It's Over I'm 38 and have no hope at this point, the rope is the only option

[BlackpillCartel]

I was rejected in high school. For some reason all the popular guys wanted to be my friend but all the girls were repulsed by me and HATED me. I dropped out of high school, finished high school at community college and guess what? I was too dumb to do college. I couldn't even pass the 6 week mark in each course I tried. Then I tried making a career as a painter and my paintings were damn well good, some people compared to me to some O the greats. But guess what? No art schools would accept me or notice me for my talents. Ive been trying to get a job for the past 20 years and NO ONE will hire me or take me seriously. It's like society just wants me to kill myself, I don't know if I should just rope or take the othER option. If you know what I mean.

 

[22yearoldcel]

Brutal my friend, my biggest fear is being an oldcel.

 

[BlackpillCartel]

38? Kudos for making it this far. Most people here become suicidal by their mid-20s. I became suicidal at 28. I fantasize about the rope everyday. Somehow I'm still hanging on. Hopefully I won't have to keep hanging for much longer.

So are you NEET?

Yea I'm NEET (obviously)

 

[Deleted member 39748]

I was rejected in high school. For some reason all the popular guys wanted to be my friend but all the girls were repulsed by me and HATED me. I dropped out of high school, finished high school at community college and guess what? I was too dumb to do college. I couldn't even pass the 6 week mark in each course I tried. Then I tried making a career as a painter and my paintings were damn well good, some people compared to me to some O the greats. But guess what? No art schools would accept me or notice me for my talents. Ive been trying to get a job for the past 20 years and NO ONE will hire me or take me seriously. It's like society just wants me to kill myself, I don't know if I should just rope or take the othER option. If you know what I mean.

It was over way before 38 Anyone keeping up their hopes past 25 is delusional coper. If you haven't made it by then you won't make it even financially. You won't learn how to code at 30 and get a high paying job. Even if you had the skills the employer would notice 3 things. 1.Your ugly face 2. Your age 3. The gaping hole in your resume

This is why people who say "stop caring about sex" are retarded. Life sucks for majority of men anyways. Doing shitty jobs for average or below average wage. Slaving away your life, not being able to afford any real luxuries. Sex and any form of skinship with a woman helps you calm down. You need, a blowjob, to suck on her nippes, to lay next to her soft body and to orgasm while banging her.

What you don't need is jacking off on a chair alone in your room for 10507 th time watching other people have fun.

 

[lumipallo]

my paintings were damn well good, some people compared to me to some O the greats.

Share with the class?

 

[Izayacel]

It was over way before 38 Anyone keeping up their hopes past 25 is delusional coper. If you haven't made it by then you won't make it even financially. You won't learn how to code at 30 and get a high paying job. Even if you had the skills the employer would notice 3 things. 1.Your ugly face 2. Your age 3. The gaping hole in your resume

This is why people who say "stop caring about sex" are retarded. Life sucks for majority of men anyways. Doing shitty jobs for average or below average wage. Slaving away your life, not being able to afford any real luxuries. Sex and any form of skinship with a woman helps you calm down. You need, a blowjob, to suck on her nippes, to lay next to her soft body and to orgasm while banging her.

What you don't need is jacking off on a chair alone in your room for 10507 th time watching other people have fun.

 

[Steiner Ex Machina]

Ive been trying to get a job for the past 20 years and NO ONE will hire me or take me seriously. It's like society just wants me to kill myself, I don't know if I should just rope or take the othER option. If you know what I mean.

Same, my parents even put me at fault for that instead of helping

 

[nice_try]

Are you a virgin?

 

[chadkillercel]

Age is just a number. Keep going sweaty.

 

[Deleted member 17235]

You won't learn how to code at 30 and get a high paying job

As inequality increases and opportunities to join the elite class dwindles every body tries to enter in those meme fields like programming for a chance of escaping being just another random person, I am pretty sure most of you neetcels are overlooking blue collar jobs when in fact chances are even if you somehow get that coder job you will not make that much money compared to the people you dislike, while working three times as long (certifications and portafolio bullshit) and never actually having any upward social mobility because competition is so hard.

