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theson
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I kind of blew up in chat about this a little while ago. I won't type out the whole thing since I know no one wants to read my life story. Basically, I've been bouncing around lately. I quit my job in 2018 to go study because I wanted to get a degree due to feeling inferior to others (fucking everyone in Canada has a university degree and if you don't have one you're considered a second class citizen). After three semesters I got depressed and burnt out so I went back to work. Then I remembered why I hated my work. Bottom line is, I realize that I'll never be happy until I have a gf. The reason people are working these shitty jobs they hate is because they have a life after work. They come home to a wife or a gf or at least some buddies. I have nothing and no one gives a fuck what I'm doing. There's no one there to be proud of my achievements. No one gives a fuck. I don't even know what to spend my money on because I don't do anything except work and drink on the weekends. This isn't how humans were meant to live. I'd give up everything just to have a pill I can take that will kill me instantly.