Wristlet 2
"The only thing I could do was even the score."
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My life truly is a cringe compilation.
As I've said in other posts, my parents are fucking bullies. Otherwise maybe I'd be a normie, although, of course, if I was Chad I'd have a gf regardless.
Anyways, as a result, I had no social skills up until I left their house. And by no social skills I mean like zero awareness. It was brutal. And as a result of that, some stuff happened that was like next level cringe. Stuff I just want to forget about and could never tell anyone no matter what, but maybe I can tell my brocels.
I shared this on reddit before (a private braincels backup), and the tone there is different from this forum. I understand and respect the culture of .co but I ask that you please don't be too offensive or insult lightly because this isn't a JFL thing, it's legit very personal for me.
As I've said in other posts, my parents are fucking bullies. Otherwise maybe I'd be a normie, although, of course, if I was Chad I'd have a gf regardless.
Anyways, as a result, I had no social skills up until I left their house. And by no social skills I mean like zero awareness. It was brutal. And as a result of that, some stuff happened that was like next level cringe. Stuff I just want to forget about and could never tell anyone no matter what, but maybe I can tell my brocels.
I shared this on reddit before (a private braincels backup), and the tone there is different from this forum. I understand and respect the culture of .co but I ask that you please don't be too offensive or insult lightly because this isn't a JFL thing, it's legit very personal for me.
- I once did something like the story in the epic r/incels post about the guy rubbing his dick on some girl on public transport, except I had no idea she wouldn't like it. I saw it as flirting and was surprised when she stormed off the tram when the doors opened JFL
- Also one time, during driving classes, the teacher said something about cars as small talk, no idea what tbh bc it's been a while, but I thought I'd try to be social (jfl) and just kinda blurted out "I like the style of the new BMWs", and idk if it had nothing to do with what she said or it was something about the way I blurted it out or something, but she didn't respond and didn't say anything else the whole time. JFL I didn't even know how to do basic small talk.
- Another: in high school a classmate's sister who was a couple years younger, so in another class, was my "oneitis" bc she was kinda cute. This time being low inhib as fuck played in my favor tbh. Id stare at her way too much, sometimes if I was early I'd wait at the window of my class to see her when she was entering the school, and I didn't think there was any problem with this. Fortunately however, due to being high inhib, I wasn't obvious about it and that may have saved me, she def realized something, but I guess I still had the benefit of the doubt, bc her brother didn't seem to be upset and her mother was a teacher and gave me very good grades and didn't act weird around me or anything. But then again, bear in mind, I remember things according to the social awareness I had back then. Maybe they knew. Also I planned to go up to her and blurt out "I love you" as a way to ask her out but could never gather the courage. Imagine if I had lmaoooooo
- Another: At my first job, one time I was playing some game on my computer, and a coworker/manager (not directly my boss though) said ironically "u enjoying yourself?" And I said "yeah, do you want the link?" he said "no" and left. JFL. Needless to say that job didn't last, but that was also due to my parents sabotaging me. Shit like this is why I couldn't leave my parents house earlier than 22
- At high school, people laughed at me a LOT but it took me a bit to realize. A "friend" I had, who was condescending as fuck and didn't want anything to do with me after school, told me, and it all hit me, and my heart sank, but I tried to play it cool and said "yeah well I try not to take it too serious, bc it's their problem if they're bitter and judgemental" but he didn't buy it. One time I got into a class full of people and they all burst out laughing, the teacher didn't say anything, I have no idea why and can't remember what I did exactly. A lot of things like that happened, and I was also talked down to condescendingly. Still no idea what I did exactly bc I remember things according to the social awareness I had then so... Meanwhile the fucking stupid teacher had a secret 1on1 meeting with each of my classmates to ask them why they didn't want to be my friends, making me look like even more of an outcast.