Just geomaxx and try again or get into that blue collar job and rot in comfiness or try to get a neetbux and hedonismmaxx

 

[RandomGuy]

Crypto Pioneer Jihan Wu Says Market Will Grow To Tens Of Trillions Of Dollars​

I invest in money machines. Press some buttons and get paid while LDARing on a bed of cash.

 

[yez]

othER option. You have nothing to lose anymore.

 

[Murdoch89]

I was rejected in high school. For some reason all the popular guys wanted to be my friend but all the girls were repulsed by me and HATED me. I dropped out of high school, finished high school at community college and guess what? I was too dumb to do college. I couldn't even pass the 6 week mark in each course I tried. Then I tried making a career as a painter and my paintings were damn well good, some people compared to me to some O the greats. But guess what? No art schools would accept me or notice me for my talents. Ive been trying to get a job for the past 20 years and NO ONE will hire me or take me seriously. It's like society just wants me to kill myself, I don't know if I should just rope or take the othER option. If you know what I mean.

38 I thought I was the oldest one here at 32, anyway sorry to hear about it bro

 

[Hoppipolla]

When someone in their first ever post makes a comment like you did in your last couple of sentences, my fed alarm goes off loudly!

I'm not even sure if comments like that should be allowed on the forum tbh.

All that being said... I'm sorry to hear about your situation. I'm in my 30s too and yeah life isn't so easy.

I'm trying to build up my financial situation and also work on some health issues and maybe start attending more social events.

You gotta stay positive and keep your chin up in this life

 

[Oroborus]

Share with the class?

Fucking over when no amount of talent can save you if this world doesn't want you to succeed. It all comes down to looks and luck.

I wouldn't give up just yet but what do I know, you're twice my age

 

[OscarAllius]

brutal, brocel. i truly hope you don't give up in life and things get better over time. if not, there is always a bettER alternative

 

[lumipallo]

you're twice my age

 

[Deleted member 39748]

As inequality increases and opportunities to join the elite class dwindles every body tries to enter in those meme fields like programming for a chance of escaping being just another random person, I am pretty sure most of you neetcels are overlooking blue collar jobs when in fact chances are even if you somehow get that coder job you will not make that much money compared to the people you dislike, while working three times as long (certifications and portafolio bullshit) and never actually having any upward social mobility because competition is so hard.

Just geomaxx and try again or get into that blue collar job and rot in comfiness or try to get a neetbux and hedonismmaxx

Blue collar jobs pay nothing in my country because every small or large business owner pays peanuts to his workers. You can be working on the roof and get paid slightly above minimal wage cleaning lady here. The only real way to make a lot of shekels is to be a PRIVATE CONTRACTOR to avoid being turbo scammed by your employer.

I am a strong guy, I don't mind doing manual labour but I would never get enough work as a private contractor with no connections. Maybe I would get a work that pays well 3 times a month for like 6 days of total which would still bring me on a poverty level.

My dream job would be a 2 man moving team as low IQ as it sounds. Drive the van, split the cost and profit in 2. Move furniture for a living until 50 with no middle man stealing most of the profit. Keeping my body strong and fit. As a private contractor I would pay 2x the amount into pension fund being able to retire early.

 

[Oroborus]

There are younger zoomers in here although I understand the aversion.

If it means something, I've been ldaring for the last year and It's been a month or so that I haven't touched grass and if I do it's only to buy copes and food as I'm neeting rn.

My social circle is nonexistent, my mental state only deteriorates with time, I would be deluding myself by thinking I do have a fair chance.

If op didn't make it so far then it may be over for me as well as the only skills I think I might be able to develop are pretty much looked down in my shithole.

 

[NorthernWind]

Sex and any form of skinship with a woman helps you calm down. You need, a blowjob, to suck on her nippes, to lay next to her soft body and to orgasm while banging her.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

 

[Alone75]

It's pitiful to admit you're still incel after 25, it hit me harder at 30, but I still had hope and laughed to myself that "no way will I still be in this situation at 40" but it came and went.

 

[tanfeo]

I was rejected in high school. For some reason all the popular guys wanted to be my friend but all the girls were repulsed by me and HATED me. I dropped out of high school, finished high school at community college and guess what? I was too dumb to do college. I couldn't even pass the 6 week mark in each course I tried. Then I tried making a career as a painter and my paintings were damn well good, some people compared to me to some O the greats. But guess what? No art schools would accept me or notice me for my talents. Ive been trying to get a job for the past 20 years and NO ONE will hire me or take me seriously. It's like society just wants me to kill myself, I don't know if I should just rope or take the othER option. If you know what I mean.

