Venting I'll be forgotten and dead

[boneless goblin]

I tried reconnecting to some old school mates and some niggas I knew online and it was shocking to see that they barely remembered me.
I had to refer to some other guys that I used to sort of hangout with or either my cousins that they knew of.
This shit is brutal asf, that has happened to me quite alot of times where nobody remembers me anywhere and I have to reintroduce myself with some other references that they're aware of.
I'm practically invisible , have been all my life.
I played sports and was good at it but nobody remembers me for it even the guys I used to play with donot acknowledge or remember it anymore.
I was quite good at studies but nobody remembers that either, I'm just invisible.
I have attended parties and events but I truly have been invisible. I couldn't find one picture of me at some party or event other than some family photos which my mom forced me to get taken.

If I die, nobody would even have a picture of mine to remember me and that's only if they care to remember me in the first place.
Even people on this forum wouldn't care if I die tonight, they'd just make a thread about it only if they get to know about my death otherwise I'd just be invisible and never to be remembered by anyone.
Even a thread would just be lost cuz most threads barely get attention.

I try to be sophisticated and high inhib even on this forum, it's just how I am and yet stupid fucking larpers get all the attention and high engagement in their threads.

Brutal incel life I have, wish I was actually invisible as everyone has always considered me to be.

 

[Fat Link]

Brutal time + invisibility pills.

 

[boneless goblin]

Brutal time + invisibility pills.

noreplypill is better than a modreplypill, brutally over

 

[poorenglishcel]

I often times go to college and come back after the classes literally without saying a single word to anyone there.

 

[boneless goblin]

I often times go to college and come back after the classes literally without saying a single word to anyone there.

we're so alike.
Teachers only know me because they usually contuse my name with someone else while marking attendance .

 

[boneless goblin]

I often times go to college and come back after the classes literally without saying a single word to anyone there.

STEM major?

 

[poorenglishcel]

we're so alike.
Teachers only know me because they usually contuse my name with someone else while marking attendance .

Brutal, i barely go there so teachers don't know my name.

 

[Grodd]

Fucking brutal i'd guarantee from any person i've interacted with and lost contact with that none of them remember or think of me

 

[scrully]

brutal. I have only always been remembered as the bullied kid no one I knew looks back at me for something about me, its only what got done to me

 

[boneless goblin]

Fucking brutal i'd guarantee from any person i've interacted with and lost contact with that none of them remember or think of me

yea hurts the most when you expect them to remember and they don't

 

[poorenglishcel]

STEM major?

I messaged you about it just now. Didn't knew about the 'chat' feature so started a conversation lol.

 

[boneless goblin]

brutal. I have only always been remembered as the bullied kid no one I knew looks back at me for something about me, its only what got done to me

they won't care anymore now

 

[Sans]

If I die, nobody would even have a picture of mine to remember me and that's only if they care to remember me in the first place.

The same fate awaits all of us, brother.

I really don't see the point in continuing to exist on this unjust planet.

 

[boneless goblin]

The same fate awaits all of us, brother.

I really don't see the point in continuing to exist on this unjust planet.

yea

 

[Emba]

noreplypill is better than a modreplypill, brutally over

You must be joking.

A modreply beats any other reply. It's like a full house!

 

[boneless goblin]

You must be joking.

A modreply beats any other reply. It's like a full house!

He must have replied out of pity , watching my post title