eliya
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- Jun 24, 2024
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So I have been friends with this lasbin and she is like the nicest foid I have ever meet
I think the main reason is she is so nice is first of all the amount of benefits that I provided I think my I would describe it like this hey I can provide you a wast amount of recuse and spend time with you when ever you want just be nice to me
Last night she even draw me a little drawing I was so happy
At this point my bar is Soo low that I don't want gf anymore I just want some good friends like you know maybe a hug like once a month or something
My bar literally went from oh I wasn't a cute nerdy gf in my earli teens
To any one is fine in my late teens
To just I don't feel like I deserve to be loved just stack around so I don't feel to lonely
thorugh my years of online and irl life I have spoken and Interacted with maybe 1000+ foids none of them were ever interested in me most not even as friend
And even to get a few foid friends I had to work so so hard
I think I have the whole package my looks are shi& as well as my personality
I just feel awful about myself
Now I just want to not be made fun of cuz of being KHSV a lot of time despite being 100 straight I put myself in gay gray zone. Just for foids to not be creeped out by me
I don't even blame foids anymore they just can't helped I just wish they never thought of me as man
Don't make fun of me don't call me ugly
Just leave alone so I can cope
I wish all woman did not like man maybe then I would've been so badly hurt by them
I think the main reason is she is so nice is first of all the amount of benefits that I provided I think my I would describe it like this hey I can provide you a wast amount of recuse and spend time with you when ever you want just be nice to me
Last night she even draw me a little drawing I was so happy
At this point my bar is Soo low that I don't want gf anymore I just want some good friends like you know maybe a hug like once a month or something
My bar literally went from oh I wasn't a cute nerdy gf in my earli teens
To any one is fine in my late teens
To just I don't feel like I deserve to be loved just stack around so I don't feel to lonely
thorugh my years of online and irl life I have spoken and Interacted with maybe 1000+ foids none of them were ever interested in me most not even as friend
And even to get a few foid friends I had to work so so hard
I think I have the whole package my looks are shi& as well as my personality
I just feel awful about myself
Now I just want to not be made fun of cuz of being KHSV a lot of time despite being 100 straight I put myself in gay gray zone. Just for foids to not be creeped out by me
I don't even blame foids anymore they just can't helped I just wish they never thought of me as man
Don't make fun of me don't call me ugly
Just leave alone so I can cope
I wish all woman did not like man maybe then I would've been so badly hurt by them