N4L8
anorexiacel
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- Joined
- Jul 23, 2018
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- 49
Don't get me wrong, it's not a choice. I know i'm never gonna be in a relationship for many reasons but if I was then I really don't think i'd be able to cope with it anyways. It's a massive amount of responsibility to take, you have to become the most important person in the world to somebody. The're putting all their faith and trust into you, looking at myself from a far, I wouldn't dare do that. I'm always so fucking miserable all the time, I wouldn't ever want to wish this on anybody else. They would spent so much time with me, it would be inevitable that they would become just as miserable too. It feels like i'm drowning and that would feel like i'm dragging someone under with me.