Venting If I didn't know better I'd probably kill myself at this point

[Mainländer]

I moved to Germany full of hope but my life here is way shittier than my previous life that was already shit.

At least back in Brazil I had my mom and aunt to pay everything for me and I could NEET. Here my father makes me work in the factory while he stays at home NEETing and pretending to work. No ones likes foreigners here the least (technically I'm no foreign, but in practice I am since I lived my whole life in Brazil).

Being both an incel and having to work is absolutely shitty and revolting, I work super hard making things that are absolutely vital for the functioning of society, a society that hates me, especially here, especially women.

And my last work was way worse, I worked like a mule carrying super heavy shit with people that absolutely hated me and then went up to the streets in the pauses to see super gorgeous young women scantily dressed shopping with the money their sugar daddies or bullshit government jobs give them.

Also, I just became 30 and being old sucks. I get uglier everyday and my will to live is lower every minute. My life is just cope at this point. I daydream almost 100% of the time, today I dreamed I was sleeping with Ui and Ritsu from K-On, this is like the pinnacle of happiness in the last months for me, too bad I seldom sleep enough since I must work and also help my father here and accompany him to his errands and whatnot.

I already have the money to flight back,most people would consider it a dumb move but I'm seriously consider it. Maybe I can NEET or at least semi-NEET if I get into a public university in Brazil (I can certainly do it if I aim for some shitty major and study a bit) and then when my mom dies I kill myself as well. I don't believe in suicide as a way out of this hell here but if life gets too unbearable it's a possibility.

 

[Jockcel]

RIP.

 

[13k]

Man, why did you even bother at your age ?

Werent you a balding oldcel ? like 40 ?
Why come here from Brazil
as a low status immigrant. you are already old.
and you dont even know the language in a country where people dont like outsiders.

you really shouldn't have come here.

 

[11gaijin]

Is hypergamy high in Brazil?

 

[NeiboltStreet]

I moved to Germany full of hope but my life here is way shittier than my previous life that was already shit.

At least back in Brazil I had my mom and aunt to pay everything for me and I could NEET. Here my father makes me work in the factory while he stays at home NEETing and pretending to work. No ones likes foreigners here the least (technically I'm no foreign, but in practice I am since I lived my whole life in Brazil).

Being both an incel and having to work is absolutely shitty and revolting, I work super hard making things that are absolutely vital for the functioning of society, a society that hates me, especially here, especially women.

And my last work was way worse, I worked like a mule carrying super heavy shit with people that absolutely hated me and then went up to the streets in the pauses to see super gorgeous young women scantily dressed shopping with the money their sugar daddies or bullshit government jobs give them.

Also, I just became 30 and being old sucks. I get uglier everyday and my will to live is lower every minute. My life is just cope at this point. I daydream almost 100% of the time, today I dreamed I was sleeping with Ui and Ritsu from K-On, this is like the pinnacle of happiness in the last months for me, too bad I seldom sleep enough since I must work and also help my father here and accompany him to his errands and whatnot.

I already have the money to flight back,most people would consider it a dumb move but I'm seriously consider it. Maybe I can NEET or at least semi-NEET if I get into a public university in Brazil (I can certainly do it if I aim for some shitty major and study a bit) and then when my mom dies I kill myself as well. I don't believe in suicide as a way out of this hell here but if life gets too unbearable it's a possibility.

Damn dude, I hope it gets better, soon. Are you in the Ruhrpott? I heard it's really bad there?

 

[Mainländer]

Man, why did you even bother at your age ?

Werent you a balding oldcel ? like 40 ?
Why come here from Brazil
as a low status immigrant. you are already old.
and you dont even know the language in a country where people dont like outsiders.

you really shouldn't have come here.

I came to work since being a NEET after 30 is tricky and I wasn't finding anything in Brazil.

Tbh I think I'm going back soon anyway, I'll semi NEET in univerty. Maybe do some minor thing along with it like teaching only 2 classes or something.

I know the language but not so well. It's not like people make it easy for me as well, everyone here speaks with a thick dialect, the pronunciation is shitty compared with Hochdeutsch from TV and dubs. No one cares if you're a foreign, they speak normally to me and when I don't understand they speak louder instead of slower.

Is hypergamy high in Brazil?

Yes.

Damn dude, I hope it gets better, soon. Are you in the Ruhrpott? I heard it's really bad there?

Thanks. I'm in former DDR, won't say the exact city, I'm very likely the only Brazilian here.

