Venting I wish I could wipe my memories

[Stupid Clown]

Negative memories are constantly driving me crazy. They're playing in repeat and making me want to die. In particular I'm remembering the times women have shown interest in my brother. There was this time that a girl flirted with and approached my brother while we were in the same room. She acted as if I didn't exist and interrupted my brother and I while we were in conversation. She just kept doing this obnoxious laugh and making terrible jokes. Luckily my brother didn't find her attractive.

A year later, another girl showed interest in my brother. What's especially infuriating is that my brother never even spoke to her. She just saw him and became obsessed.

It drives me mad knowing women have never shown this kind of interest in me. The most positive treatment women have given me is addressing me like I'm a retard.

I wish I could wipe my mind and never have to think about any of this but I can't. I have no control over my own thoughts. I am in a constant loop of misery and hatred. I cannot live on this planet happily

 

[Abacaxi14]

Dont worry. Eventually death will bring peace to all of us

 

[Stupid Clown]

Dont worry. Eventually death will bring peace to all of us

Somehow I'm more miserable knowing I'll have died a virgin who was emotionally abused his entire life into being a submissive lapdog

 

[Grodd]

Dont worry. Eventually death will bring peace to all of us

 

[manletcel1488]

Dont worry. Eventually death will bring peace to all of us

Your consciousness never ends, even death will not bring you salvation, you need to take the afterlifepill, suffering is eternal.

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

Dont worry. Eventually death will bring peace to all of us

 

[SlayerSlayer]

FUCK MAN, this post hit me like a Roberto Duran liver punch

 

[Emba]

Dont worry. Eventually death will bring peace to all of us

It's like watching water boil.

 

[Emba]

FUCK MAN, this post hit me like a Roberto Duran liver punch

I had liver and onions today! They was good!!!

 

[Emba]

Negative memories are constantly driving me crazy. They're playing in repeat and making me want to die. In particular I'm remembering the times women have shown interest in my brother. There was this time that a girl flirted with and approached my brother while we were in the same room. She acted as if I didn't exist and interrupted my brother and I while we were in conversation. She just kept doing this obnoxious laugh and making terrible jokes. Luckily my brother didn't find her attractive.

A year later, another girl showed interest in my brother. What's especially infuriating is that my brother never even spoke to her. She just saw him and became obsessed.

It drives me mad knowing women have never shown this kind of interest in me. The most positive treatment women have given me is addressing me like I'm a retard.

I wish I could wipe my mind and never have to think about any of this but I can't. I have no control over my own thoughts. I am in a constant loop of misery and hatred. I cannot live on this planet happily

There are a few anti memory things you can do... Some are permanent. (Zombie drugs)

Sitting near, Electrical transformers.
(Scramble thoughts, semi safe)

Sniffing "air dusters"
(Something in them eat holes in you're brain really fast.)

Datura seed powder crackers.
(Dry out you're brain and make you super stupid. Over time becomes permanent)

There's many others but I'm not getting paid to list them so I won't.

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

I turned into a legit sociopath but it didn’t help, it just makes me be myself with no anxiety or care for others and what they think.

I’m still myself and repel people.

But yeah instead we should wish to be born as different people… Chad.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

ive literally had sand stuffed into my mouth from a pack of bullies, but that hurt nowhere near as much as simply asking a girl out and her saying 'no'

I CANT EXPLAIN IT, BUT THE PAIN OF REJECTION FROM FEMALES IS LITERALLY WORSE THAN A FAMILY MEMBER DYING BY FAR, it's fucked up to say, but its true

 

[Praetorian Kanga]

I am in a constant loop of misery and hatred. I cannot live on this planet happily

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

Same. I don't know how I keep going. Oh wait, yes I do. Stupid built in self preservation brain shit that keeps making me believe that suicide isn't the answer. It most definitely is because shit isn't going to prove, not for the world and most certainly not for me. It's ovER. Enjoy what you can and be a thankless selfish prick while you're at it.

 

[Poopless One]

Relatable.

 

[Stupid Clown]

ive literally had sand stuffed into my mouth from a pack of bullies, but that hurt nowhere near as much as simply asking a girl out and her saying 'no'

I CANT EXPLAIN IT, BUT THE PAIN OF REJECTION FROM FEMALES IS LITERALLY WORSE THAN A FAMILY MEMBER DYING BY FAR, it's fucked up to say, but its true

Because our brains are punishing us. They evolved to make us feel bad upon receiving female rejection.

Same. I don't know how I keep going. Oh wait, yes I do. Stupid built in self preservation brain shit that keeps making me believe that suicide isn't the answer. It most definitely is because shit isn't going to prove, not for the world and most certainly not for me. It's ovER. Enjoy what you can and be a thankless selfish prick while you're at it.

brutal

I turned into a legit sociopath but it didn’t help, it just makes me be myself with no anxiety or care for others and what they think.

I’m still myself and repel people.

But yeah instead we should wish to be born as different people… Chad.

