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Venting I'm 18 years old with 2 attempted suicides

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Don't know how much longer I can take of this. How can I survive another year of highschool.
 
Jfl, kids.is

Shit only continues to get worse, HS is just the beginning
 
Jfl, kids.is

Shit only continues to get worse, HS is just the beginning
:feelskek: Very true.

If you're under 25, you don't even have a clue how bad it can truly get. It's not a competition, but I would kill to be under 25 again... Not that life was good back then, but it was better than now.
 
:feelskek: Very true.

If you're under 25, you don't even have a clue how bad it can truly get. It's not a competition, but I would kill to be under 25 again... Not that life was good back then, but it was better than now.
Brutal, at around 28 I lost all hope and became truly suicidal.
 
Brutal, at around 28 I lost all hope and became truly suicidal.
I'm past that age myself as well& but I struggled with depression / suicide since 10 or 11. I might make another thread explaining what got me to that point at such a young age.

Children are meant to be happy, playing around with other kids.
 
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I'm past that age myself as l, but I struggled with depression / suicide since 10 or 11. I might make a threw thread explaining what got me to that point at such a young age.

Children are meant to be happy, playing around with other kids.
Ouch that sucks.

I have lost most emphaty towards humans but I still feel sad when I see struggling lonely incels and those with crap childhood. :feelscry:

I myself used to have a good childhood. I used to be very popular until everyone got their hormones and then it ended up with me being lonely, rejected and ugly invisible baby jaw incel :feelscry:
 
Killing yourself at 18 seems stupid don't do that, I fucking hated high school too but once I was out my mind was clear again, you may not want to off yourself once you are out of school, at least for a little while. That leaving school feeling fades and then you just end up being at home doing nothing but its great for 2 or 3 months
 
@Corvus @B/W muttcel I have to redo a year, Idk why it won't let me reply to you.
 
how are you in high school with 1 year left but youre 18?

Mods ban this kiddie

@The Enforcer
@Fat Link
@proudweeb
@TheProphetMuscle
He can stay.

Reason is like him I’m a fellow flunkcel (though more importantly this explains his age).

My momma and my teacher had me held back in Kintergarten lmao.
 
I knew you were young based on your zoomer/gen alpha tier pfp
 
I'm sorry you failed
 
Oh believe me things are going to get much worse at college if HS is your problem. At least in HS you have a fixed classroom who knows who you are and you can luck out with some friends and chicks if you social circle maxx enough and don't act like a retard, I'd give everything just to go back in time to those days since I actually had some friends irl. It was mainly my retarded Christcuck indoctrination that held me back since I actually could've fought off my bullies and gotten respected. In college no one gives a fuck about you and your classmates change in every single year/class so there's not that feel of connection and closeness anymore.
That being said though, roping is not worth it. Eventually I overcame my existencial dread of loneliness by copemaxxing and online friend maxxing. It may not be as good as what normies do but it's somewhat close or a vague simulation of what you desire. Escorts are also another option if your libido is too high you can pay for one and forget about being a virgin ever again (although again, it's barely a simulation of the real thing but for some that is better than nothing at all).
 
Dont kys at 18 man u havent even had the chance 2 do anything with ur life or experience the world, dw man highschool is almost done and life gets better after that ik highschool sucked for me too and it got much better after graduation hang in there bro
 
You don't attempt suicide attention whore faggot, stop being a spoiled child and realize you won't do anything, you are just pushing the goalposts forward while justifying LDARNEET rotting (Boohoo I won't live til 20 might as well do nothing :)

Fucking teenagers.
 
Don't know how much longer I can take of this. How can I survive another year of highschool.

I want to hear the story. What's so bad about HS? I mean my HS sucked too but I look back and realize I was just an idiot. If I was there with todays knowledge I'd be a God.
 
Dont kys at 18 man u havent even had the chance 2 do anything with ur life or experience the world, dw man highschool is almost done and life gets better after that ik highschool sucked for me too and it got much better after graduation hang in there bro
 
FWIW finishing high school and going away to University was one of the lowest times of my life. But that was me, your results may vary.

When I was an undergrad student my buddies were ugly weirdo social outcast khhvs. But by late 20s 3/5 of them had ascended and had lives that looked pretty good to me.

You might be one of those 3/5, that's what you need to continue playing for. Please don't try to kys. My 2c.
 
Its not like Ive always hated foids and the world. I used to be respectful and loving until age 32 when I stumbled on mr Waffles blackpill videos and realised the truth and my rage is getting bigger and bigger.

Women, cices and the society lied to me. If someone told me this at a young age I could break the law of Stormwind city in WoW video game at a very young age and accend..
 
:feelskek: Very true.

If you're under 25, you don't even have a clue how bad it can truly get. It's not a competition, but I would kill to be under 25 again... Not that life was good back then, but it was better than now.
I absorbed every single aspect of the blackpill in a span of 3 months and I'm completely broken. I plan on roping bc I sure as hell have no intentions of being 30+ and still living this way
 
Oh believe me things are going to get much worse at college if HS is your problem. At least in HS you have a fixed classroom who knows who you are and you can luck out with some friends and chicks if you social circle maxx enough and don't act like a retard, I'd give everything just to go back in time to those days since I actually had some friends irl. It was mainly my retarded Christcuck indoctrination that held me back since I actually could've fought off my bullies and gotten respected. In college no one gives a fuck about you and your classmates change in every single year/class so there's not that feel of connection and closeness anymore.
That being said though, roping is not worth it. Eventually I overcame my existencial dread of loneliness by copemaxxing and online friend maxxing. It may not be as good as what normies do but it's somewhat close or a vague simulation of what you desire. Escorts are also another option if your libido is too high you can pay for one and forget about being a virgin ever again (although again, it's barely a simulation of the real thing but for some that is better than nothing at all).
I can't even make a friend... Everyone hates me and leaves me on read. I just wanna rope.
 
