Asuka Langley Soryu, I love her, I would die for her. some of her pains are similar to my pains, I too lost my passion for something I once enjoyed and it too destroyed me aswell caused me to spiral out and end up here, a member of this forum. I love her competitive spirit the way she always pushes Shinji to be better even if it's rough it's real something that alot of people in our society lack, They are just so fucking fake. I hate them
My she's my fucking oneitis and she's not even fucking real, no 3d woman could ever compete with her, she's just so perfect even with all her flaws, I'd love to cuddle with her, to compete in every little action we do from video games to sports. She'd be loyal to me and only me, and i'd be loyal to her and only her, She has true feelings of love in her heart unlike most modern women. She's so beautiful, I love this german redhead so much. I daydream about being with her alot, I dream of a future where i can make her real, through some kind of simulation and live with her forever, to have our kids together and raise them right.
Maybe i connect with her more then other anime girl because i see alot of myself in Shinji, was born in the same year as he was too. Man watching her die in EoE actually took a chunk out of my soul. I have never been so effected by a piece of media in my life, stupid fucking yui purposely waiting until shes dead and mulitated before activating the EVA what a fucking bitch.
She has actually reasons for being mean unlike most women in real life, She watched her literally mother kill herself after her own mother also tried to take her to the grave with her, and she was never worse then the bitches who treated me like subhuman garbage all throughout my school years. NEVER and none of those bitches had traumas like Asuka. FUCK THEM and fuck most real life women. sometimes i think i continue to live this wretched life i live just for the CHANCE to live with Asuka in my own simulation.
