BlkPillPres
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I've just been thinking about how my views of changed over time when I randomly stumbled upon some older comments and its really amazing, it doesn't even feel to me like any change took place but clearly it did. My thinking was way different a few years ago, and even within the same year there were changes in some cases
I think this just shows that the more time you spend immersed in the black pill, the more you accept it as your reality, and the more you accept that everything you knew before was false. The more your mindset, personality and beliefs will adapt to the black pill reality that you now accept as the truth
September 21st 2019
October 31st 2019
July 21st 2021
I think this just shows that the more time you spend immersed in the black pill, the more you accept it as your reality, and the more you accept that everything you knew before was false. The more your mindset, personality and beliefs will adapt to the black pill reality that you now accept as the truth
September 21st 2019
I can't imagine myself marrying a virgin and then taking that situation for granted, I'd think I was blessed/lucky and I'd never trade that situation away for anything.
Its possible for someone to live their entire lives eating just meat and potatoes, they'd just have to prepare the meat and potatoes in different ways to keep enjoying it, but they can still enjoy it
October 31st 2019
Even if a 10/10 virgin muslim woman was promised to me in marriage
I can't see myself ever being happy with her or any woman, I can't get married, the task seems impossible to me now. I'd enjoy having sex with her, but I wouldn't really care to spend time with her at all unless we had similar interests, and we very likely won't. Even if we did share interests, it would still feel forced, after years of having to enjoy tasks all on your own it is going to feel weird having to do tasks as a group, I've gotten so accustomed to pursuing goals, enjoying entertainment, etc with myself
All the BS that is expected in relationships like "gazing into eachothers eyes" and looking back at her with "love in your eyes", I could not pull it off anymore, only one who is ignorant of reality can do it because they are still part of the illusion, to them the illusion is real, it won't feel like "faking", its just them taking part in an experience that is as real to them as it is to their partner, but it won't be like that for a black piller
I'd look into her eyes, see her pupils dilate, and I won't be thinking - "she loves me", I'll be thinking - "that's an indicator of arousal/excitement"
Once you take the black pill, and you start looking at everything objectively, looking at everything for what it is and not what you want it to be, and not trying to sugar coat it, that's when its over for you
July 21st 2021
Monogamy was created so that there could be a relatively fair distribution of women as a resource among men, it was for the sake of stability in society. Men don't innately want to fuck just one woman their entire lives, were not naturally monogamous, people need to stop believing in this lie that has been spread for all these years. There's no point in continuing the lie anymore as the social contract has been broken, the point of the lie was to coerce men to go along with the rules, and men did because it benefited us
This is another reason why I would never get married, I prefer asian women, but I think all women are hot. I would never want to limit myself to one woman at this point in my life and in this kind of society. I want to fuck a petite asian on Monday, and a thick latina on Tuesday, and a slender white woman on Wednesday, and a thick dark as hell black woman on Thursday, etc, etc lol
That's why I'm wealthmaxxing, so I can have these options. There's no point in limiting yourself as an incel man after all the pleasures you have been denied in life. The social contract has been broken, you gain nothing by abiding by the old rules of monogamy that existed for the sole reason of controlling women as a resource
Would I have been willing to commit to just one woman in the past, yes, I would have been willing to make that sacrifice if I could get a virgin wife and had a dating life (sex excluded of course), but that's not the world we live in anymore, for me the gloves are coming off