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As someone who is heavily traumatized by a lot of things, I do have a lot of nightmares involving my fears and traumas. But, at the end, what I really wish is that the real nightmare was life. In a way, it IS a nightmare, the core difference being that we are stuck in it and can't run from it. When we dream, we at least wake up, we can learn to lucid dream and control them, but reality? We can't do anything.

It is an immensurable pain to wake up from a wonderful to the dreadful reality of an empty, meaningless, lonely and despairing life. It is a pain to wake up from dreams where I am happy just to realise it was all a dream and have to face reality, my cold, lonely bed at the corner of the room.
The only thing waiting for me to ease my time is my mega expensive gaming computer, but what did that add to my life? I am still in the same place I've been my whole life. My mental state came to such level that I am not straight up cutting contact with anyone that is the least successful in life in any way. I got to the point I deleted and blocked my best friends (again, not real friends, just people I talked to online and played it, they are at the other side of the planet).
I can't bare opening the friends list and having to look at them and realise how much better they are than me at everything, exceptionally the meaningful things such as having AN ACTUAL LIFE.
I can't bare knowing that the only thing that kept me was playing games while they play games just for fun while it is my last and only resort to escape from reality and from soul crushing pain I feel every living second, and while they are out of it, they are living a real life, and when I am out of it, I am rotting in pain, having mental breakdowns, staring at my walls wondering if time has stopped or if anything is even real at this point.

I can't bare to think that while they are afk or offline, they are enjoying their lives, parties, friends, partners, pleasure, joy, happiness, fulfillness, while all I have ever experience for the vast majority of my existence, was a vast, endless emptiness.

What is the point of living if you don't have anything to appreciate in life? What is the point if no one will accept you and you got to a state you can't change or go back anymore? What is the point of living life as a person if all you feel is seeing everything like some sort of movie, in a ghost-like perspective, that has been wandering aimlessly, endlessly through time and space, everywhere in search of some sort of meaning, or just... "something" that is never found?

Life has been a constant nightmare... not with monsters and horror movie characters... but with very real things such as feelings, abandonment, loneliness, rejection, self hatred, depression, an infinite boredom that does not go away no matter what, total and complete lack of excitement for anything... what even is the point anymore?



For this, I wish life was the real nightmare, and death, the awakening. The awakening to a good reality. The reality we can shape to fulfill us with joy and happiness, everything that we have ever wanted. No pain would exist, no injustice, no negative things to ever hinder the reality we woke up to.



Life is existence, alive or or not (objects). We wonder what happens after death, and no one knows the real truth. But the only truth I know, is that one day we will all know what it is like, but we won't be back to tell what it is.
 
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its a nice cope
 
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There is nothing after this "life" :blackpill:
 
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Steiner Ex Machina said:
There is nothing after this "life" :blackpill:
Yeah I know. Death is the end, but is just a wish, a fantasy I would like to be real.
Like the song says "we are confined to the nature of reality", "earth is a spiritual place, but there is nothing after this", "death is not an exit", "death is the flick of the switch".
Brutally honest song about life and nature of this world we live. Our body is really all we really are.
 
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SlutLiberationFront said:
Yeah I know. Death is the end, but is just a wish, a fantasy I would like to be real.
Like the song says "we are confined to the nature of reality", "earth is a spiritual place, but there is nothing after this", "death is not an exit", "death is the flick of the switch".
Brutally honest song about life and nature of this world we live. Our body is really all we really are.
Based and nihilistpilled. Only those who have seen the truth wish the same.
 
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Steiner Ex Machina said:
Based and nihilistpilled. Only those who have seen the truth wish the same.
 
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Copexodius Maximus said:
Spiritual in the sense of nature/universe and its attributes, how everything stitches together to create a single thing: existence.
I don't believe in deities but if there was one... nature itself would be my deity.
It mostly refers to the power of nature and its healings, like looking at some pleasant view, emotions that get evoked from a certain angle or weather, or some formation you see that reminds you of something, somehow. It is way deeper than some simple word.
 
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SlutLiberationFront said:
Spiritual in the sense of nature/universe and its attributes, how everything stitches together to create a single thing: existence.
I don't believe in deities but if there was one... nature itself would be my deity.
It mostly refers to the power of nature and its healings, like looking at some pleasant view, emotions that get evoked from a certain angle or weather, or some formation you see that reminds you of something, somehow. It is way deeper than some simple word.
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SlutLiberationFront said:
I have no copes.
You were coping about spirituality.
 
