SuicideFuel I’m a hopeless romantic who can’t stop daydreaming about having a GF and our adventures together because I’m a goddamn idiot

[Deleted member 101]

Goddammit the blackpill is supposed to give me relief but knowing the truth has made me feel worse and I’ve never recovered. Hell I think I’ve retreated into my fantasies even more since learning about women, their nature and their super objective preferences for men. Can’t stop daydreaming of being in a super unrealistic, wholesome as fuck relationship with a cute girl and all our hilarious, fun, adorable, loving, caring, passionate and sometimes sexy adventures. Oh and I also daydream about having friends and either chilling with them or going on adventures with them, too. Sometimes I dream of saving a girl and falling in love, or being saved by a girl and falling in love. It’s like my daydreams are some hyperurealistic anime that would make any Chad with even a hint of masculinity gag in disgust. Guess I haven’t become bitter enough to just be happy paying for sex or something.

Fuck.

Also avoid romance anime and manga, especially ones intended for male audiences. It’s even worse when they’re in high school and you get reminded of all the fun times you didn’t get to enjoy in high school and college because you were a bad looking, socially awkward coward and an outcast. Sometimes they are wholesome as fuck and leave you wanting to swallow a cyanide pill because you’ll never have this, hell you might never even exactly have it if you were Chad tbh.

 

[Monk of Failure]

OP go and fuck an escort, tbh.

 

[Deleted member 101]

OP go and fuck an escort, tbh.

I am not making money now and it is illegal in the United States
I’m gonna wait until I’m closer to my 30s. If I’ve gotten nowhere with girls in the last stages of my youth, then fuck it. I’ll fly to Amsterdam and go into stupid debt if I have to with the best GFE escorts I can find that will gladly pretend to want to be with me despite being an unattractive virgin with in exchange for hundreds or thousands of dollars. Maybe I’ll do tons of drugs. LSD, cocaine, MDMA, ketamine. It’s all legal there.
At least in the Netherlands everybody speaks English as a second language unlike in the Philippines or Vietnam where an ugly white dude is seen as a ticket to a green card by women who don’t speak a lick of English

 

[Medcel]

Sameish

I am not making money now and it is illegal in the United States
I’m gonna wait until I’m closer to my 30s. If I’ve gotten nowhere with girls in the last stages of my youth, then fuck it. I’ll fly to Amsterdam and go into stupid debt if I have to with the best GFE escorts I can find that will gladly pretend to want to be with me despite being an unattractive virgin with in exchange for hundreds or thousands of dollars

NV NV NV NV NV

 

[Deleted member 21219]

But dont you see that a a contradiction? The black pill shows how foids treat ugly men, so shouldnt it actually wipe out your bluepilled delusions?

It takes a while to overcome soycietal brainwashing though.

 

[Deleted member 101]

Sameish

NV NV NV NV NV

If I ever get to the point of seeing a hooker I’m going to the Red Light District in Amsterdam so I can hang out with and then fuck beautiful young 20 something girls
If I’m gonna see a pro, I want the best

But dont you see that a a contradiction? The black pill shows how foids treat ugly men, so shouldnt it actually wipe out your bluepilled delusions?

It takes a while to overcome soycietal brainwashing though.

The blackpill can’t wipe away the pain of years of loneliness and rejection from isolation from being unwanted for both friendships and romantic relationships
In fact the truth makes you pissed that you were unlucky enough to be born unequipped to survive in this fucked up world

 

[Joker]

, so shouldnt it actually wipe out your bluepilled delusions?

you would think, but oftentimes this isnt the case
the power of the cope is very strong

 

[Deleted member 101]

you would think, but oftentimes this isnt the case
the power of the cope is very strong

Isn’t it horrifyingly ironic how we crave something, such as love, that women may not even be capable of giving Chad?

Fuck I wish we were like other animals who only have sex to have babies because of instinct (and not solely the love of a child), not for pleasure or because they want to be loved or stupid shit like that. Like your dog doesn’t give a fuck about getting a doggy girlfriend after he gets his nuts cut off. Nah he just cares about you. Hell he never even gave a fuck about love or romance when he did have his balls. His mind isn’t advanced enough. He just wanted to make babies that he isn’t even capable of loving unlike a human father with his children. Because instincts.

