Wristlet 2
"The only thing I could do was even the score."
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I turned on the work laptop, did a trick that I figured out in order to prevent it from ever going to the screensaver (if that happens I'll show as unavailable on Slack, which warns my boss that I'm not actively using the computer, and it doesn't let me change the setting of how long it takes to go to the screensaver), went to sleep at 8:30 am, and woke up at 16 (fortunately my boss didn't ask anything from me lol and assumed I was just doing the usual tasks), went to buy groceries and to the pharmacy, had "lunch" at 19 and turned off the work computer.
Just shows how downhill my life is going overall. For some reason the more I try to fix my life the shittier it gets. No matter what I do I have the fact that I'm lonely af on the back of my mind, and that in itself is taking away any motivation to make a change. The longer this goes on the worse it gets. Some people wants to rope but can't, I have the opposite problem rn, I have to hold myself back from doing it tbh
Just shows how downhill my life is going overall. For some reason the more I try to fix my life the shittier it gets. No matter what I do I have the fact that I'm lonely af on the back of my mind, and that in itself is taking away any motivation to make a change. The longer this goes on the worse it gets. Some people wants to rope but can't, I have the opposite problem rn, I have to hold myself back from doing it tbh