Ignorance is bliss, or so they say.
When i was a little kid, around 8-10, i've already had a little taste of what my life would become. I distinctly remember two things: the first was some little girl saying to another girl "just leave him alone, he's ugly!" (because i fought with the latter). I also remember my uncle that used to mock me in a sneaky way, saying that i was the "clever one" and telling me something like "hey, i remember you were ugly but with this haircut you're no more!".
Well, despite all of this, i remember i was able to tell myself something like "it's not like that, maybe it's my fault, maybe when i'll grow, maybe if i do this, maybe if i do that... maybe..".
Now, with puberty i HAD to deal with the fact that ugliness makes your life harder and when i was into my 20's i was naturally well into the blackpill (and now i'm in my 30's).
I was led to believe that all ugly guys would be like me, but i've come to learn that it's not like that. Not only normies are bluepilled, but even low tier ones and ... even ugly guys!
My best friend is the poster child of the nerdy weakling skinnyfat incel and, despite that, he believes his shitty life is a product of his "personality".
Cucktears users are probably low tier normies or soyshits (let's just ignore women and trannies) and despite that they managed to convince themselves that the most basic truths do not apply to the real world.
Make no mistake, those people suffers (because deep down they know it) but their combination of blindflulness/weakness/low iq makes them less miserable than us.
I don't know, sometimes i envy them, even if i know it's a ploy and they know really well that because they are ugly girls like them "as friends" (because, being complacent cucks, they are used to be friendzoned).
At least i won't be cucked or divorce-raped, but still, i wish i could be able to suffer a little less... When i imagine the kind of attraction a young and hot girl feels by getting near Chad the pain i feel inside me, the fact that i will NEVER experience something like that, it's almost unbearable. It depends on the days, though, sometimes i'm able to cope in peace, but if i get out of my house and see hot teenage girls with their belly and midriff exposed, and i imagine how much they fuck with chad, it's too much.
When i was a little kid, around 8-10, i've already had a little taste of what my life would become. I distinctly remember two things: the first was some little girl saying to another girl "just leave him alone, he's ugly!" (because i fought with the latter). I also remember my uncle that used to mock me in a sneaky way, saying that i was the "clever one" and telling me something like "hey, i remember you were ugly but with this haircut you're no more!".
Well, despite all of this, i remember i was able to tell myself something like "it's not like that, maybe it's my fault, maybe when i'll grow, maybe if i do this, maybe if i do that... maybe..".
Now, with puberty i HAD to deal with the fact that ugliness makes your life harder and when i was into my 20's i was naturally well into the blackpill (and now i'm in my 30's).
I was led to believe that all ugly guys would be like me, but i've come to learn that it's not like that. Not only normies are bluepilled, but even low tier ones and ... even ugly guys!
My best friend is the poster child of the nerdy weakling skinnyfat incel and, despite that, he believes his shitty life is a product of his "personality".
Cucktears users are probably low tier normies or soyshits (let's just ignore women and trannies) and despite that they managed to convince themselves that the most basic truths do not apply to the real world.
Make no mistake, those people suffers (because deep down they know it) but their combination of blindflulness/weakness/low iq makes them less miserable than us.
I don't know, sometimes i envy them, even if i know it's a ploy and they know really well that because they are ugly girls like them "as friends" (because, being complacent cucks, they are used to be friendzoned).
At least i won't be cucked or divorce-raped, but still, i wish i could be able to suffer a little less... When i imagine the kind of attraction a young and hot girl feels by getting near Chad the pain i feel inside me, the fact that i will NEVER experience something like that, it's almost unbearable. It depends on the days, though, sometimes i'm able to cope in peace, but if i get out of my house and see hot teenage girls with their belly and midriff exposed, and i imagine how much they fuck with chad, it's too much.