 

[Deleted member 265]

fuck that sbrutal

 

[NeiboltStreet]

I came to work since being a NEET after 30 is tricky and I wasn't finding anything in Brazil.

Tbh I think I'm going back soon anyway, I'll semi NEET in univerty. Maybe do some minor thing along with it life teaching only 2 classes or something.

I know the language but not so well. It's not like people make it easier for me as well, everyone here speaks with a thick dialect, the pronunciation is shitty compared with Hochdeutsch from TV and dubs.

Yes.


Thanks. I'm in former DDR, won't say the exact city, I'm very likely the only Brazilian here.

Damn, ex-DDR is even worse! Especially if you look Brazilian (or anything else other than white). Do you get a lot of problems with nazis? They're supposed to be really common in the ex-DDR, even in some parliaments, I think

 

[PersonalityChimp]

You should go back imho.

 

[Cuyen]

"Just go to Europe,bro!"

 

[Mainländer]

Damn, ex-DDR is even worse! Especially if you look Brazilian (or anything else other than white). Do you get a lot of problems with nazis? They're supposed to be really common in the ex-DDR, even in some parliaments, I think

Yes, there was am obvious nazi in my other job and he didn't like me a bit obviously. The fucker let the hammer fall on my back, I'm sure it was on purpose, he didn't even apologize.

Neonazis are dumb, they dislike everyone who isn't Germanic AND speak perfect German as well, they hate people from other countries around here as well.

I look white but not German, I came like my mom who's Brazilian of Portuguese ancestry. I look Southern European.

You should go back imho.

Yeah, Germany is better than Brazil, ok, but here I'm a low status worker that barely speaks the language and lives in a shitty area while in Brazil I live in a big city, am middle class, can at least semi-NEET as long as my family is alive (and possibly after if I can rent rooms or something) and can speak the language perfectly.

But if I never came here I would never know.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

know the language but not so well. It's not like people make it easy for me as well, everyone here speaks with a thick dialect, the pronunciation is shitty compared with Hochdeutsch from TV and dubs. No one cares if you're a foreign, they speak normally to me and when I don't understand they speak louder instead of slower.

You should have come to a different part of Germany. There are regions where everyone speaks high German.(At least where I live) You should definitely go back to Brazil. Even I have problems here and I live here since birth

 

[Zesto]

today I dreamed I was sleeping with Ui and Ritsu from K-On

god tier cope boyo

 

[nxdismycope]

DONT DO IT bro. just take the escortcel path. in germany you can get high level whores for 50-70euro.hour.

 

[Mainländer]

You should have come to a different part of Germany. There are regions where everyone speaks high German.(At least where I live) You should definitely go back to Brazil. Even I have problems here and I live here since birth

My mom told me the same thing. A tiny city in DDR is no place for someone like me, I'd do better in some big Western German city.

But it's not like I can choose, my father lives here. I can't do it without him here because since I'm an actual German in paper, I must do all that paper work and shit, he does it for me at least.

 

[PersonalityChimp]

Even I have problems here and I live here since birth

There. The "muh prosperous west" is generally a meme, expecially if you're ethnic and incel. You should go back to Brazil as soon as possible.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

My mom told me the same thing. A tiny city in DDR is no place for someone like me, I'd do better in some big Western German city.

But it's not like I can choose, my father lives here. I can't do it without him here because since I'm an actual German in paper, I must do all that paper work and shit, he does it for me at least.

That is sad to hear. You would definitely feel a little bit better in some western German cities

 

[Solitarian_Walker]

You were as low IQ as rapefugees who think they'll live a luxurious life in whatever country they invade.

 

[NeiboltStreet]

Yes, there was am obvious nazi in my other job and he didn't like me a bit obviously. The fucker let the hammer fall on my back, I'm sure it was on purpose, he didn't even apologize.

Neonazis are dumb, they dislike everyone who isn't Germanic AND speak perfect German as well, they hate people from other countries around here as well.

I look white but not German, I came like my mom who's Brazilian of Portuguese ancestry. I look Southern European.


Yeah, Germany is better than Brazil, ok, but here I'm a low status worker that barely speaks the language and lives in a shitty area while in Brazil I live in a big city, am middle class, can at least semi-NEET as long as my family is alive (and possibly after if I can rent rooms or something) and can speak the language perfectly.

But if I never came here I would never know.

Yes, they're extremely dumb, yet they still get foids.

Damn, there are quite some German incels on here. Lets all meet in Berlin and piss on Merkels car

 

[Deleted member 2119]

There. The "muh prosperous west" is generally a meme, expecially if you're ethnic and incel. You should go back to Brazil as soon as possible.

