I envy ogrecels, first of all they are less likely to be bullied and they tend to be viewed as more masculine or at least manly enough to be treated with respect, or at least deceny and not be the butt of jokes. And no, it's not about your perosnality and confidence, but your looks, specifically your height and your frame ,main indicator is wrist size, mine is around 13 cm, to put in perspective, men have around 16-19 cm and women have around 14-16 
.I've seen truecel ogres being rejected and creeped people out but at least when they entered a room if they stayed silent nobody bothered them and spoke without that annoying saracstic tone. For me instead it's the opposite, when I enter the room people always have that ironic bitch tone. About 3 weeks ago I had to partecipate to the 18th birthday of one of my classmates (here in Italy we have like 1 additional grade of high school) who invited all the class, I didn't want to go there at all, but I got scolded and my mother even said "You are acting autistic". Anyway I had no choice and went there, it was hell; I was picked on by people and some drug addicts criminal boyfriends of some of my classmates (Foid personality detector failure) who height and frame mogged me to oblivion; they constantly said things such as "So do you like any girl in your class " with that ragefuel ironic tone (I would fucking disembowel them and feed them their own intestines ) and I was like "Not really" I was dismissive and tried to ignore them and they joked the whole night and said stuff such as "don't worry if you are gay" and other disgusting explicit stuff and maliciously laughed at me; the the truly brutal part, at one point of the party, music started blasting so under the pretext of dancingone of them lifted me upand then put me in a headlock and then was like "I was only joking" withthe most malicious hateful and happy smileI ever saw (fucking psychopath he should get his eyes pushed out of his orbits and pissed in the empty eyesockets), he also kept hitting and punching me "playfully". One of my classmates is also an ogre but he is normie tier despite fucked up face, what saved him is that he is like 6'3 and has good frame and people didn't do anything to him, even though he is just like me, doesn't talk much and is awkward; even he laughed at me and would exchange looks with this psycho chad while looking at me and laughing while they put a finger under their ear (Here is Southern Italy this gesture means "faggot") the worst part is that I have like other 10 parties to go to in total and already made an excuse to not go to one because they will be there. It's truly over, I am not depressed, I am happy! When i'm not fucking forced to interact with normies, foids and chads, I hate them all. Not only no one loves me but no one respects me, I am genetically doomed to be a beta, to lose in debates, to not be taken seriously, to not have any influence. Sorry for the long rant, I would appreciate some advice or maybe excuses to skip as many parties as possible.
.I've seen truecel ogres being rejected and creeped people out but at least when they entered a room if they stayed silent nobody bothered them and spoke without that annoying saracstic tone. For me instead it's the opposite, when I enter the room people always have that ironic bitch tone. About 3 weeks ago I had to partecipate to the 18th birthday of one of my classmates (here in Italy we have like 1 additional grade of high school) who invited all the class, I didn't want to go there at all, but I got scolded and my mother even said "You are acting autistic". Anyway I had no choice and went there, it was hell; I was picked on by people and some drug addicts criminal boyfriends of some of my classmates (Foid personality detector failure) who height and frame mogged me to oblivion; they constantly said things such as "So do you like any girl in your class " with that ragefuel ironic tone (I would fucking disembowel them and feed them their own intestines ) and I was like "Not really" I was dismissive and tried to ignore them and they joked the whole night and said stuff such as "don't worry if you are gay" and other disgusting explicit stuff and maliciously laughed at me; the the truly brutal part, at one point of the party, music started blasting so under the pretext of dancingone of them lifted me upand then put me in a headlock and then was like "I was only joking" withthe most malicious hateful and happy smileI ever saw (fucking psychopath he should get his eyes pushed out of his orbits and pissed in the empty eyesockets), he also kept hitting and punching me "playfully". One of my classmates is also an ogre but he is normie tier despite fucked up face, what saved him is that he is like 6'3 and has good frame and people didn't do anything to him, even though he is just like me, doesn't talk much and is awkward; even he laughed at me and would exchange looks with this psycho chad while looking at me and laughing while they put a finger under their ear (Here is Southern Italy this gesture means "faggot") the worst part is that I have like other 10 parties to go to in total and already made an excuse to not go to one because they will be there. It's truly over, I am not depressed, I am happy! When i'm not fucking forced to interact with normies, foids and chads, I hate them all. Not only no one loves me but no one respects me, I am genetically doomed to be a beta, to lose in debates, to not be taken seriously, to not have any influence. Sorry for the long rant, I would appreciate some advice or maybe excuses to skip as many parties as possible.