Misery

 

[LostSoulUK]

they use to give my brother all the attention despite him being a narcissistic sociopath, whilst I had to endure being a loser around him and his gf's, this life never began

 

[Stupid Clown]

they use to give my brother all the attention despite him being a narcissistic sociopath, whilst I had to endure being a loser around him and his gf's, this life never began

"But muh personality"

 

[LostSoulUK]

"But muh personality"

for some reason women are drawn to thug-like dickheads with tattoo's who treat them like shit

 

[Stupid Clown]

for some reason women are drawn to thug-like dickheads with tattoo's who treat them like shit

Because those types tend to be attractive/tall. A lot of them were highschool bullies (something attractive men tend to be overrepresented in) and never got bored of being a sadistic brute.

 

[twisted]

I have made so many mistakes because of the lies soyciety has told me i really wish i could wipe it all

 

[Stupid Clown]

I have made so many mistakes because of the lies soyciety has told me i really wish i could wipe it all

It's cruel they feed us such dangerous lies.

 

[Mecoja]

I know the feeling, since childhood I got mogged this way from my brothers

Somehow I'm more miserable knowing I'll have died a virgin who was emotionally abused his entire life into being a submissive lapdog

Same. Lately I cant find peace in anything.

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

I'm suppose to do squats, abs and farmer carry workouts today but it's likely not going to happen. It's hard scraping motivation when you have nothing worth fighting for. It all just seems pointless, and every time you don't do something out of pure hopelessness and depression it just rips that little bit extra of humanity away from you. Tomorrow will be better though!

No, no it won't. It never is.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Dont worry. Eventually death will bring peace to all of us

 

[Sergeant Kelly]

And it will come
Like a flood of pain
Pouring down on me
And it will not let up
Until the end is here
And it will come
Through the darkest day
In my final hour
And it will never rest
Until the clouds are clear
Until it finds my dreams have disappeared

 

[Rottingcel]

Your consciousness never ends, even death will not bring you salvation, you need to take the afterlifepill, suffering is eternal.

i hope i reincarnate as chad

 

[proudweeb]

in my old age my memories are basically wiping themselves, dementiaweeb

 

[Emba]

I just want to be able to wipe

 

[Antorian]

I wish I could forget all the times women insulted and despised me from my mind

 

[Adolf Kitler]

Your consciousness never ends, even death will not bring you salvation, you need to take the afterlifepill, suffering is eternal.

Stfu religous fear mongering shithead

 

[Adolf Kitler]

Dont worry. Death will bring peace to all of us

 

[manletcel1488]

Stfu religous fear mongering shithead

If the universe is as old as they say it is there is a .00000000001% you would be alive right now, total matter in the universe cannot be destroyed or created only modified, the chance that we don't come back in some way is very small, we are quantum virgins destined to reincarnate over and over and never have sex for eternity, that is our fate.

 

[Vector2800]

Somehow I'm more miserable knowing I'll have died a virgin who was emotionally abused his entire life into being a submissive lapdog

I had this same mindset when I was younger and it never went away. I’ve just coped by working out and always carrying a gun around with me so I could defend myself.

 

[anotherwastedlife]

I want to start all over again

 

[Poopless One]

I have made so many mistakes because of the lies soyciety has told me i really wish i could wipe it all

 

[Poopless One]

I want to start all over again

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

I keep reading this as “ I wish I could wipe my ass” lol

 

[Abacaxi14]

Your consciousness never ends, even death will not bring you salvation, you need to take the afterlifepill, suffering is eternal.

How? My brain cant work and think if i am dead.

Even people who are still live lose theit conscionousness and their sense of reason because of shit like alzheimer.

 

[Abacaxi14]

Somehow I'm more miserable knowing I'll have died a virgin who was emotionally abused his entire life into being a submissive lapdog

You only feel miserable about it because you are still alive.

Even if you die a virgin you wont be able to care once you are dead.

 

[ArabAndFramecel]

I want to die

 

[InMemoriam]

Dont worry. Eventually death will bring peace to all of us

just die theory

 

[Poopless One]

I keep reading this as “ I wish I could wipe my ass” lol

That too.

*sigh*

 

[InMemoriam]

brutal but cant relate
premature dementia maxxed

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

Dont worry. Eventually death will bring peace to all of us

Hopefully.

(Because of AI S-risk, not because of god or souls)

 

[erenyeager]

Your consciousness never ends, even death will not bring you salvation, you need to take the afterlifepill, suffering is eternal.

Ymir Fritz pill


Paths pill

 

[ArabAndFramecel]

Hopefully.

(Because of AI S-risk, not because of god or souls)

Stop coping with AI brocel

There will be nothing

You will continue to LDAR meanwhile normies will continue to fuck

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Stop coping with AI brocel

incels can't have shit

 

[Mihailo Toloto]

You should write a diary with your memories

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

Stop coping with AI brocel

There will be nothing

You will continue to LDAR meanwhile normies will continue to fuck

You have no idea, brocel. I'm not LDARing, I'm not coping, I'm literally telling you about the most plausible infinite torture scenario out there.