ElTruecel
NT > EVERYTHING DEATH TO NT PILL DENIERS
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Idec if it goes against my morals anymore the phone won’t satisfy my desires for much longer. I know later on the depression and mental agony I suffer through will get worse and with the events in my life there’s no way I’ll find happiness even if I do ascend.
I don’t even want strong shit I just want weed or alcohol. I also want to get on gear. How the fuck do the other autists here find a dealer. There’s a reason I’ve never seen an autist rolling up a blunt and smoking it, fuck I haven’t even seen marijuana in my life. I also want steroids if you think I shouldn’t go on steroids and should stay natty durrr you should unironically see my physique. I think there’s maybe 1 or 2 people I know of irl who are around my age and have the same sized wrists as me that’s how thin and frail they are. I wish I found steroids earlier I wanted to at least stop being underweight by senior year.
I don’t even want strong shit I just want weed or alcohol. I also want to get on gear. How the fuck do the other autists here find a dealer. There’s a reason I’ve never seen an autist rolling up a blunt and smoking it, fuck I haven’t even seen marijuana in my life. I also want steroids if you think I shouldn’t go on steroids and should stay natty durrr you should unironically see my physique. I think there’s maybe 1 or 2 people I know of irl who are around my age and have the same sized wrists as me that’s how thin and frail they are. I wish I found steroids earlier I wanted to at least stop being underweight by senior year.