Born in a third world country, into an abusive dysfunction family, my younger brother is literally retarded and is on special needs, I had autism due to which I toe walked and had a stammer and on top of that I ended up being short, I had a slow growth rate most likely due to stress.
I was academically gifted but eventually ended up into a depressive rabbit hole and adopted a pessimistic worldview at a young age. Abuse at house, bullying at school, no friends I had no where to go but internet, ended up discovering porn there and soon became a addict, my great academic skills were dead by the time I was into late teenhood. My face was most likely average but mid puberty, I had to get specs which lowkey ruined it and I also have gotten a mild scoliosis which my parents don't give a shit about.
Not a day goes by when I don't wonder about killing myself, the only thing that stops me is there's no one who's gonna take care of my brother after my parents die.
I was academically gifted but eventually ended up into a depressive rabbit hole and adopted a pessimistic worldview at a young age. Abuse at house, bullying at school, no friends I had no where to go but internet, ended up discovering porn there and soon became a addict, my great academic skills were dead by the time I was into late teenhood. My face was most likely average but mid puberty, I had to get specs which lowkey ruined it and I also have gotten a mild scoliosis which my parents don't give a shit about.
Not a day goes by when I don't wonder about killing myself, the only thing that stops me is there's no one who's gonna take care of my brother after my parents die.
