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Beaverino
Atemporal-Nihilist
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- Joined
- Sep 20, 2019
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I have missed too many trains to recover any chance of becoming anything more than a wagecuck in this time and place. I was visited by the police, when an ex-friend of mine called them due to my suicidal tendencies, and they told me the average "life is worth it". I then realized that I am a failure and that I don't even own my body, the state does. A state that I didn't choose, nor fought for and from which I want nothing.
Have you seen "12 monkeys"? I wish so bad that someone spreads a virus globally or something of the sort...
I don't hate the modern world because it's modern, progressive and global compared with the past. I simply hate my life, i see myself as a lonely animal and I don't buy into the contemporary belief of the concept of humanity. Humanity is the nowadays mythos, from which governments and peoples and organizations get their legitimacy. Humanity doesn't exists in the physical world more than any other belief, by that I mean that for me humanity and the human species are two different things. Both racist and egalitarians defend that because "All men are equal" or "All men are not equal", the world should function as such. However, there exists a fine human made thread between for example, "All men are equal" and "All men should be treated equally" that is called humanism and the same thing with the ones who believe the opposite.
What I want to ultimately say is that mentally I am sobbing in a dark corner, and deaf to these species pressure to keep me alive.
Have you seen "12 monkeys"? I wish so bad that someone spreads a virus globally or something of the sort...
I don't hate the modern world because it's modern, progressive and global compared with the past. I simply hate my life, i see myself as a lonely animal and I don't buy into the contemporary belief of the concept of humanity. Humanity is the nowadays mythos, from which governments and peoples and organizations get their legitimacy. Humanity doesn't exists in the physical world more than any other belief, by that I mean that for me humanity and the human species are two different things. Both racist and egalitarians defend that because "All men are equal" or "All men are not equal", the world should function as such. However, there exists a fine human made thread between for example, "All men are equal" and "All men should be treated equally" that is called humanism and the same thing with the ones who believe the opposite.
What I want to ultimately say is that mentally I am sobbing in a dark corner, and deaf to these species pressure to keep me alive.