I should have roped at that age or better even, consider that othER option.
Now over 50 and I don't even feel I'm living anymore.
I also dropped out of school several times and have been in jail twice. No shit nobody gives you a job, i work as an independent now.
Society can suck my dick, although that will never happen.

 

[zekr]

What have you been doing for the last 20 years? Not patronizing just curious. Just selling individual paintings?

 

[Alone75]

I should have roped at that age or better even, consider that othER option.
Now over 50 and I don't even feel I'm living anymore.
I also dropped out of school several times and have been in jail twice. No shit nobody gives you a job, i work as an independent now.
Society can suck my dick, although that will never happen.

Over 50?

I wish I could make money working independently, I don't know where to start!

 

[Grashüpfer]

Maybe you are getting gangstalked

 

[Forebraincel]

What have you been doing for the last 20 years? Not patronizing just curious.

curious aswell...can one LDAR for 20 years without going insane..?

 

[Alone75]

curious aswell...can one LDAR for 20 years without going insane..?

20 years goes by faster than you think!

 

[Hell]

No art schools would accept me or notice me for my talents

I know of a guy that experienced this but went on to be taken very seriously and even got a gf along the way.

 

[ThisLifeKillsMe]

Maybe you are getting gangstalked

Just schizomaxx bro

 

[Grashüpfer]

Just schizomaxx bro

I am not a schizo

 

[Oroborus]

I am not a schizo

 

[Sparrow's Song]

This thread needs a [Power Armor] tag because this radiation is way too heavy for people to just accidentally walk into. Fuckin aye.

 

[erenyeager]

It's pitiful to admit you're still incel after 25, it hit me harder at 30, but I still had hope and laughed to myself that "no way will I still be in this situation at 40" but it came and went.

This all happened because a retarded jokester rules the world

 

[Julaybib]

 

[MARTYRDOM GOD X]

I was rejected in high school. For some reason all the popular guys wanted to be my friend but all the girls were repulsed by me and HATED me. I dropped out of high school, finished high school at community college and guess what? I was too dumb to do college. I couldn't even pass the 6 week mark in each course I tried. Then I tried making a career as a painter and my paintings were damn well good, some people compared to me to some O the greats. But guess what? No art schools would accept me or notice me for my talents. Ive been trying to get a job for the past 20 years and NO ONE will hire me or take me seriously. It's like society just wants me to kill myself, I don't know if I should just rope or take the othER option. If you know what I mean.

My condolensces, I feel your pain amd have Tremendous Respect for Incels who make it past the age of 30 unless they do or say something to make Me lose that Respect

 

[Loner94]

Symphathies, I was a reject since 5 yrs old it ain't easy.

 

[Deleted member 17245]

Drop some psychedelics, see if it changes your POV and how you approach things.

 

[i_want_emo_gf]

Age is just a number. Keep going sweaty.

 

[-Zorin-]

WhatevER

 

[Uvertz]

It's pitiful to admit you're still incel after 25, it hit me harder at 30, but I still had hope and laughed to myself that "no way will I still be in this situation at 40" but it came and went.

I know that feel bro, thanks for posting in my topic " today I became a wizard". I'm 30. want to have a wife and children before 40, will I achieve that ? I hope so. But the truth is that if I even manage to lost my virginity without paying a escort will be a great achievement. Dreaming of having children and thus a descendency ( avoiding genetic dead end) may be delusional. My sister laughed at me sometime and disrespected me saying I can't give her any advice about her marriage because I never had a girlfriend.

 

[mentalcel]

Try getting big on Instagram, Youtube etc. It might be that you didn't reach your potential audience yet. I see some art accounts that don't show faces and still very popular because the art is good. You can even sell your work directly to your fans without dealing with galleries and shit. You should definitely try before roping. You might even get some network or some people might get interested in you for personal relationships. At least I would try it if I had some talent.

 

[HenkkaH]

Drop some psychedelics, see if it changes your POV and how you approach things.

2x 1000ug LSD and 10g Shrooms once, It didn't change much.