I wonder:
How have you come to terms with that? Even in my lurking stage I've wondered why you seem to be calmer than most on this site. How have you found peace knowing all the injustices of the world?
Hahaha, peace? Calm? Maybe I come off that way in my posts at times, but I'm not really like that at all. My current off topic thread should turn your mind on that. Sorry to disappoint, brother.
I suppose, naturally, I would have been a more laid back, mellow person, and I generally think about things reasonably before speaking, even here, so that may be what gives you that sense.
What I meant was, while I have not come to terms with the world, or even my life, one thing that I no longer have
any hope for is getting a girl. Once you no longer have hope for ascending, you don't think about the 'what ifs', the 'hows' and 'whens' any longer, you know?
It still makes me miserable to think about, but the pain of knowing your fate, and the pain of questioning what your fate will be, yield different results, if that makes any sense. I am sad that I will be alone forever, but at least I
know I will be.
As for how I stopped hoping, and accepted it? I had never been shown any hope in the first place, no interest from and female whatsoever, and at 5'6, an ugly face, and a 4 inch dick, once I found the blackpill? I
knew it was over. Truly. I didn't really have to stop, I never had much faith in the first place.