I want to hear the story. What's so bad about HS? I mean my HS sucked too but I look back and realize I was just an idiot. If I was there with todays knowledge I'd be a God.
It wasn't just highschool, it was my entire life. My father used to lock me in a bathroom for six hours for farting. I once borrowed his jacket and he got so mad at me he made me do 200 squats with weights. I remember on my birthday I didn't want to wash the dishes and he made me do 1000 pushups and it took me until 3am to finish and I still had school the next day. If I missed the bus, I had to run to school which was 3 miles away, in highschool I didn't want to go to school because it was pointless to even go (half day at school) and all they were doing was "games" that I would've just been ostracized in and my dad got so mad he made me walk 6 miles and btw there is no sidewalk to get to my school its a damn near highway with trucks going 60 mph. That day some random stranger offered me a ride because he didn't know why I was walking near such a dangerous road.

My dad used to beat me badly and I accidentally called CPS on my parents which lead them to use working out/running and staring at a wall for 12 hours straight as a new punishment. Its not only that, but my dad has just fucked me mentally. He gave me this abused dog mindset. He did so much shit to me this year that pushed me to collapse, because I already have to deal with being alone and made fun of at school. Then I have to come home and endure my number one biggest bully which is my father.

This year my dad really tested my limits. I'll probably make a separate post for explaining what he did. But honestly I've been through so much I don't know why I even care anymore.
 
It wasn't just highschool, it was my entire life. My father used to lock me in a bathroom for six hours for farting. I once borrowed his jacket and he got so mad at me he made me do 200 squats with weights. I remember on my birthday I didn't want to wash the dishes and he made me do 1000 pushups and it took me until 3am to finish and I still had school the next day. If I missed the bus, I had to run to school which was 3 miles away, in highschool I didn't want to go to school because it was pointless to even go (half day at school) and all they were doing was "games" that I would've just been ostracized in and my dad got so mad he made me walk 6 miles and btw there is no sidewalk to get to my school its a damn near highway with trucks going 60 mph. That day some random stranger offered me a ride because he didn't know why I was walking near such a dangerous road.

My dad used to beat me badly and I accidentally called CPS on my parents which lead them to use working out/running and staring at a wall for 12 hours straight as a new punishment. Its not only that, but my dad has just fucked me mentally. He gave me this abused dog mindset. He did so much shit to me this year that pushed me to collapse, because I already have to deal with being alone and made fun of at school. Then I have to come home and endure my number one biggest bully which is my father.

This year my dad really tested my limits. I'll probably make a separate post for explaining what he did. But honestly I've been through so much I don't know why I even care anymore.
wow 1000 pushups 200 squats, get beaten all the time? Mentally ill why do you not get into martial arts or cage fighting?
 
Clear your mind and think:

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View: https://youtu.be/mmG0pfPApVg?t=174
 
wow 1000 pushups 200 squats, get beaten all the time? Mentally ill why do you not get into martial arts or cage fighting?
Because I don't have motivation to do anything jfl. I literally haven't showered in 12 days.
 
It wasn't just highschool, it was my entire life. My father used to lock me in a bathroom for six hours for farting. I once borrowed his jacket and he got so mad at me he made me do 200 squats with weights. I remember on my birthday I didn't want to wash the dishes and he made me do 1000 pushups and it took me until 3am to finish and I still had school the next day. If I missed the bus, I had to run to school which was 3 miles away, in highschool I didn't want to go to school because it was pointless to even go (half day at school) and all they were doing was "games" that I would've just been ostracized in and my dad got so mad he made me walk 6 miles and btw there is no sidewalk to get to my school its a damn near highway with trucks going 60 mph. That day some random stranger offered me a ride because he didn't know why I was walking near such a dangerous road.

My dad used to beat me badly and I accidentally called CPS on my parents which lead them to use working out/running and staring at a wall for 12 hours straight as a new punishment. Its not only that, but my dad has just fucked me mentally. He gave me this abused dog mindset. He did so much shit to me this year that pushed me to collapse, because I already have to deal with being alone and made fun of at school. Then I have to come home and endure my number one biggest bully which is my father.

This year my dad really tested my limits. I'll probably make a separate post for explaining what he did. But honestly I've been through so much I don't know why I even care anymore.
That's fucked up. Is your Dad still physically stronger than you?

Just try to move out. Once you do you'll be free.
 
That's fucked up. Is your Dad still physically stronger than you?

Just try to move out. Once you do you'll be free.
He's 6'4, German, and does wrestling. I don't stand a chance jfl.
 
He's 6'4, German, and does wrestling. I don't stand a chance jfl.
kek. Move out. Get a part time job and find some housemates so you can afford it.
 

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