If only i was more sociable

[Murdoch89]

My whole life I was the odd one out in my neighbourhood and at my school, I used to bite my hand,eat flowers and throw rocks at cars when I was a child.i acted in such a stupid way I only did it in order to get attention,no wonder i never had many friends, as I look back I regret the fact that acted like a complete retard, fuck everything

 

[Cuyen]

Just be more sociable and get bullied by Chad and Tyrone theory

 

[wayshegoes]

Go back in time and ER yourself

 

[EthnicelNL]

Why eat flowers man?

 

[Deleted member 12256]

But why you acted like this back then ?

 

[Murdoch89]

Why eat flowers man?

Just for attention

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I actually have undiagnosed disorders. I have a psychology degree, and while that doesn't mean shit, I am 100% sure I have an avoidant personality disorder. Maybe slight autism and slightly bipolar.

I've always been the weird, quiet kid.

 

[Murdoch89]

But why you acted like this back then ?

Things are a lot different when your a small child, the world is not the way It is now than it was back then

 

[Spite]

So what's your point?

 

[Deleted member 12256]

Things are a lot different when your a small child, the world is not the way It is now than it was back then

Well yeah and you are happy when you are a kid...

 

[TheLonelyArchon]

To be honest I don't even want to be more sociable. I'd be perfectly happy just being an introvert with a few friends spending my time playing video games, going on road trips, reading books, watching movies, having an accounting/finance job after graduating, etc. as long as I had a girlfriend. That's pretty much the only thing I'm really missing tbh. It's such a joke when people say "you need to be happy with yourself before you can have a girlfriend" because I fucking am perfectly cool with myself, I'm just not attractive/rich/neurotypical enough.

 

[solcel]

Just be more sociable and get bullied by Chad and Tyrone theory

LMAO

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

I used to bite my hand,eat flowers

It's over

 

[Murdoch89]

It's over

It had never started anyway

 

[everythingislava]

I can relate. The problem is that it's so damn hard to catch up to everyone else, it feels like the hurdle keeps growing with every day I rot alone.

 

[God'sGreatestRegret]

It's never too late to change.

 

[happiless]

it's over for flowerbitingcels

 

[Deleted member 12355]

I actually have undiagnosed disorders. I have a psychology degree, and while that doesn't mean shit, I am 100% sure I have an avoidant personality disorder. Maybe slight autism and slightly bipolar.

I've always been the weird, quiet kid.

Disorders are a meme that do not correspond to anything but society's definition of what they consider a disorder to be. In the real world, strong adjusted genes breed, weak maladjusted genes get outbred. That's about as much of a classification of human beings anyone could ever need. Those whose genes are fit for survival, and those whose aren't.