Preface: all lurkers, this is male site, with actual mental illnesses displayed. I don’t give a fuck about you nor my mental illness or it’s stigma because I’m not a chadsexual faggot so go fuck yourself
I went to a psychiatric office at 17. I had been suffering from debaliting social anxiety and agoraphobia for 5 years at that point. I used to hate idea of medications and thought I could possibly cure my obvious mental ailments with correct way of thinking(like to try to tune my brain ).
By this time I realized most people weren’t spending anytime activitely trying to change their cognition, . In reality I was just so sensitive to anything that I was constantly being triggered(into freeze mode).
In conversation my face would tense up and I would have to forcefully appear to smile or anything and everybody called me creepy
I researched parts of the brain that were effecting(mainly the amygdala). I learned about its important in cognition and about how people with low activation(dark triad maxxers we call them often) aren’t affected by anything.
In research I found out about anxiolytics and honestly about how if you are feeling good(with opioids or amoehtamiens or whatever) the brain is honestly feeling good, and you give off less negative body language .
So I decided to go to doctor to get prescribed something to make me not anxious.
Took me 4 months to get it, and I was very nervous when I got in their.
My whore nurse practitioner said I was trying to maniple her and gave me a script for a antipsychotic or hat makes you grow tits. The fact normies think sending all the Outcasts to be interrogated more than literal murd er ers, is fucking crazy. Just to prove they are feeling uncomfortable and having a hard time
I litterally have seen Norman’s get any script they want. Adderal or xans
Gotta keep those incels down
NoteI used to be way more intelligent but had a panick attack at a psychiatrists office where my blood pressure went to 170/90 and I had a mini stroke
I went to a psychiatric office at 17. I had been suffering from debaliting social anxiety and agoraphobia for 5 years at that point. I used to hate idea of medications and thought I could possibly cure my obvious mental ailments with correct way of thinking(like to try to tune my brain ).
By this time I realized most people weren’t spending anytime activitely trying to change their cognition, . In reality I was just so sensitive to anything that I was constantly being triggered(into freeze mode).
In conversation my face would tense up and I would have to forcefully appear to smile or anything and everybody called me creepy
I researched parts of the brain that were effecting(mainly the amygdala). I learned about its important in cognition and about how people with low activation(dark triad maxxers we call them often) aren’t affected by anything.
In research I found out about anxiolytics and honestly about how if you are feeling good(with opioids or amoehtamiens or whatever) the brain is honestly feeling good, and you give off less negative body language .
So I decided to go to doctor to get prescribed something to make me not anxious.
Took me 4 months to get it, and I was very nervous when I got in their.
My whore nurse practitioner said I was trying to maniple her and gave me a script for a antipsychotic or hat makes you grow tits. The fact normies think sending all the Outcasts to be interrogated more than literal murd er ers, is fucking crazy. Just to prove they are feeling uncomfortable and having a hard time
I litterally have seen Norman’s get any script they want. Adderal or xans
Gotta keep those incels down
Note
I used to be way more intelligent but had a panick attack at a psychiatrists office where my blood pressure went to 170/90 and I had a mini stroke
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