RageFuel I would get delusional back then.

[UglyDumbass]

Back during high school, I sometimes would get delusional and think that maybe i’m not so bad looking and that I could have a foid. But then all the things i’ve experienced hit back at me. It’s like my brain is trying to remind me that i’m being delusional.

I remember the constant bullying, laughter, mockery. No one ever came to me when i was alone, no one cared when i was being bullied cuz people would join in or laugh, no one ever tried to date me or be my friend.

I was always harassed and even bullied by incels in denial. i’m nothing more but a punching bag to society. All these memories are hitting my head again, it hasn’t in a while..

 

[justuseless]

Its a coping mechanism. A lot of incels go through this. They can't deal with the ugliness so they convince themselves they're actually the opposite.

 

[UglyDumbass]

Its a coping mechanism. A lot of incels go through this. They can't deal with the ugliness so they convince themselves they're actually the opposite.

I think a lot of incels in denials do this. Although I wasn’t in denial back then. I guess it was more of a stage of “man i may really be perhaps a incel”. But i’m glad i came to terms with it and tried to be nice to anyone who was clearly like me.

 

[The Judge]

Hope is the first step on the road to disappointment.