 

[Ap0calypse]

I am not making money now and it is illegal in the United States
I’m gonna wait until I’m closer to my 30s. If I’ve gotten nowhere with girls in the last stages of my youth, then fuck it. I’ll fly to Amsterdam and go into stupid debt if I have to with the best GFE escorts I can find that will gladly pretend to want to be with me despite being an unattractive virgin with in exchange for hundreds or thousands of dollars. Maybe I’ll do tons of drugs. LSD, cocaine, MDMA, ketamine. It’s all legal there.
At least in the Netherlands everybody speaks English as a second language unlike in the Philippines or Vietnam where an ugly white dude is seen as a ticket to a green card by women who don’t speak a lick of English

Why pay for something Chad gets for free? The only reason prostitution exists is because females see sex with unattractive males as indistinguishable from torture. Paying to fuck a prostitute is the most dehumanizing thing possible; you are paying huge amounts of money just to experience fake love with a female that is disgusted by you.

 

[Joker]

Isn’t it horrifyingly ironic how we crave something, such as love, that women may not even be capable of giving Chad?

that's some potent suifuel

Paying to fuck a prostitute is the most dehumanizing thing possible; you are paying huge amounts of money just to experience fake love with a female that is disgusted by you.

this is what normies and IT and the like fail to, and will never, truly understand.

 

[Deleted member 101]

Why pay for something Chad gets for free? The only reason prostitution exists is because females see sex with unattractive males as indistinguishable from torture. Paying to fuck a prostitute is the most dehumanizing thing possible; you are paying huge amounts of money just to experience fake love with a female that is disgusted by you.

We have no other options for sex other than paying. Unless you’re fine with being a celibate monk, okay with using your hand for sexual release, or do something bad like rape then prostitution is all ugly and unwanted men have.

 

[Deleted member 15737]

This life is exhausting and no amount of sleep or rest can make it go away. I’m convinced that there is not even freedom in death.

 

[Medcel]

But dont you see that a a contradiction? The black pill shows how foids treat ugly men, so shouldnt it actually wipe out your bluepilled delusions?

It takes a while to overcome soycietal brainwashing though.

We can't, it's in the nucleotides bruh

 

[Deleted member 21219]

The blackpill can’t wipe away the pain of years of loneliness and rejection from isolation from being unwanted for both friendships and romantic relationships
In fact the truth makes you pissed that you were unlucky enough to be born unequipped to survive in this fucked up world

Nothing cant wipe the pain away. But the black pill shows how low your chances are and gives you a sense of relief in that nothing you could have done or could do in the future would make a difference.

We can't, it's in the nucleotides bruh

True. End of the day, all of us are slaves to our innate desires.

 

[Deleted member 101]

Nothing cant wipe the pain away. But the black pill shows how low your chances are and gives you a sense of relief in that nothing you could have done or could do in the future would make a difference.


True. End of the day, all of us are slaves to our innate desires.

Lol that just makes it feel even worse. how can anyone be okay with knowing that their situation is inescapable

 

[Deleted member 21219]

Lol that just makes it feel even worse. how can anyone be okay with knowing that their situation is inescapable

You'll never with ok with it. But you'll stop blaming yourself and accept that you lost the genetic lottery.

 

[Deleted member 101]

You'll never with ok with it. But you'll stop blaming yourself and accept that you lost the genetic lottery.

Even if it isn’t my fault (I’m not sure if it’s 100% not my fault as I have some things I can improve but others I can’t), how am I supposed to accept that? I’ll have to carry this burden for the rest of my life if I don’t rope before then. I’ll be in my 80s in a nursing home without ever even kissing a woman. I’d have so many regrets. I’ll be laying in my deathbed in hospice and not die peacefully because of the pain of all I never got to do in life. I won’t even have anyone visit me as if I don’t find a girl and have kids, I won’t have family anymore.

