Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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There's just too much wrong with me. I'm very avoidant of people, I'm slightly autistic, been depressed for more than 10 years, got anxiety, probably even PTSD and slight agoraphobia from all the shit I've done.
But if I were normal, I might have had a chance.
Sure, now it's too late. I'm bald, I'm too unhealthy to properly exercise and lose all the fat, my eyesight is shit and I need thick glasses, my teeth are fucked and even the front ones are chipped, have adult acne that just won't go away. So now even if I were normal I'd be too ugly to actually get a girlfriend. But many years years ago? If I weren't such a sperg I might have had a chance.
Actually, a normal person in my body might still turn their life around. They would get their shit together, they'd work and they'd invest a lot of time, money and effort to fix all these problems, to at least make themselves a presentable human being. Sure the baldness would still be a major downside, but many other things are fixable with great effort. But I'm too much of a mess to even get out of bed, to get out of the apartment, much less fix my life up. It's been too long, I've rotted for more than a decade of my formative years, there's no fixing my brain.
But if I were normal, I might have had a chance.
Sure, now it's too late. I'm bald, I'm too unhealthy to properly exercise and lose all the fat, my eyesight is shit and I need thick glasses, my teeth are fucked and even the front ones are chipped, have adult acne that just won't go away. So now even if I were normal I'd be too ugly to actually get a girlfriend. But many years years ago? If I weren't such a sperg I might have had a chance.
Actually, a normal person in my body might still turn their life around. They would get their shit together, they'd work and they'd invest a lot of time, money and effort to fix all these problems, to at least make themselves a presentable human being. Sure the baldness would still be a major downside, but many other things are fixable with great effort. But I'm too much of a mess to even get out of bed, to get out of the apartment, much less fix my life up. It's been too long, I've rotted for more than a decade of my formative years, there's no fixing my brain.