I literally used to be suicidal with the things stopping me from death being cowardice and lack of access to a gun.
Nowadays I, even in a drowsy state, when I was in the mall looked around constantly to see if there were any (((foids))) I used to know. I still when I'm in public secretly hope it is one of them just to see an end to this uncertain and neverending fear. When I meet a (((foid))) I genuinely sometimes thought about what to do if they ever turned against me and wished to kill me.
My narcissism already made me a shell of a man. Now even the shell is breaking.
I would sacrifice anything, almost literally anything to forget what fear is. I would even die to see all the foids who want me dead to just forget about me, not know I even existed.
I would have given up so much sooner if I knew what foids were. I wish I never met the foids who wish me dead now. I would take that. I would take being a hermit over this. I would even beg on my knees, sacrifice everyone I have ever known brutally, for respite.
FUCK feminism. FUCK hypergamy. FUCK biology.
Nowadays I, even in a drowsy state, when I was in the mall looked around constantly to see if there were any (((foids))) I used to know. I still when I'm in public secretly hope it is one of them just to see an end to this uncertain and neverending fear. When I meet a (((foid))) I genuinely sometimes thought about what to do if they ever turned against me and wished to kill me.
My narcissism already made me a shell of a man. Now even the shell is breaking.
I would sacrifice anything, almost literally anything to forget what fear is. I would even die to see all the foids who want me dead to just forget about me, not know I even existed.
I would have given up so much sooner if I knew what foids were. I wish I never met the foids who wish me dead now. I would take that. I would take being a hermit over this. I would even beg on my knees, sacrifice everyone I have ever known brutally, for respite.
FUCK feminism. FUCK hypergamy. FUCK biology.
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