 

[Deleted member 21219]

Even if it isn’t my fault (I’m not sure if it’s 100% not my fault as I have some things I can improve but others I can’t), how am I supposed to accept that? I’ll have to carry this burden for the rest of my life if I don’t rope before then. I’ll be in my 80s in a nursing home without ever even kissing a woman. I’d have so many regrets. I’ll be laying in my deathbed in hospice and not die peacefully because of the pain of all I never got to do in life. I won’t even have anyone visit me as if I don’t find a girl and have kids, I won’t have family anymore.

If you dont want to end up in a nursing home, you always have the option to BB an old ugly roastie.

 

[Deleted member 101]

If you dont want to end up in a nursing home, you always have the option to BB an old ugly roastie.

And I bet she wouldn’t even bother being around when I’m dying lol

 

[Deleted member 21219]

And I bet she wouldn’t even bother being around when I’m dying lol

. She might stick around if youre ok with being cucked and let her cheat during every Christmas .

 

[Deleted member 101]

. She might stick around if youre ok with being cucked and let her cheat during every Christmas .

Oh wow getting cheated on
I feel so loved
/s

 

[Iwanttolive]

I imagine lying on a hospital bed in coma after saving a girl(who i like) and she visits me and kisses me on the lips while crying.

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

I imagine lying on a hospital bed in coma after saving a girl(who i like) and she visits me and kisses me on the lips while crying.

 

[Mainländer]

I'm the same.

Also avoid romance anime and manga, especially ones intended for male audiences.

Tbh. I just reread Kodomo No Jikan and my longing for romance got worse than usual (it's already bad enough usually tbh).

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

Time for the rope OP, shit like that is only for Chads

 

[Sheogorath]

having a GF and our adventures together

Can’t stop daydreaming of being in a super unrealistic, wholesome as fuck relationship with a cute girl and all our hilarious, fun, adorable, loving, caring, passionate and sometimes sexy adventures.

Oh and I also daydream about having friends and either chilling with them or going on adventures with them, too.

 

[Total Imbecile]

Also avoid romance anime and manga, especially ones intended for male audiences. It’s even worse when they’re in high school and you get reminded of all the fun times you didn’t get to enjoy in high school and college because you were a bad looking, socially awkward coward and an outcast. Sometimes they are wholesome as fuck and leave you wanting to swallow a cyanide pill because you’ll never have this, hell you might never even exactly have it if you were Chad tbh.

This is my drug, I crash so hard after each episode tho but it feels so good while it lasts.

 

[azakhan]

DayDreaming is a good cope tho, I wouldn’t survive without it.

 

[JohnDcel]

Also avoid romance anime and manga, especially ones intended for male audiences. It’s even worse when they’re in high school and you get reminded of all the fun times you didn’t get to enjoy in high school and college because you were a bad looking, socially awkward coward and an outcast. Sometimes they are wholesome as fuck and leave you wanting to swallow a cyanide pill because you’ll never have this, hell you might never even exactly have it if you were Chad tbh.

You'd better avoid Visual Novels too... since I've played Katawa Shoujo my desire for romance went skyhigh

 

[TheReaper]

you posted cringe again

 

[Deleted member 101]

you posted cringe again

I’m going to loose subscriber

You'd better avoid Visual Novels too... since I've played Katawa Shoujo my desire for romance went skyhigh

tfw no qt amputee gf
seriously it would actually be kinda dope to date a girl with a bionic arm

 

[Sheogorath]

VN like School Days are probably cool though since you could view the protagonist as Chad getting his just desserts in certain 'bad ends'.

I don't want to shy away from romance anime though. Sometimes horror anime or tragedy anime disturbs me too, but I think a big thing about fiction is confronting stuff that un-nerves us.

If it happens to upset you more seeing 2 characters in a romance than seeing zombies eating people's intestines, then maybe the former is the 'true horror' you should be confronting yourself with, just like you would watch monster movies as a kid to confront your fears.

Now you must confront the TRUE MONSTER. The END BOSS.

 

[Deleted member 101]

VN like School Days are probably cool though since you could view the protagonist as Chad getting his just desserts in certain 'bad ends'.

I don't want to shy away from romance anime though. Sometimes horror anime or tragedy anime disturbs me too, but I think a big thing about fiction is confronting stuff that un-nerves us.

