justarandomloser
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- Joined
- Dec 15, 2019
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Today is my birthday. Fucking 24. Still a virgin. Still living with my parents in this shithole Eastern European country. I think i finally got to the point that i don't believe that i'll ascend anytime. Honestly it was over since the start. Ngl i thought i had some miniscule chances to ascend but those were just bluepilled parts of me. I was so naive. Now it's completely over. Bad thing i'm too coward to kill myself(in GTA V). My parents are really good and that will affect them drastically.
Shit when i was like 15 i never thought i will end up like this. I never was a stereotyped outcast. Foids never openly hated me but i always lacked something. If i only knew that 5/10 looks, no money and being ethnic in country full of Ivans is death sentence(my country is poor so betabuxxing is very common). If i knew that my good grades and top university means jack shit. Fuck i even played team sports. What a waste of life.
Shit when i was like 15 i never thought i will end up like this. I never was a stereotyped outcast. Foids never openly hated me but i always lacked something. If i only knew that 5/10 looks, no money and being ethnic in country full of Ivans is death sentence(my country is poor so betabuxxing is very common). If i knew that my good grades and top university means jack shit. Fuck i even played team sports. What a waste of life.