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Copexodius Maximus said:
You were coping about spirituality.
Not really. I am an atheist. But as I said, and I don't think you got what I meant, it goes beyond mere words. It's spirituality in the way you can feel, and feel conected to something that is not alive or conscious.
Also, the spirituality that I talked about "earth is a spiritual place, but there is nothing after this" is just part of the lyrics of the song, that is just brutally honest about the nature of reality, life and death, and as stated in the end of my sentence, OUR BODY IS REALLY ALL WE REALLY ARE, as exactly said in the song.
We are only our body, and nothing else.
 
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SlutLiberationFront said:
Not really. I am an atheist. But as I said, and I don't think you got what I meant, it goes beyond mere words. It's spirituality in the way you can feel, and feel conected to something that is not alive or conscious.
Also, the spirituality that I talked about "earth is a spiritual place, but there is nothing after this" is just part of the lyrics of the song, that is just brutally honest about the nature of reality, life and death, and as stated in the end of my sentence, OUR BODY IS REALLY ALL WE REALLY ARE, as exactly said in the song.
We are only our body, and nothing else.
Being atheist and spiritual aren’t mutually exclusive. We aren’t our body, we are a result of our body I guess. Our brain generates our mind even in the most materialist sense. But regardless, still cope.
 
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Copexodius Maximus said:
Being atheist and spiritual aren’t mutually exclusive. We aren’t our body, we are a result of our body I guess. Our brain generates our mind even in the most materialist sense. But regardless, still cope.
I don't know how any of this is classed as cope, I must be missing something.
And as I said I don't even have copes.
And, result of our body and mind? No.
What it means is that without our body we are nothing, as there is nothing more to a human that makes it up... a body. No body = human. There is no spirit/soul, whatever, everything we are is just what we carry, that is our body.
 
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SlutLiberationFront said:
I don't know how any of this is classed as cope, I must be missing something.
And as I said I don't even have copes.
And, result of our body and mind? No.
What it means is that without our body we are nothing, as there is nothing more to a human that makes it up... a body. No body = human. There is no spirit/soul, whatever, everything we are is just what we carry, that is our body.
Wrong, we are our mind or consciousness, not our body. If we were our body, then there would be no difference between you and a clone of you that also cloned your memories and everything else in the brain. Obviously that isn’t true.
 
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Copexodius Maximus said:
Wrong, we are our mind or consciousness, not our body. If we were our body, then there would be no difference between you and a clone of you that also cloned your memories and everything else in the brain. Obviously that isn’t true.
I don't know how to put it to words, exactly. But yes, we are just out bodies.
Everything comes from it, including your thoughts and consciousness, they are not some magical external energy (depending on what you believe).
Still can't talk much about consciousness, it is still far beyond our understanding.
 
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SlutLiberationFront said:
I don't know how to put it to words, exactly. But yes, we are just out bodies.
Everything comes from it, including your thoughts and consciousness, they are not some magical external energy (depending on what you believe).
Still can't talk much about consciousness, it is still far beyond our understanding.
If you set a candle on fire, even though the fire is coming into existence due to the candle, that doesn’t mean they are one and the same.
 
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How bad was your trauma, man?
Are you able to talk about your nightmares with someone on here?
 
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Copexodius Maximus said:
If you set a candle on fire, even though the fire is coming into existence due to the candle, that doesn’t mean they are one and the same.
Fire is not "coming into existence", it is a mere transformation of state of matter. Fire is a mere REACTION.
 
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yes,do more good things and you can reborn as a chad in your next life
 
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AllanKing said:
yes,do more good things and you can reborn as a chad in your next life
I would do it if it existed and was completely proved to exist. Everyone in the forum would be saints now for their next life to have all they have never had.
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How bad was your trauma, man?
Are you able to talk about your nightmares with someone on here?
I'll talk about one of these things in one of my next ID posts. It is a really fucked up trait of a true turbo fucking mentalcel.
 
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SlutLiberationFront said:
Fire is not "coming into existence", it is a mere transformation of state of matter. Fire is a mere REACTION.
That’s similar to consciousness
 
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Copexodius Maximus said:
That’s similar to consciousness
It is. You can't "create" something (bringing it into existence), you can merely transfer/transform matter/energy into something else, like alcohol to fire.
Consciousness is merely inside our body for all we know, so yes, we are indeed our body if our consciousness is in it and only exists within it. If it exists outside the body after the physical dies (we don't fully know if consciousness is fully physical, thus not ever being able to know the true nature of thoughts and death), then the body is just a tool, a physical container for an energetic(or something else) reside in for the time the physical container exists and is alive.
 
