SuicideFuel I won't make it past 20

[Adolf Kitler]

I'm 18 and I think there's just no point in living in this retarded life. Once you realize that your consciousness cannot thrive in this reality, the most reasonable response is to just rope. Coping can only go so far.
Why continue this burden of life when you can experience the sweet release of death?
I personally believe that when I die, my conciousness will reach a higher state and merge with the Monad. I will be both the beginning and the end. I think that after death, there will be true meaning and love. And that my life in this reality would be like a silly and insignificant dream that means nothing once I awake to my true self. Either that, or I will just become nothingness. Both are appealing to me.

This material reality is flawed and what it offers is only conditional and superficial.

 

[Scatius Deletus]

Brutal

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

Brutal

 

[sconswap]

You will somehow make it, and even you will be suprised

 

[Adolf Kitler]

You will somehow make it, and even you will be suprised

That sounds like cope, but we'll see.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Life is entirely meaningless and filled with suffering. Personally, I am really looking forward to death, yet I am still fearful of it. That's why I have vowed to cope until I can't anymore, and eventually that day will come.

 

[soyboycel]

Cope,your survival instincts are too strong

 

[sconswap]

That sounds like cope, but we'll see.

It is, i hope you can cope enough brocell

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

AI gonna burn this whole place down, if you're worried about S-risk kiss yourself after doing something cool with your money, otherwise stick around to see it all go up in flames.

 

[dopamine]

First time seeing a buddhismcel

 

[Adolf Kitler]

Cope,your survival instincts are too strong

No, you fucking cope. All it would take is the pull of the trigger and my brains are splattered all over. I'm not afraid of death.

 

[shameless]

You need to snap. I'm not telling you to go ER or anything, I'm saying do something reckless, mainly to yourself. Something like...spending one day and one night outside of your house, just leaving your shitty life and responsibilities behind for one moment. If you dangle yourself close to death, you will appreciate the warmth of life. Of course, don't be too reckless, and do this in cold weather/in a shitty city/whatever. But, sensations like the ache of your feet as you wish you were back at home will, at least temporarily, make you realize the important things, and of the fact that you can appreciate life, even if it tastes like a dead rat most of the time. What modern soyciety really lacks is the survival instinct, since most people can just get the necessities of life, even if it's through some shitty way like wageslaving, barring exceptions like the homeless. Tap into that, and survive, and the rush of adrenaline will clear your head. Then again, maybe I'm completely wrong and I'm just being hopelessly optimistic for today, but I did experience something similar once or twice, and I would still say that it helped to go through them, because for a moment I loved life and all the people who experienced it

 

[VPSCel]

Cope,your survival instincts are too strong

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I get it man. I feel the exact same fucking way. Honestly the only reason I haven't roped is because I'm worried about death and what awaits me. "Better the devil you know than the devil you don't."

 

[Grodd]

I won't make it to 25

 

[DarthBurritoBastard]

I’m going to be 20 in two months

 

[PrototypeCel]

you know life could be tolerable and pretty decent if just 1 foid liked us unconditionally but since were nonchad we have to suffer alone if we dont have the salary
isnt it great knowing your existence is just meeting some foids checklist in order for her to date/marry you?

 

[Stupid Clown]

Find a painless guaranteed way to opt out

 

[UglyDumbass]

see you here still in 2 years

 

[RechargedSamsung]

No, you fucking cope. All it would take is the pull of the trigger and my brains are splattered all over. I'm not afraid of death.

Jus dont think at all when you get to that point because once you do think of anything meaningful in your life you’ll back out or think of how you can fail your roping attempt with a gun chances are you’ll back out


Just do it dont think of anything been there did that backed out at 16

 

[NocturnalCel]

Life is entirely meaningless and filled with suffering. Personally, I am really looking forward to death, yet I am still fearful of it. That's why I have vowed to cope until I can't anymore, and eventually that day will come.

I hate being alive, but I can’t bring myself to take the final step. I’m just here rotting for the time being. If I don’t achieve my financial goals by my 30th birthday, I will rope.

 

[Truecelcel]

I thought the same and turned 23 last week

 

[Cybersex is our hope]

What modern soyciety really lacks is the survival instinct, since most people can just get the necessities of life

Dude sex is primary necessity and it’s basically luxurious good for top ten men only now

 

[KinkyKanga]

Cope,your survival instincts are too strong

 

[Neucher The Kanga]

You won't do shit

 

[PolskiKartofel]

survival instincts are too strong

This is main factor which is making us still alive

 

[PolskiKartofel]

Nothing will happen or change after 20

Unless into worse state

 

[Rapistcel]

I'm 18 and I think there's just no point in living in this retarded life. Once you realize that your consciousness cannot thrive in this reality, the most reasonable response is to just rope. Coping can only go so far.
Why continue this burden of life when you can experience the sweet release of death?
I personally believe that when I die, my conciousness will reach a higher state and merge with the Monad. I will be both the beginning and the end. I think that after death, there will be true meaning and love. And that my life in this reality would be like a silly and insignificant dream that means nothing once I awake to my true self. Either that, or I will just become nothingness. Both are appealing to me.

This material reality is flawed and what it offers is only conditional and superficial.

The world is a clown

 

[VideoGameCoper]

You’re unlikely to kill yourself tbh, survival instinct is strong

 

[Adolf Kitler]

You won't do shit

You’re unlikely to kill yourself tbh, survival instinct is strong

nigga there are little girls who kill themselves. Its not that hard to pull the trigger on myself. Shut the fuck up

 

[BlueCore]

Life is entirely meaningless and filled with suffering. Personally, I am really looking forward to death

 

[Neucher The Kanga]

nigga there are little girls who kill themselves

We're not talking about kids here

 

[starystulejarz]

Yes you will kiddie

 

[weaselbomber]

We've all said that.
>I won't make it past 18
>I won't make it past 20
>I won't make it past 25
>I won't make it past 30
and so on and so on

 

[Skelly]

Stop coping, if you really wanted to rope you'd do it now

Deep down you know you want to live be it delusional hope or just survival instincts

 

[psyop]

The jump from 18 to 20 was so brutal

 

[Adolf Kitler]

Stop coping, if you really wanted to rope you'd do it now

We've all said that.
>I won't make it past 18
>I won't make it past 20
>I won't make it past 25
>I won't make it past 30
and so on and so on

you dont understand, i cant explain it to you

 

[Adolf Kitler]

We're not talking about kids here

Missed the point, retard

 

[Aerialitycel]

The jump from 18 to 20 was so brutal

Age pill is fucking brutal indeed.

In regards to the post, u likely wont do it, life flashes beetwen your eyes and ur there just seeing it. Soon youll be approaching 25 and like holy shit. Im 20 and been saying that if i reach 25 like this ill rope but likely wont. Brutal shit

 

[VideoGameCoper]

nigga there are little girls who kill themselves. Its not that hard to pull the trigger on myself. Shut the fuck up

First off, little girls who kill themselves are retarded. Second, unless your life is entirely hell, it’s very hard to pull the trigger.

Right now I have way too much survival instinct to kill myself. Only time I could have easily done it was at age 16 when my physical health was so bad that I was feeling sick all the time from health issues. Every second was horrible and I wanted to die so bad. My health is better now, so I don’t feel like killing myself now.

 

[user]

You won't do shit