Venting I wish I could be at peace

[Sleepycell]

I just wish I didn't feel like this anymore. The constant pain of believing I'm subhuman is overwhelming, and it feels like there's nothing I can do to change it. These thoughts are mentally destroying me and causing immense pain and depression. I long to be free from this agony and find peace with my situation. I wish I could stop caring and be at peace with my situation.

 

[Luzifer]

I just wish I didn't feel like this anymore the constant pain of knowing I'm subhuman and there's nothing I can do these thoughts mentally destroy me and cause me so much mental pain and depression I just wish I didn't have to feel this pain anymore and i wish i could just stop caring and be at peace.

brutl

 

[Med Amine]

cope with drugs and alchool. the only way to escape reality.

 

[Sleepycell]

brutl

Its over for me all i feel like doing all day is

 

[Sleepycell]

cope with drugs and alchool. the only way to escape reality.

It's just a waste of money, to be honest, and would only cause a bunch of health problems. This would make it a lot harder to cope. Anyway, even if I indulged in drugs and alcohol, after getting sobered up, I would feel the worst pain in the world, realizing that it's still over for me and that I was simply deluding myself for a couple of hours. To effectively cope, I would almost constantly have to be high or drunk to truly delude myself. Also, I would probably become addicted to the stuff, so I would need loads of money to keep up the habit.

 

[Mecoja]

Peace go with you brother.

 

[Sleepycell]

Peace go with you brother.

Thank you

 

[Mentally lost cel]

Yeah man I feel you

 

[Mentally lost cel]

I wish I was at peace too

 

[Sleepycell]

I wish I was at peace too

Hopefully we somehow acheive it

 

[Friezacel]

Just be stoned 24/7 theory