Yeah and I am a white German which makes it even more laughable. Society is like an animal that eats you if you do not fulfill its standards

 

[Mainländer]

DONT DO IT bro. just take the escortcel path. in germany you can get high level whores for 50-70euro.hour.

I plan on approaching and escortcelling a bit before going back, yeah. Shit is that I'm always busy and my city is shitty with women, only old people and children on the streets. There's a bigger city which is super with women, but it's like 30 km from here and I don't drive, I'm always with my father in those places.

You were as low IQ as rapefugees who think they'll live a luxurious life in whatever country they invade.

Tbh I had another reason to come, I have a medical condition and in Brazil it would cost thousands of Reais to treat it, I'll do it here and then go back.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I plan on approaching and escortcelling a bit before going back, yeah. Shit is that I'm always busy and my city is shitty with women, only old people and children on the streets. There's a bigger city which is super with women, but it's like 30 km from here and I don't drive, I'm always with my father in those places.

The train system here in Germany is quite alright which makes it easy to get to another city

 

[ColdPillow]

Go back dude, you’ll be happier. Plus going to school and being a semi-neet is actually productive. I’m about to do that myself this year. Quit my shitty job, stay at home all day and go to school.

 

[Mainländer]

The train system here in Germany is quite alright which makes it easy to get to another city

It's more expensive than I had expected though, I traveled a lot with train in the other work.

It feels a bit bad to go there just to approach bitches, but it'll probably also feel bad not to do it and then go back to Brazil forever. I'll find a way, of course I'll post about my results here afterwards when I do it.

 

[Ritalincel]

"Just go to Europe,bro!"

 

[Miro Chad]

I moved to Germany full of hope but my life here is way shittier than my previous life that was already shit.

Did you notice a difference in food quality?

 

[Ninrod]

I moved to Germany full of hope but my life here is way shittier than my previous life that was already shit.

At least back in Brazil I had my mom and aunt to pay everything for me and I could NEET. Here my father makes me work in the factory while he stays at home NEETing and pretending to work. No ones likes foreigners here the least (technically I'm no foreign, but in practice I am since I lived my whole life in Brazil).

Being both an incel and having to work is absolutely shitty and revolting, I work super hard making things that are absolutely vital for the functioning of society, a society that hates me, especially here, especially women.

And my last work was way worse, I worked like a mule carrying super heavy shit with people that absolutely hated me and then went up to the streets in the pauses to see super gorgeous young women scantily dressed shopping with the money their sugar daddies or bullshit government jobs give them.

Also, I just became 30 and being old sucks. I get uglier everyday and my will to live is lower every minute. My life is just cope at this point. I daydream almost 100% of the time, today I dreamed I was sleeping with Ui and Ritsu from K-On, this is like the pinnacle of happiness in the last months for me, too bad I seldom sleep enough since I must work and also help my father here and accompany him to his errands and whatnot.

I already have the money to flight back,most people would consider it a dumb move but I'm seriously consider it. Maybe I can NEET or at least semi-NEET if I get into a public university in Brazil (I can certainly do it if I aim for some shitty major and study a bit) and then when my mom dies I kill myself as well. I don't believe in suicide as a way out of this hell here but if life gets too unbearable it's a possibility.

Cara, vc tem 30 anos e seu projeto na vida é viver escorado em pai e mãe?

Vc é mentalcel?

 

[LilFatty]

Are you atleast rich in Brazil ? From what i have seen there are only slums or extreamly luxury gated communities.

 

[ReptileCell]

Brazil has a lot of dirt poor escorts waiting for European customers, so Id say Brazil is better.

 

[Deleted member 1227]

I live in Cuckmany too. I speak perfect german and look very white but southern european. I have made no friends and gotten zero girlfriends in 8 years. Germans are not openly racist but they discriminate foreigners.

 

[Mainländer]

Cara, vc tem 30 anos e seu projeto na vida é viver escorado em pai e mãe?

Vc é mentalcel?

Não, sou incel por ser feio mesmo. Sou NT. Mas trabalhar é uma merda, tomara que no futuro consiga viver de aluguéis.

Did you notice a difference in food quality?

Not really, I expected much more difference in quality. There are some products available which are not available in Brazil and vice versa, and some good things are cheaper, but some other good things are more expensive.

Are you atleast rich in Brazil ? From what i have seen there are only slums or extreamly luxury gated communities.

Middle class. What you say is more true in some specific cities like Rio (but there are middle class people also there).

