Venting I wish I was more productive.

[NowItsSlimeTime]

I wish I was more productive with the things I do and say. Honestly sometimes it feels like I'm not really doing anything meaningful with my life. I don't have anyone I consider friends because I don't talk to people enough and the people that talk to me I don't really like that much. It feels like my hobbies, even compared to some of the people on here, are severely limited too. I don't know if it's because I'm young or what, but I feel like I'm not doing anything with my life at all. I don't really know how to fix it either because I don't have enough money, not out of poverty but because I have low inhibitions and keep spending it. Man I suck

But how have your days been?

 

[Truckzo]

I cannot fit in due to my sub5 looks as well as autism on top of them i am shunned at school and a mere social punching bag for the normies and chads

 

[jerkjocky]

feels like I'm not really doing anything meaningful with my life

Conventional "meaning" is money, status, pussy. If youve deduced that this also is your definition of meaning, and the insane societal jewish programming telling you to have those goals are seperate from your own rational conclusion, then so be it. Personally i find alot of "meaning" in being in the 1%-perceptive ability. Understanding the blackpill means you have a stronger perceptive ability than 99% of the population.

As far as pussy goes, im just working on 3rdworldmaxxing

 

[NowItsSlimeTime]

Conventional "meaning" is money, status, pussy. If youve deduced that this also is your definition of meaning, and the insane societal jewish programming telling you to have those goals are seperate from your own rational conclusion, then so be it. Personally i find alot of "meaning" in being in the 1%-perceptive ability. Understanding the blackpill means you have a stronger perceptive ability than 99% of the population.

As far as pussy goes, im just working on 3rdworldmaxxing

Meant more along the lines of that I don't have any hobbies or anything I'm like... doing. But I do see your point, thank you!

 

[jerkjocky]

Meant more along the lines of that I don't have any hobbies or anything I'm like... doing. But I do see your point, thank you!

well its pretty hard to find "hobbies" because if you dont have any friends or pussy to fuck and work some shit job then pretty much no "hobby" is going to make you feel better. However, some things I do is read textbooks about random subjects I want to know about, learn languages, make schemes of how I'm going to escape the west, play vidya now and then but not to much, listen to music, go to the gym, spend time with family.

 

[Ducky]

Gymmaxx and roidmaxx. Daytrade. Hobbies are just hobbies tbh. Theyre not meant to be productive, theyre meant to be cathartic. Being young is part of it imo. You probably haven't had time to accumulate any skills. If you start on something now, even doing it casually, you'll be pretty good eventually. Ive been playing guitar for 10 years. I barely practice but I can still pick it up and play. Im just a little uncoordinated/off time. Nothing a little metronome work couldn't fix. Just do anything that interests you. Watch fewer YouTube videos.

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Conventional "meaning" is money, status, pussy. If youve deduced that this also is your definition of meaning, and the insane societal jewish programming telling you to have those goals are seperate from your own rational conclusion, then so be it. Personally i find alot of "meaning" in being in the 1%-perceptive ability. Understanding the blackpill means you have a stronger perceptive ability than 99% of the population.

As far as pussy goes, im just working on 3rdworldmaxxing

This !

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

No one has to be productive ffs don’t let them do social conditioning on you

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Meant more along the lines of that I don't have any hobbies or anything I'm like... doing. But I do see your point, thank you!

Maybe you just want to ldar and do nothing? That’s very understandable

 

[NowItsSlimeTime]

Maybe you just want to ldar and do nothing? That’s very understandable

Man that would be great haha

but also I like money

well its pretty hard to find "hobbies" because if you dont have any friends or pussy to fuck and work some shit job then pretty much no "hobby" is going to make you feel better. However, some things I do is read textbooks about random subjects I want to know about, learn languages, make schemes of how I'm going to escape the west, play vidya now and then but not to much, listen to music, go to the gym, spend time with family.

See what I mean is pretty much all I do is play videogames at this point. I like to exercise but don't have a gym membership, like writing but I can't focus and then I just talk to strangers.

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

See what I mean is pretty much all I do is play videogames at this point.

Based! You don’t owe anyone anything and the world is not entitled to you being productive

 

[jerkjocky]

Man that would be great haha

but also I like money

See what I mean is pretty much all I do is play videogames at this point. I like to exercise but don't have a gym membership, like writing but I can't focus and then I just talk to strangers.

youve probably started to develop a form of brainrot from just playing vidya. i suggest slowly working in one thing at a time that you force yourself to focus on for atleast 20 minutes per day. it will be hard at first, but then it will become normal as you brain starts to return to a non-rotted place. id suggest you dont allow it to get out of hand or else youll be fucked forever pretty much

 

[jerkjocky]

Based! You don’t owe anyone anything and the world is not entitled to you being productive

no but having brainrot from only doing lowiq consoomerism isnt great either

 

[NowItsSlimeTime]

youve probably started to develop a form of brainrot from just playing vidya. i suggest slowly working in one thing at a time that you force yourself to focus on for atleast 20 minutes per day. it will be hard at first, but then it will become normal as you brain starts to return to a non-rotted place. id suggest you dont allow it to get out of hand or else youll be fucked forever pretty much

I'll try that, alright. Thank you! You've been very supportive and helpful

Based! You don’t owe anyone anything and the world is not entitled to you being productive

I appreciate the kind words

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

no but having brainrot from only doing lowiq consoomerism isnt great either

No it’s ok , who tf said you can’t do A all the time?

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

I'll try that, alright. Thank you! You've been very supportive and helpful


I appreciate the kind words

Just do stuff you like to do bro

That’s it

Don’t let anyone pressure you to do anything you don’t want

 

[jerkjocky]

No it’s ok , who tf said you can’t do A all the time?

uh because atleast in my case i like to travel around even if its just around the US and i need to have the full capacity of my brain to be alert, which i cant do if i have brain rot from never engaging myself beyond playing video games and cooming

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

uh because atleast in my case i like to travel around even if its just around the US and i need to have the full capacity of my brain to be alert, which i cant do if i have brain rot from never engaging myself beyond playing video games and cooming

And? You want to do those , some people like me don’t and I’m very content

 

[guynrml]

I wish I was more productive with the things I do and say. Honestly sometimes it feels like I'm not really doing anything meaningful with my life. I don't have anyone I consider friends because I don't talk to people enough and the people that talk to me I don't really like that much. It feels like my hobbies, even compared to some of the people on here, are severely limited too. I don't know if it's because I'm young or what, but I feel like I'm not doing anything with my life at all. I don't really know how to fix it either because I don't have enough money, not out of poverty but because I have low inhibitions and keep spending it. Man I suck

But how have your days been?

i feel you man, getting disciplined is a real bitch to get over. i just started gymmaxxing, and it was super fucking hard to actually force myself to get out of bed when i first started, but its getting better and sorta paying off. i would say just take some interests that you enjoy, even if they're not that serious and try your best to somehow indulge in that. you like video games? write reviews and post them or whatever the fuck comes to mind that you think would be a good cope. coping is one of the few things we have in this life bro

 

[bigantennaemay1]

I wish I was more reproductive.