I don't work, I don't have a girlfriend, and I don't even have a car license ...
I am a 40-year-old adult,from Italy, but I remained a child and would like to be a teenager. = \
In summary, as a child I had no friends I was marginalized and bullied everywhere, and I took refuge on the web.
Especially in chats and forums about anime, manga and video games.
At the time, outside the Net this stuff was considered "unlucky", much more than now, my peers only thought about football and TV.
At first ... even on the internet I was respected and indeed, in some chats I had become the village idiot.
But over the years, somehow, I got bones; I developed a strong personality, I met a sea of people ... But this didn't help me, I was always the outcast of the past. Then I became more shy and anxious.
Growing up, the ones I knew stopped going on the web and I was always throwing the afternoons with the smaller ones, who started seeing me as desperate.
So I decided to give up, I stopped posting, taking an interest in anime, manga and video games because at 20 I felt old, and I threw myself into school, into university. But I didn't have a life outside and I still don't have it, I went to university even from "old" now, (I was already 29-30 years old) and still nobody talks to me, I'm clumsy and awkward, I'm always alone and i'm not getting on with anyone because i'm hypertimid, in the end i'm always alone, it's crap.
I only talk to my parents and throw the afternoons behind politics, I feel dead.
It's all over for Italian incels.
I am a 40-year-old adult,from Italy, but I remained a child and would like to be a teenager. = \
In summary, as a child I had no friends I was marginalized and bullied everywhere, and I took refuge on the web.
Especially in chats and forums about anime, manga and video games.
At the time, outside the Net this stuff was considered "unlucky", much more than now, my peers only thought about football and TV.
At first ... even on the internet I was respected and indeed, in some chats I had become the village idiot.
But over the years, somehow, I got bones; I developed a strong personality, I met a sea of people ... But this didn't help me, I was always the outcast of the past. Then I became more shy and anxious.
Growing up, the ones I knew stopped going on the web and I was always throwing the afternoons with the smaller ones, who started seeing me as desperate.
So I decided to give up, I stopped posting, taking an interest in anime, manga and video games because at 20 I felt old, and I threw myself into school, into university. But I didn't have a life outside and I still don't have it, I went to university even from "old" now, (I was already 29-30 years old) and still nobody talks to me, I'm clumsy and awkward, I'm always alone and i'm not getting on with anyone because i'm hypertimid, in the end i'm always alone, it's crap.
I only talk to my parents and throw the afternoons behind politics, I feel dead.
It's all over for Italian incels.