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SlutLiberationFront said:
It is. You can't "create" something (bringing it into existence), you can merely transfer/transform matter/energy into something else, like alcohol to fire.
Consciousness is merely inside our body for all we know, so yes, we are indeed our body if our consciousness is in it and only exists within it. If it exists outside the body after the physical dies (we don't fully know if consciousness is fully physical, thus not ever being able to know the true nature of thoughts and death), then the body is just a tool, a physical container for an energetic(or something else) reside in for the time the physical container exists and is alive.
You said you can’t create something, but if conscioussness doesn’t exist after death, then it was created by the body and came into being by it.
 
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Copexodius Maximus said:
You said you can’t create something, but if conscioussness doesn’t exist after death, then it was created by the body and came into being by it.
That's why I said I can't talk much on consciousness, as we don't fully know about it, we are barely scrapping the surface of the nature of consciousness still in the modern era with the powerful technology we have.

As for what you said, conscoiusness was not created, as for all we know about physics and chemistry at this point, because it is (possibly) merely the result of electrical and chemical activity in the brain (or it could be something higher than that and a higher plane of existence really exists and we enter the energetic/spiritual plane after dying in the physical plane). It was not being "created", it was a mere result of physical and chemical action. Creation is either doing something, transforming matter/energy into another form, or merely the reaction of something (fire for example is a chemical reaction).
Just like you were not "created", because everything that compose your body was already here for billions of years since the beginning of time. We were not created a few years ago. The atoms in our bodies are as old as the universe itself, and so is everything in the universe, it is merely our bodies and minds that are a few years old, but we, in the most basic level, are as old as the universe, we are the result of it, we ARE it.
 
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SlutLiberationFront said:
That's why I said I can't talk much on consciousness, as we don't fully know about it, we are barely scrapping the surface of the nature of consciousness still in the modern era with the powerful technology we have.

As for what you said, conscoiusness was not created, as for all we know about physics and chemistry at this point, because it is (possibly) merely the result of electrical and chemical activity in the brain (or it could be something higher than that and a higher plane of existence really exists and we enter the energetic/spiritual plane after dying in the physical plane). It was not being "created", it was a mere result of physical and chemical action. Creation is either doing something, transforming matter/energy into another form, or merely the reaction of something (fire for example is a chemical reaction).
Just like you were not "created", because everything that compose your body was already here for billions of years since the beginning of time. We were not created a few years ago. The atoms in our bodies are as old as the universe itself, and so is everything in the universe, it is merely our bodies and minds that are a few years old, but we, in the most basic level, are as old as the universe, we are the result of it, we ARE it.
If consciousness only exists as a result of the body’s chemical reaction, then those chemical reactions are bringing into existence. This is not the case if you are a panpsychist and believe consciousness i just a part of the universe, or it’s intrinsic character or something like that.
 
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Copexodius Maximus said:
If consciousness only exists as a result of the body’s chemical reaction, then those chemical reactions are bringing into existence. This is not the case if you are a panpsychist and believe consciousness i just a part of the universe, or it’s intrinsic character or something like that.
Like I said, I can't talk too much on consciousness as we barely know how to even define it, let alone know what it really is and its nature/origin. I'm just talking about we MIGHT have grasped by now, but the informations are always conflicting at some point, thus not creating consistency and making it hard to debate. At the end, it is gonna be a philosophical debate with a dead end, because the subject is not fully known or grasped.
We simply don't yet have the knowledge to fully debate consciousness to its full extent/nature as we practically know nothing about it yet. So I'm not gonna try what no one can do because at this point it all comes down to personal beliefs.
You can have mixed beliefs, as in trusting science and what is fully proven, and still having some spiritual/philosophical beliefs that don't fully align with known science. For example, many people believe in evolution, the big bang and such, but still believe in a god. Pretty much what this debate about consciousness is.
What I am stating is merely what I think + what MIGHT be known and confirmed about it, but in the end it will all come down to personal beliefs as the subject in question is still not studied and might never be fully studied as consciousness also seems to not be something material according to some sources (going back to the part where there are conflicting information in different studies).
 
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Read every bit, the part about the “expensive gaming computer” hit close to home because material possessions are my best cope but a meaningful relationship, even just a true friend would be miles better. I used to cope thinking that if I have enough money I’ll be happy but it really won’t change anything. I’ll just have a nice car and a big house. Then I can sit around in it without anyone else? Come on, it’s pointless to own without others to share it with.

I’ve also felt like my life lacks meaning, I just go to school and rot on my computer at home. Plus I’ve got to do that for 6+ years to get my degree so I’m fucked in college too, I’m gonna do everything I can to meet people and join clubs as a last ditch effort.

I’m just glad that I have you guys on here. I’d love to be your friend in real life, you seem like a good person who’s just gotten the short end of the stick.
 