If it happens to upset you more seeing 2 characters in a romance than seeing zombies eating people's intestines, then maybe the former is the 'true horror' you should be confronting yourself with, just like you would watch monster movies as a kid to confront your fears.

Now you must confront the TRUE MONSTER. The END BOSS.

Haven’t played School Days (other than watching the uncensored h-scenes) but isn’t the MC a huge asshole?

 

[It'sAConspiracy]

Goddammit the blackpill is supposed to give me relief but knowing the truth has made me feel worse and I’ve never recovered. Hell I think I’ve retreated into my fantasies even more since learning about women, their nature and their super objective preferences for men. Can’t stop daydreaming of being in a super unrealistic, wholesome as fuck relationship with a cute girl and all our hilarious, fun, adorable, loving, caring, passionate and sometimes sexy adventures. Oh and I also daydream about having friends and either chilling with them or going on adventures with them, too. Sometimes I dream of saving a girl and falling in love, or being saved by a girl and falling in love. It’s like my daydreams are some hyperurealistic anime that would make any Chad with even a hint of masculinity gag in disgust. Guess I haven’t become bitter enough to just be happy paying for sex or something.

Fuck.

Also avoid romance anime and manga, especially ones intended for male audiences. It’s even worse when they’re in high school and you get reminded of all the fun times you didn’t get to enjoy in high school and college because you were a bad looking, socially awkward coward and an outcast. Sometimes they are wholesome as fuck and leave you wanting to swallow a cyanide pill because you’ll never have this, hell you might never even exactly have it if you were Chad tbh.

I always search romance anime just for the daydreaming part, even if it's suifuel when you stop and remember the MC mogs you hard.I'm a newbie when it comes to anime ngl so never know what to watch... there's just so much of it

 

[Sheogorath]

Haven’t played School Days (other than watching the uncensored h-scenes) but isn’t the MC a huge asshole?

It might depend on what routes you take, but pretty much. I haven't actually played it, just seen the anime.

But in a 'bad end' he ends up getting revenge female jealous about him fucking other girls, so that's kinda cool.

 

[NoCopeNoHope]

Even if it isn’t my fault (I’m not sure if it’s 100% not my fault as I have some things I can improve but others I can’t), how am I supposed to accept that? I’ll have to carry this burden for the rest of my life if I don’t rope before then. I’ll be in my 80s in a nursing home without ever even kissing a woman. I’d have so many regrets. I’ll be laying in my deathbed in hospice and not die peacefully because of the pain of all I never got to do in life. I won’t even have anyone visit me as if I don’t find a girl and have kids, I won’t have family anymore.

Do you really think you'll live to your 80s? How about your 50s?

 

[Deleted member 101]

Do you really think you'll live to your 80s? How about your 50s?

If I don’t ever find the courage to rope it’s certainly possible

 

[Sheogorath]

There are feats that take more courage than roping, like the courage to do 20 chinups.

Roping is about hopelessness, not courage.

 

[Modus Coperandi]

avoid anime and manga

 

[Deleted member 101]

Do not consume product

 

[KingChemist]

OP, this post hit me hard. :sad::sad: I wish you the best.

 

[carticel]

>I’m a hopeless romantic who can’t stop daydreaming about having a GF and our adventures together because I’m a goddamn idiot

same dude

this post hit too hard

 

[Personalityinkwell]

Go to Mexico to fuck escorts. Much closer and cheaper

 

[grondilu]

Go to Mexico to fuck escorts. Much closer and cheaper

I vaguely recall someone writing about prostitution there. Apparently it's very nice indeed.

I'd like to read more.

 

[Personalityinkwell]

I vaguely recall someone writing about prostitution there. Apparently it's very nice indeed.

I'd like to read more.

Escorts are very kind, the one gave me a nice massage, got me hard, fucked her good. Most speak english so communication isn't a problem either.

 

[Gymcelled]

Escorts are very kind, the one gave me a nice massage, got me hard, fucked her good. Most speak english so communication isn't a problem either.

Tbh if there's some intimacy like a massage involved I might consider it and I'm a romantic like the OP.

 

[Nothingness]

We still have " hopless romantics" in our black pilled era