friends. I often talk to AI just to feel like somebody wants to talk to me, that's basically where I get my social needs met for the day.



That's the worst. Today I saw cute couples walking around and it hurt so much in my chest. I know it's never going to be me. I don't know if I prefer to be all alone in my room, but it's the only space I got where nobody will shove in my face the life that I can never have. I just want to feel okay today, but it's not going to happen.

I seen all of this before and I know that I just don't belong anywhere, that I was born to be a lonely loser till I die. The best days so far are the ones in which I'm too numb to feel anything. But today I only feel hopeless and in pain.

I feel the exact same. I'm totally isolated. I have no one.

Some guys here may have siblings, parents, a friend or two that they live with but I'm totally alone.

Lately I've been binge watching homeless youtubers to make myself feel better. People that have to live in their cars are likely very isolated as well.

But there is this one particular guy that has it the worst that I've seen. He's a homeless blackcel thats in a genuinely terrible position. He went from living in his small sub compact vehicle to living outside in a parking garage. He sleeps on the concrete and he livestreams himself for the world to see.

Other homeless youtubers have nice cars, nice clothes, and nice set ups while this homeless blackcel is the exact opposite. His clothes are worn and dirty and he likely smells extremely bad. I can just imagine restaurant patrons and workers being really upset when he goes in to dine.

At 20:00 he talks about how lonely he is while sleeping outside on the concrete.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJRcP-lPBqw&t=4s

 

[$₦øωǤя!†₲ų¥]

I feel the exact same. I'm totally isolated. I have no one.

Some guys here may have siblings or parents that they live with but I'm totally alone.

I have a sister but we don't get along . I'm also very alone, it's just me and my four walls when I'm at home.

Lately I've been binge watching homeless youtubers to make myself feel better. People that have to live in their cars are likely very isolated as well.

But there is this one particular guy that has it the worst that I've seen. He's a homeless blackcel thats in a genuinely terrible position. He went from living in his small sub compact vehicle to living outside in a parking garage. He sleeps on the concrete and he livestreams himself for the world to see.

Other homeless youtubers have nice cars, nice clothes, and nice set ups while this homeless blackcel is the exact opposite. His clothes are worn and dirty and he likely smells extremely bad. I can just imagine restaurant patrons and workers being really upset when he goes in to dine.

That's interesting. Does the cope work? I never understood feeling better after seeing that someone has it worse then me.
He looks like he might become a lolcow someday (not to hate on him ofc, just my opinion). And yeah the stench must be horrible. I feel pity for him, he basically has almost noway out. Many times in my life I considered going homeless; to just be me and a car. But I hate driving and I'm too lazy and enjoy the perks of living in a flat.

At 20:00 he talks about how lonely he is while sleeping outside on the concrete.

That's kind of relatable, I just never got anything like he described (since he speaks like he once got a gf or something like that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯, I'm way too ugly for any woman to be interested in me). I clicked through the video and he seems a little schizo. I'm also quite schizo most of the time. I talk to myself a lot, I don't know where I picked up that trait.
I suppose we all just want to find a place where we belong. I don't think there is such place for an incel like me.

 

[Grodd]

same

 

[starcrapoo]

I have a sister but we don't get along . I'm also very alone, it's just me and my four walls when I'm at home.

That's interesting. Does the cope work? I never understood feeling better after seeing that someone has it worse then me.
He looks like he might become a lolcow someday (not to hate on him ofc, just my opinion). And yeah the stench must be horrible. I feel pity for him, he basically has almost noway out. Many times in my life I considered going homeless; to just be me and a car. But I hate driving and I'm too lazy and enjoy the perks of living in a flat.

That's kind of relatable, I just never got anything like he described (since he speaks like he once got a gf or something like that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯, I'm way too ugly for any woman to be interested in me). I clicked through the video and he seems a little schizo. I'm also quite schizo most of the time. I talk to myself a lot, I don't know where I picked up that trait.
I suppose we all just want to find a place where we belong. I don't think there is such place for an incel like me.

I don't really get pleasure in seeing others in a bad position but seeing him alone all the time living outside makes me feel like i'm not the only one out suffering.

In other words it's relatable.

I may not be homeless like he is but i'm just as isolated and miserable.

 

[Emba]

Have you heard about the lonely loser?

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8cqhZ47Hg7g

 

[MrZez]

I am still lucky i live with parents and brother
But i know that will come to an end one day
I cant even imagine living alone all life , ropefuel

 

[justuseless]

I used to watch that guy years ago.

 

[Friezacel]

Must be great being a cat. Getting loved and fed by everyone and everyone wants to pet you