SuicideFuel I Wish I Could Drink Myself to Death

[DarkStar]

I'm feeling more shit and miserable than usual

I hate the fact I'm stuck on this site with tons who hate me, I hate the fact I'm Incel, I hate this gay Earth, and I hate myself most of all

I want this fucking world to just burn

I drank like half a bottle of red wine, more or less, and I have a good amount of Cider in the fridge. I also have that rum and bourbon my uncle got me, at least he's someone who would miss me if I was gone. Yet most people, stuck on this backwards shithole gay world wouldn't.

Sadly, ODing is painful, especially alcohol. Theres a chance it wouldn't work, and I'd awaken in the hospital strapped to a bed and forced to take some pills to take something else.

Fuck my life, and fuck everything.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

I'd miss you brocel

Unfortunately life just sucks, and most people are too blind to see.

If my own father saw the way I view the world, and had to live in it's reality he would not last.

 

[Only_Perspective]

I was two weeks sober, but started drinking heavily on christmas eve again, what the point of staying sober if you're always alone? drinking yourself to death makes no fucking difference.

 

[RechargedSamsung]

If my own father saw the way I view the world, and had to live in it's reality he would not last.

Does your dad ever ask you why you’re so negative? Jfl i was eating with my family and drunk of father kept asking me why im so negative all the time and i just kept replying dunno dunno dunno(to give context i’ve told him my problems doesnt care/wont listen) whats funny was thag i just simply eating and he kept fucking asking me lmfao its like im bothering him just by existing lol

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Does your dad ever ask you why you’re so negative? Jfl i was eating with my family and drunk of father kept asking me why im so negative all the time and i just kept replying dunno dunno dunno(to give context i’ve told him my problems doesnt care/wont listen) whats funny was thag i just simply eating and he kept fucking asking me lmfao its like im bothering him just by existing lol

Relatable

He does, but like the typical boomer he gaslights and ignores my problems.

Even if I'm right about something he'll never admit it. One of the worst narcs I've met in my life. Genuinely soulless.

Always has to be right about everything, doesn't love his own son.

Favors my sister more, and actually listens to her.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Mom might be right about your drinking.

 

[DarkStar]

Mom might be right about your drinking.

How so?

 

[RechargedSamsung]

Relatable

He does, but like the typical boomer he gaslights and ignores my problems.

My father’s is gen x but acts like a boomer yet for some reason my grandfather actually treats me well and doesnt bother me or nag to me at alll im
Assuming he knows im finished lol

Even if I'm right about something he'll never admit it. One of the worst narcs I've met in my life. Genuinely soulless.

Yeah both of my parents cant admit to being wrong and that I’m always the wrong one lol

Always has to be right about everything, doesn't love his own son.

Favors my sister more, and actually listens to her.

Yeah because wahmen are more important or whatever just gay gynocentric culture we both live in i remember you saying that youre part native and im mexican i guess we share that gay gynocentric shit culture we both have to endure sadly

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

My father’s is gen x but acts like a boomer yet for some reason my grandfather actually treats me well and doesnt bother me or nag to me at alll im
Assuming he knows im finished lol

Yeah both of my parents cant admit to being wrong and that I’m always the wrong one lol

Yeah because wahmen are more important or whatever just gay gynocentric culture we both live in i remember you saying that youre part native and im mexican i guess we share that gay gynocentric shit culture we both have to endure sadly

A little bit native

Mostly white and mexican though

But yeah it fucking sucks man, I hate this retarded nigger life. I genuinely don't think I belong here.

In a way I'm glad that I'm nothing like my father. I could never bring kids into this fucked up world.

I'm hoping I'll have a heart attack and die young.

 

[RechargedSamsung]

A little bit native

Based

Mostly white and mexican though

Kewl wait so are you a white passing person? Hella based if you are you never have to be fucking bothered on why you are a “no sabo” kid just because you cant roll your Rs in Spanish jfl

But yeah it fucking sucks man, I hate this retarded nigger life. I genuinely don't think I belong here.

Me too mang these days i barely feel like im living and i’ve been feeling like this past 15 the copes are really running its course and i am not liking it at all i want to cope with anime like i used to when i was a younger teen

In a way I'm glad that I'm nothing like my father. I could never bring kids into this fucked up world.

I hate my father fucking chadlite (used to be now he’s a bald bloated fuck) was desperate and decided to fucking marry my subhuman bugged eyed mother and i have her ugly fucking face it pisses me off whenever i think of that

I'm hoping I'll have a heart attack and die young.

Me too i want to drugmaxx and die like a rockstar

 

[DarkStar]

I hate this place and tons of users here

Shout to @SuperKanga.Belgrade for not being a cunt like tons of them and for being a genuine brocel.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Based

Kewl wait so are you a white passing person? Hella based if you are you never have to be fucking bothered on why you are a “no sabo” kid just because you cant roll your Rs in Spanish jfl

Me too mang these days i barely feel like im living and i’ve been feeling like this past 15 the copes are really running its course and i am not liking it at all i want to cope with anime like i used to when i was a younger teen

I hate my father fucking chadlite (used to be now he’s a bald bloated fuck) was desperate and decided to fucking marry my subhuman bugged eyed mother and i have her ugly fucking face it pisses me off whenever i think of that

Me too i want to drugmaxx and die like a rockstar

Incredibly based

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

I hate this place and tons of users here

Shout to @SuperKanga.Belgrade for not being a cunt like tons of them and for being a genuine brocel.

Thanks mango

You too

 

[Pancakecel]

I drank a litre of vodka on on Xmas eve, was worth it.