I could write a whole book about everything wrong with my parents and family.
My "dad" was a cheapskate who had 2 jobs and had some money but still chose to keep us living in the worst neighborhood in the city and in a shitty small house and I never even had my own room until I worked and could move, the only few times I've ever interacted with him he either insulted me or hit me.
My "mom" beat the shit out of me every day, almost broke my nose once, threw a bucket of boiling water on my feet which I still have a scar from to this day, I remember crying like every normal kid about going to school for the first time when I was 5-6 years old, instead of comforting me like a normal parent should, guess what she does? she beats the shit out of me to force me to go every day, like every single "mother" does to her male children to castrate them into becoming cucks/betas, she thought me to be a pussy and always be obedient and just take the bullying and beating with a smile and never complain about it, I still got into fights in school to protect myself, guess what she does? she beat the shit out of me for fighting for myself, also she locked me inside my entire childhood and teenagerhood, the one time I sneaked out and went to a park with a "friend" she beat the shit out of me and went into schizo mode and kept talking about how everyone will kidnap me and rape me or turn me into a child labor slave, I was 13 at the time btw, she always treated me like an autist that can't think or do anything on his own, she still thinks that to this day and probably will never stop thinking that, I have a hard time figuring out why they all thought that, maybe I'm actually autistic or they just hated me idk.
To this day she still gaslights me and lies to me by saying "it was for my own good".
My "brothers" beat the shit out of me too, none of them ever wanted to be my brother or friend, always made fun of me and bullied me in front of their friends, and again just like my parents they always treated me like an autist who can't do anything on his own, my entire childhood and teenagerhood I was thinking I was autistic because everyone around me treated me like an autist.
I could go on and on, keep in my mind that this is literally only like 5-10 percent of the shit and abuse/trauma they put me through, I've went through every stage of my life feeling alone, no one to go back to or ask for help even as a kid when you're supposed to have a good supporting family, tbh I never wished for a good family, it feels too much to ask for when I look at how much I've been through, I just wanted them to leave me alone and stop abusing me.
I've never had a day where I was happy, but trust me I will be the happiest man ever on the day I watch them all die, I have plans for revenge but I think the best kind of revenge is watching slowly die and rot and wageslave, maybe I'll make a part 2 of the different ways "karma" paid them back for what they did.
This is a venting post, I'm not looking for advice, there isn't any advice that could change the past anyways.
My "dad" was a cheapskate who had 2 jobs and had some money but still chose to keep us living in the worst neighborhood in the city and in a shitty small house and I never even had my own room until I worked and could move, the only few times I've ever interacted with him he either insulted me or hit me.
My "mom" beat the shit out of me every day, almost broke my nose once, threw a bucket of boiling water on my feet which I still have a scar from to this day, I remember crying like every normal kid about going to school for the first time when I was 5-6 years old, instead of comforting me like a normal parent should, guess what she does? she beats the shit out of me to force me to go every day, like every single "mother" does to her male children to castrate them into becoming cucks/betas, she thought me to be a pussy and always be obedient and just take the bullying and beating with a smile and never complain about it, I still got into fights in school to protect myself, guess what she does? she beat the shit out of me for fighting for myself, also she locked me inside my entire childhood and teenagerhood, the one time I sneaked out and went to a park with a "friend" she beat the shit out of me and went into schizo mode and kept talking about how everyone will kidnap me and rape me or turn me into a child labor slave, I was 13 at the time btw, she always treated me like an autist that can't think or do anything on his own, she still thinks that to this day and probably will never stop thinking that, I have a hard time figuring out why they all thought that, maybe I'm actually autistic or they just hated me idk.
To this day she still gaslights me and lies to me by saying "it was for my own good".
My "brothers" beat the shit out of me too, none of them ever wanted to be my brother or friend, always made fun of me and bullied me in front of their friends, and again just like my parents they always treated me like an autist who can't do anything on his own, my entire childhood and teenagerhood I was thinking I was autistic because everyone around me treated me like an autist.
I could go on and on, keep in my mind that this is literally only like 5-10 percent of the shit and abuse/trauma they put me through, I've went through every stage of my life feeling alone, no one to go back to or ask for help even as a kid when you're supposed to have a good supporting family, tbh I never wished for a good family, it feels too much to ask for when I look at how much I've been through, I just wanted them to leave me alone and stop abusing me.
I've never had a day where I was happy, but trust me I will be the happiest man ever on the day I watch them all die, I have plans for revenge but I think the best kind of revenge is watching slowly die and rot and wageslave, maybe I'll make a part 2 of the different ways "karma" paid them back for what they did.
This is a venting post, I'm not looking for advice, there isn't any advice that could change the past anyways.
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