I live in Cuckmany too. I speak perfect german and look very white but southern european. I have made no friends and gotten zero girlfriends in 8 years. Germans are not openly racist but they discriminate foreigners.

German culture is bizarre, I can't even imagine getting any success with German women tbh. But I'll try anyway before going back.

I've no idea how you still have a job. I'd never find the effort to get up out of bed if I knew I had to go to work. I'd be that bad that i'd somehow end up getting fired 2 weeks before I even tried to apply.

Working sucks indeed.

 

[BlackOpsIIcel]

I look white but not German, I came like my mom who's Brazilian of Portuguese ancestry. I look Southern European.

Duuude. I thought you looked German. This changes everything. I am a shitskin. But when I was in Spain, everyone thought I was Spaniard.

 

[Crustaciouse]

If you where dark skinned you could run BBC game easily in germany.

 

[Miro Chad]

I live in Cuckmany too. I speak perfect german and look very white but southern european. I have made no friends and gotten zero girlfriends in 8 years. Germans are not openly racist but they discriminate foreigners.

Where in germany? Your muslims friends get gf and friends easly so I guess you aren't one?

 

[diogenes]

At least you're not a lowly southron like me bro. You could always semi-NEET in Germany, university there is free.

 

[Deleted member 1227]

Where in germany? Your muslims friends get gf and friends easly so I guess you aren't one?

Firstly muslims are my enemies and secondly they dont get gf's because of their sub8 looks and sub80 IQ. The only gf they get is muslim femoid trash through arranged marriage. I see muslim subhumans always in gangs groups so yes,non german friends can be easily obtained. They grow up in muslim ghettos and socialize with eachother since young age so it's logical.

 

[Miro Chad]

Firstly muslims are my enemies and secondly they dont get gf's because of their sub8 looks and sub80 IQ. The only gf they get is muslim femoid trash through arranged marriage. I see muslim subhumans always in gangs groups so yes,non german friends can be easily obtained. They grow up in muslim ghettos and socialize with eachother since young age so it's logical.

Do you live alone? How old are you? How can you live 8 years as a Incel and friendless?

 

[Deleted member 1227]

Do you live alone? How old are you? How can you live 8 years as a Incel and friendless?

yes,28,i m incel because of my manlet status & sub8 face. I m friendless because idc about friends. Coworkers have invited me to do stuff together but i m not interested in spending my time with males. Actually germans have never invited me. Only subhuman third world trash invites me. I would maybe accept the invitation if germans invited me.

 

[Miro Chad]

yes,28,i m incel because of my manlet status & sub8 face. I m friendless because idc about friends. Coworkers have invited me to do stuff together but i m not interested in spending my time with males. Actually germans have never invited me. Only subhuman third world trash invites me. I would maybe accept the invitation if germans invited me.

Fuck coming home from wagecucking to a empty flat must be horrible. What country are you from?

 

[BlackOpsIIcel]

Firstly muslims are my enemies and secondly they dont get gf's because of their sub8 looks and sub80 IQ. The only gf they get is muslim femoid trash through arranged marriage. I see muslim subhumans always in gangs groups so yes,non german friends can be easily obtained. They grow up in muslim ghettos and socialize with eachother since young age so it's logical.

What do you mean by "Muslims?" Incels from outside of Europe ? Or actual Muslims like Bosnians?

 

[Deleted member 1227]

What do you mean by "Muslims?" Incels from outside of Europe ? Or actual Muslims like Bosnians?

lol bosnians are not actual muslims. They are the bastard sons of ottoman invaders and they are very westernized in comparison to real muslims of africa and middle east.

Fuck coming home from wagecucking to a empty flat must be horrible. What country are you from?

Greece. True but nothing special,i think most of us here enter an empty home.

 

[BlackOpsIIcel]

lol bosnians are not actual muslims. They are the bastard sons of ottoman invaders and they are very westernized in comparison to real muslims of africa and middle east.

What? They seem pretty Muslim to me.

http://barenakedislam.com/2015/07/1...t-front-for-the-islamic-state-isis-caliphate/

 

[guaucel]

UBI with Andrew Yang is the future to make it more popular

 

[Miro Chad]

Greece. True but nothing special,i think most of us here enter an empty home.

Someone should make a poll on how incels live.
It is over for greeks.

 

[Life Wasted]

The grass is not always greener on the other side.

 

[Deleted member 10150]

The grass is not always greener on the other side.

i stay in my shithole atleast im home i can find dark pace here to die in peace