Serious I wish I never socialized

[Stupid Clown]

I should've just jerked off, played video games and rotted. But no, I had convinced myself from reading shitty self help books that if I just put myself out there I'd make friends and get a girlfriend. What happened? Humiliation. I always became a punching bag at whatever social group I joined irl. Quite literally at the karate group I went to. People didn't ignore my ugliness. They made sure to bring it up.

Discord coping initially worked untill I did VC and got laughed at and mocked. I had a few "e girlfriends." All of them blocked me after seeing my face. One in particular leaked my face which led to an entire pisscord group of e girls mocking me and spamming edits.

I wish I never tried any of it. I wish I was isolated and disillusioned. At least then I had some hope even when it was false. Although I suppose that it's good in the long term because I won't fall for any of this shit again

 

[Wrath]

same tbh

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

it's strange in retrospect how people would always say that i'm weird or something like "you're a real character!" within like minutes or hours of meeting me, i think most young people are just assholes, i never did anything weird to them, just the way i existed bothered them

 

[Cryotron]

What happened? Humiliation.

if you didn't go through it you would be clueless and naive

 

[Cryotron]

I had a few "e girlfriends."

 

[Cryotron]

One in particular leaked my face which led to an entire pisscord group of e girls mocking me and spamming edits.

Discord celebrity

 

[Stupid Clown]

it's strange in retrospect how people would say that i'm weird or something like "you're a real character!" within like minutes or hours of meeting me, i think most young people are just assholes

It's not just young people. I was bullied by millennials and gen x. At karate some cop tried kicking me in the balls which was against the rules.

 

[Stupid Clown]

I used to have a higher verbal IQ and I was better at mimicking nt behavior.

 

[Ghostface]

All of them blocked me after seeing my face. One in particular leaked my face which led to an entire pisscord group of e girls mocking me and spamming edits.

12 gauge shotgun suicide tier, my face got turned into a meme template too and its forever on ifunny and discord

 

[Stupid Clown]

if you didn't go through it you would be clueless and naive

True.

 

[Stupid Clown]

12 gauge shotgun suicide tier, my face got turned into a meme template too and its forever on ifunny and discord too

How many people mocked you? For me it was in-between 30 and 40.

 

[Ghostface]

i was a chad when google+ was still a thing, e girlfrens were easy to manipulate

 

[Ghostface]

How many people mocked you? For me it was in-between 30 and 40.

on the discord server i was in where it started, probably like 15, and then when my face memes got put on ifunny, shot around to thousands of users

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

my face got turned into a meme template too and its forever on ifunny and discord too

Brutal

 

[Stupid Clown]

on the discord server i was in where it started, probably like 15, and then when my face memes got put on ifunny, shot around to thousands of users

That's fucking brutal.
What did they say?

 

[HispanicHater]

I had convinced myself from reading shitty self help books

OP read: HOW TO WIN FRIENDS & INFLUENCE PEOPLE BY DALE CARNEGIE

 

[PureImagination]

people would always say that i'm weird

Normies notice outside behavior extremely fast, almost instantly. The very second they gazed upon you they already determined that you’re not one of them and like a disease. If prison and society wouldn’t exist, normies would’ve already killed us all or sent us away on a remote island

 

[Ghostface]

Brutal

very, but it helped me getting even more blackpilled

 

[Stupid Clown]

OP read: HOW TO WIN FRIENDS & INFLUENCE PEOPLE BY DALE CARNEGIE

Jfl that's the one I read

Normies notice outside behavior extremely fast, almost instantly. The very second they gazed upon you they already determined that you’re not one of them and like a disease. If prison and society wouldn’t exist, normies would’ve already killed us all or sent us away on a remote island

 

[Ghostface]

That's fucking brutal.
What did they say?

that i looked like a rat and a pedo, posting me as the punished meme from metal gear solid, putting clown makeup and wig on my face, and all of this came from people i knew on discord for like 7 years before i showed my face, so all of those fun and good times vc and whatnot meant nothing once they saw i looked like, over stupid clown i tell u, OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK HUMANITY

 

[Grodd]

same tbh

 

[Grodd]

Yeah same it was never worth the humiliation

 

[Stupid Clown]

that i looked like a rat and a pedo, posting me as the punished meme from metal gear solid, putting clown makeup and wig on my face, and all of this came from people i knew on discord for like 7 years before i showed my face, so all of those fun and good times vc and whatnot meant nothing once they saw i looked like, over stupid clown i tell u, OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK HUMANITY

Normies are sociopaths. They'll discard you as soon as they see you're low value. Hopefully all of them spontaneously die slowly and painfully

Yeah same it was never worth the humiliation

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

It's not just young people. I was bullied by millennials and gen x. At karate some cop tried kicking me in the balls which was against the rules.

yeah i had terrible experiences with anything like a gym instructor though nothing that crazy happened to me

 

[MountainGorilla]

OP read: HOW TO WIN FRIENDS & INFLUENCE PEOPLE BY DALE CARNEGIE

View: https://voca.ro/11VdPBApeEHe

 

[MountainGorilla]

All those years of friendship gone cuz you weren't interesting enough and gave off bad vibe showed your ugly face

 

[14Kaiser]

I should've just jerked off, played video games and rotted. But no, I had convinced myself from reading shitty self help books that if I just put myself out there I'd make friends and get a girlfriend. What happened? Humiliation. I always became a punching bag at whatever social group I joined irl. Quite literally at the karate group I went to. People didn't ignore my ugliness. They made sure to bring it up.

Discord coping initially worked untill I did VC and got laughed at and mocked. I had a few "e girlfriends." All of them blocked me after seeing my face. One in particular leaked my face which led to an entire pisscord group of e girls mocking me and spamming edits.

I wish I never tried any of it. I wish I was isolated and disillusioned. At least then I had some hope even when it was false. Although I suppose that it's good in the long term because I won't fall for any of this shit again

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what discord servers did you go on to meet girls? Whenever I go on a socializing discord server its just 18 year old girls (probably dudes hustling) repping their barely legal onlyfans links.

 

[HispanicHater]

View: https://voca.ro/11VdPBApeEHe

I know you noticed that the only lesson that the book is teaching you is how to be somebody's:

and be okay with it smh ...

 

[Stupid Clown]

what discord servers did you go on to meet girls? Whenever I go on a socializing discord server its just 18 year old girls (probably dudes hustling) repping their barely legal onlyfans links.

Can't remember

 

[14Kaiser]

Can't remember

there goes my only chance.

 

[GrandWizard_137]

I had a few "e girlfriends."

Proof that we have good personalities. If we can get e girlfriends without showing our faces then clearly it's our looks that are the issue. IT wont touch this.

 

[Poopless One]

Could be worse brocel. You could be me.

 

[Lonelyus]

I should've just jerked off, played video games and rotted. But no, I had convinced myself from reading shitty self help books that if I just put myself out there I'd make friends and get a girlfriend. What happened? Humiliation. I always became a punching bag at whatever social group I joined irl. Quite literally at the karate group I went to. People didn't ignore my ugliness. They made sure to bring it up.

Discord coping initially worked untill I did VC and got laughed at and mocked. I had a few "e girlfriends." All of them blocked me after seeing my face. One in particular leaked my face which led to an entire pisscord group of e girls mocking me and spamming edits.

I wish I never tried any of it. I wish I was isolated and disillusioned. At least then I had some hope even when it was false. Although I suppose that it's good in the long term because I won't fall for any of this shit again

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You had "E girlfriends" ?