I have a sister, who is 6 yrs younger than me. She treats me like 2nd category being, she always has better, bc she's younger and female. Looks better than me. Even that she's a little bit fat, she already has an orbiter (not a looking and acting as anon, you know, the more confident kids, I don't know how to describe). He drives reguraly to our house to meet her, they talk every day using phone call/meseanger/discord etc., they play games every day. A whole lot of attention. And she seems unaware that guy is really liking her. She was even invited by him to the water park for the day. For the day, his family pays it off, plus a buffet. I can't imagine femoid inviting me anywhere and paying for it. These things aren't the cheapest, especially since it's a new water park. I used to go to the water park with my parents when I was her age, so the trip itself does not bother me, just the attention from a representative of the opposite sex. I've never experienced anything like this, fembots play easy. As for my interest in the sister herself: she is one of the two main female characters in my life. Maybe because of that, but I also remember that I've always liked younger, more innocent and cute girls. From elementary school, I think. Well, some time ago I counted like a typical weeb lolicon that maybe one day there will be a chance that the pee will hug me or even touch me, because even when I sit on the couch next to her, it moves away. He avoids contact with me as much as possible. And I am not the type who has a lolita room in my room, I don't even have any manga gadget (apart from my own picture of pearl beads, 64x64 with the image of chibi characters from girls frontline). I quickly found out that it would never be like this. I am quite young (but I look old through the already strong curves that I inherited genetically) and maybe it will pass me, maybe I just like two-dimensional moe girls (look Mugi from K-ON). I just want to say f * ck. I'm treated by many people childlish, besides my dimensions but bc my little chidlish and autistick behavior. I remember that one day i was truly atraccted to her, when she did makeup. Holy sh * t, do you know how many it helps? Overall, fembots live on easy. This is my weird story. A bit too long text, but somehow it turned out. Unfortunately, he is too much talkative if I know something about something
That is what zero/little contact with girls does to a dude