ziggy
There's a hollowness to civilized life.
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Saw a foid at the shopping mall the other day, she was holding a cardboard sign asking for money so she could pay medication for her mother. She wasn't doing anything except standing there like a statue, emotionless and not saying anything, everyone passed by not paying much attention to her.
It reminded me how I got ignored too when I tried to sell my paintings in public by 95% of people passing by, the difference I was offering something done with my heart, while she was expecting people to give her money out of pure pity (and because she was a foid). I got a sadistic feel as I was walking completely ignoring her, avoiding to even look at her direction, as a way to payback for my past rejections and all times I was ignored.
Just wanted to share this, as it uplifted me and gave me some sense of power
It reminded me how I got ignored too when I tried to sell my paintings in public by 95% of people passing by, the difference I was offering something done with my heart, while she was expecting people to give her money out of pure pity (and because she was a foid). I got a sadistic feel as I was walking completely ignoring her, avoiding to even look at her direction, as a way to payback for my past rejections and all times I was ignored.
Just wanted to share this, as it uplifted me and gave me some sense of power
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