Every time, the same fucking shit ever happening.
Seeing attractive couples, sometimes seeing not that attractive guys with attractive women as a reminder that making any sense of this shit is futile, people just get fucked over and over and there's no explaining it, I'm just so fucking bitter that i was chosen to be this kind of person.
Seeing people discarding my problems, because they can't fucking understand anything they don't relate to, and that not everyone thinks their way.
Remembering all the times i got my trust broken by shitty persons who will be happier than me despite not deserving it.
getting told "people care about you" "you will find love some day" while everyday i get harsh looks from everyone on the train, they would be so happy if i got erased from their sight, fuckers.
I used to care about people mostly in highschool and college to not be a social outcast, i think most people can at least understand that being a social outcast is bad right? But then it struck me that the only person who gives a fuck about my well being is a long time discord friend and maybe my parents.
Fuck normies who keep lying about the "self improovement" bs. They know that some people can only rely on luck to succeed, they know that unless you do surgery you will be looked as ugly. I swear i think normies will self implode if they start saying the truth. They just say these sweet words to look good and to ease their conscience of having spat on ugly people their whole lives, may they are aware of it or not. They KNOW people will always try to take the answer that is the less nihilistic, it's natural to believe in hope despite it being false.
I am so fucking frustrated of seeing many incels in denial still believing in their bs, being exploited of their kindness and hopes just to please people who want them out of their sights. They should keep their fucking chin up, stop kneeling before the ones who hate them, think for themselves and just tell normies that they are privileged/lucky people who are void of empathy, or reciprocally ignore them, as normies would have done in real life.
Seeing attractive couples, sometimes seeing not that attractive guys with attractive women as a reminder that making any sense of this shit is futile, people just get fucked over and over and there's no explaining it, I'm just so fucking bitter that i was chosen to be this kind of person.
Seeing people discarding my problems, because they can't fucking understand anything they don't relate to, and that not everyone thinks their way.
Remembering all the times i got my trust broken by shitty persons who will be happier than me despite not deserving it.
getting told "people care about you" "you will find love some day" while everyday i get harsh looks from everyone on the train, they would be so happy if i got erased from their sight, fuckers.
I used to care about people mostly in highschool and college to not be a social outcast, i think most people can at least understand that being a social outcast is bad right? But then it struck me that the only person who gives a fuck about my well being is a long time discord friend and maybe my parents.
Fuck normies who keep lying about the "self improovement" bs. They know that some people can only rely on luck to succeed, they know that unless you do surgery you will be looked as ugly. I swear i think normies will self implode if they start saying the truth. They just say these sweet words to look good and to ease their conscience of having spat on ugly people their whole lives, may they are aware of it or not. They KNOW people will always try to take the answer that is the less nihilistic, it's natural to believe in hope despite it being false.
I am so fucking frustrated of seeing many incels in denial still believing in their bs, being exploited of their kindness and hopes just to please people who want them out of their sights. They should keep their fucking chin up, stop kneeling before the ones who hate them, think for themselves and just tell normies that they are privileged/lucky people who are void of empathy, or reciprocally ignore them, as normies would have done in real life.