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Languishingrn said:
Read every bit, the part about the “expensive gaming computer” hit close to home because material possessions are my best cope but a meaningful relationship, even just a true friend would be miles better. I used to cope thinking that if I have enough money I’ll be happy but it really won’t change anything. I’ll just have a nice car and a big house. Then I can sit around in it without anyone else? Come on, it’s pointless to own without others to share it with.

I’ve also felt like my life lacks meaning, I just go to school and rot on my computer at home. Plus I’ve got to do that for 6+ years to get my degree so I’m fucked in college too, I’m gonna do everything I can to meet people and join clubs as a last ditch effort.

I’m just glad that I have you guys on here. I’d love to be your friend in real life, you seem like a good person who’s just gotten the short end of the stick.
Even between us, being in the same boat the end of the day, would still be enemies here and there. People will always dislike someone else for some reason. But yes, if everyone on this forum got together, we would probably be great friends as we woukd know exactly what each one of us go through, unlike normal people living happy, fulfilled lives that can't comprehend what full-time loneliness and depression is. They just know the temporary "feeling blue" on a rainy day.
 
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SlutLiberationFront said:
Even between us, being in the same boat the end of the day, would still be enemies here and there. People will always dislike someone else for some reason. But yes, if everyone on this forum got together, we would probably be great friends as we woukd know exactly what each one of us go through, unlike normal people living happy, fulfilled lives that can't comprehend what full-time loneliness and depression is. They just know the temporary "feeling blue" on a rainy day.
Yeah people will have small fights here and there but the shared pain of being excluded from social situations and relationships forms a deep bond, I’d trust a fellow truecel with my life. Normies can’t relate to us at all, they’re so fucking easy to spot. Their brief feelings of loneliness can’t compare to just how rejected I feel by literally everyone, even in incel circles ugly people are mocked. I can sniff out larpers in a heartbeat, anyone who pokes fun at someone’s looks is a piece of shit.
 
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Languishingrn said:
Yeah people will have small fights here and there but the shared pain of being excluded from social situations and relationships forms a deep bond, I’d trust a fellow truecel with my life. Normies can’t relate to us at all, they’re so fucking easy to spot. Their brief feelings of loneliness can’t compare to just how rejected I feel by literally everyone, even in incel circles ugly people are mocked. I can sniff out larpers in a heartbeat, anyone who pokes fun at someone’s looks is a piece of shit.
You can totally make fun of someone for a conscious, stupid decision they took themselves, but making fun of something out of their control, as race, height, skin color, etc, is very low-level scummy just as society does to us.
If there was an incel meeting over here, I would go without thinking twice.
 
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SlutLiberationFront said:
You can totally make fun of someone for a conscious, stupid decision they took themselves, but making fun of something out of their control, as race, height, skin color, etc, is very low-level scummy just as society does to us.
That’s true if someone can control something they should do everything to change it. I’m bloatmaxxing to try to get to a normal weight.
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If there was an incel meeting over here, I would go without thinking twice.
Same.
 
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Based and nihilistpilled. Only those who have seen the truth wish the same.
 
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it's sad that this is the only life we live, and it's sadder that the only life we can live is shit
 
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Languishingrn said:
That’s true if someone can control something they should do everything to change it. I’m bloatmaxxing to try to get to a normal weight.
I'm 55lbs+ underweight and don't know what to do to gain weight. I guess going to a doctor won't do anything, I was always naturally skinny, it is not a result of pure depression and such.
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it's sad that this is the only life we live, and it's sadder that the only life we can live is shit
Exactly, we only live once, only have only life, and the only life we have is ruined at the moment of our conception. It is a hard to swallow thing and accept.
 
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I felt this kind of ultra nihilism before but I became Christian and it uplifted my mood. It gives more meaning and information/truth and if you're truly saved you get the holy spirit and one of the fruits is joy.

Also the bible recognizes this world is shitty and vain, especially now with these globalists in power. There's a king in the bible, Solomon, who writes about how completely vain life (in this world) is but finally finds the truth. I came to this after years of right wing and "conspiracy" research, I found the truth as the bible says.

In heaven you will no longer feel sad and will just feel joy, which makes existence enjoyable and worthwhile. That's true in my experience cause the times I've been happy I've felt like living and when depressed I just wanted to die.

Also the alternative is hell, that's the brutal reality. The wages of sin is death. You don't need to not sin to be saved, you only need to believe in Christ's sacrifice. This pastor is the best I've found anywhere and answers any question and is jewpilled and such.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCX8i3H518A

You should also check his videos on how to be saved.
 
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