SuicideFuel I will never fully grasp this about life

[Mortis]

I will never truly comprehend the full scope of the brutality of this no matter how many times I say but when I am twitching and tweaking in my bed at night, htn+ teens my age all around the world are feeling the soft hand of a foid caress their body soothing them after they had too much to drink and laugh at the party earlier that evening

Having hot intense sex, the perfect way to release your unstable hormones almost daily. Not being able to get off each other while trying to "study" for the math quiz tomorrow

Meanwhile I am twitching, in pain physically and mentally almost around the clock. No friends to speak off, no memories to be thinking about other than a long list of humiliations so embarrassing it leaves me banging my head against my closet door at 5am in the morning.


All this because of a few millimeters of bone. A few contours here, a bit more bone mass there, and I would be making unforgettable experiences that would turn me into a healthy functional adult.



I have no idea how to cope with this.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I totally feel you bro. How old are you btw?

 

[Mortis]

I totally feel you bro. How old are you btw?

20 now. What about you

 

[TheGrayWolf]

20 now. What about you

28

 

[wereq]

All this because of a few millimeters of bone. A few contours here, a bit more bone mass there, and I would be making unforgettable experiences that would turn me into a healthy functional adult.

Nah its not just a few mm of bone. Its because Chads and Stacies have entirely different constitutions, mating strategies, and life history speeds compared to us.

 

[Mortis]

Nah its not just a few mm of bone. Its because Chads and Stacies have entirely different constitutions, mating strategies, and life history speeds compared to us.

Based on the few mm of bones

 

[packardD]

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I will never truly comprehend the full scope of the brutality of this no matter how many times I say but when I am twitching and tweaking in my bed at night, htn+ teens my age all around the world are feeling the soft hand of a foid caress their body soothing them after they had too much to drink and laugh at the party earlier that evening

Having hot intense sex, the perfect way to release your unstable hormones almost daily. Not being able to get off each other while trying to "study" for the math quiz tomorrow

Meanwhile I am twitching, in pain physically and mentally almost around the clock. No friends to speak off, no memories to be thinking about other than a long list of humiliations so embarrassing it leaves me banging my head against my closet door at 5am in the morning.


All this because of a few millimeters of bone. A few contours here, a bit more bone mass there, and I would be making unforgettable experiences that would turn me into a healthy functional adult.



I have no idea how to cope with this.

I have thought about this many times. Imagine stressing over the size of your nose, or how narrow your jaw is, or how short you are, while others are living their lives. And for some reason every single person that surrounds me seems so happy.

I should say that I have been noticing a decline in amount of short/ugly men I encounter, and I don’t really think this was the case even several years ago.

I am so exhausted and just angry at this world or people, I don’t even know who I am addressing all this hatred towards, to the point where I will occasionally have dreams of killing my parents etc. so tired of everything so damn tired. I am incapable of achieving pretty much anything. I am a useless ugly regressive loser with no ambitions

 

[wereq]

Based on the few mm of bones

When you think in one dimension like length, you miss out on estimating the overall VOLUME and DENSITY of Chad's bones. Chads have more bone everywhere, making them bigger, taller, and more robust. Their overall androgenic musculoskeletal and craniofacial constitution is due to their evolutionary history. They probably descend from warriors while those who are incels have peasant slave genes in them. You can't reduce hundreds or even thousands of years of evolution into just a few mm of bone.

 

[wereq]

Imagine stressing over the size of your nose, or how narrow your jaw is, or how short you are, while others are living their lives. And for some reason every single person that surrounds me seems so happy.

Others get to be obliviously happy while we scratch and claw over esoteric fundamentals of biology because our parents and ancestors failed to set us up properly. They failed to equip us with the proper genes needed to compete and succeed today.

 

[fedded]

All this because of a few millimeters of bone.

The story of my life

 

[wereq]

I don’t even know who I am addressing all this hatred towards.

Yeah this is where I am as well. The ENTIRE thing is rotten. Our genes are rotten. Our parents and ancestors are rotten. Women are rotten. Chads are rotten. NPC normie slaves are rotten. Our ruling class is rotten. The whole goddamn thing is rotten. This is why we're heading towards failure and collapse.

 

[packardD]

When you think in one dimension like length, you miss out on estimating the overall VOLUME and DENSITY of Chad's bones. Chads have more bone everywhere, making them bigger, taller, and more robust. Their overall androgenic musculoskeletal and craniofacial constitution is due to their evolutionary history. They probably descend from warriors while those who are incels have peasant slave genes in them. You can't reduce hundreds or even thousands of years of evolution into just a few mm of bone.

Exactly. I would not want to be a chad though. At this point I don’t even know what I want, I am very serious. I go through the day with no thoughts in my head. I do sometimes concentrate when solving math problems or something like that, but even then it’s all so hard nowadays, even a couple years ago I could solve math problems in my head and now it can take me several days to figure out the same exact problem. What the hell is happening to me man?

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Others get to be obliviously happy while we scratch and claw over esoteric fundamentals of biology because our parents and ancestors failed to set us up properly. They failed to equip us with the proper genes needed to compete and succeed today.

sad

as for me, something unknown just happened just before my much-too-early puberty.

The paediatricians said I will be 6 foot given my dad's and mom's heights.

I was also set to be a chadlite or chad, until the age of around 12 (I'm 28 now). When I was 12-12.5, my skull and face started changing drastically, at 13 it was already quite bad.

My head is now like a balloon, and face are almost boneless, no angles anywhere, and my face makes a half-moon curve (one side of my face is wider and longer than the other)... surgery not possible because of how my facial muscles and nerves are placed...

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

20 now. What about you

I’m also 20

 

[kay']

Im 5'4, disabled my right arm is semi dead, i cant open my right eye possibly going blind in it soon, im smoking more and more, breathing problems, back pain 24/7, cant work, burden on my family.

Look at me, and be greatful for what you have.

A different femur bone with just average IQ parents would have changed my whole life but now im here a breathing corpse whos highly gona find the courage to rope in the next few years.

 

[City Incel]

For me it's because my brain became prone to hallucinate after I fixed my life and became way more mentally confident with myself

For you it could be because of your bones. The stories depend.

 

[wereq]

What the hell is happening to me man?

Mental degradation. Its the same with me and most of us here (if not all). This is inevitable when you've failed.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnj2D0Eukhw

 

[City Incel]

Im 5'4, disabled my right arm is semi dead, i cant open my right eye possibly going blind in it soon, im smoking more and more, breathing problems, back pain 24/7, cant work, burden on my family.

Look at me, and be greatful for what you have.

A different femur bone with just average IQ parents would have changed my whole life but now im here a breathing corpse whos highly gona find the courage to rope in the next few years.

The ones who rope for real rope for real. I'm fucked too. Solar retinopathy from looking at the Sun because of a mental problem. I won't rope but I may die on the street after some time, from cold or from lack of food.

Atm I'm not homeless but it could change in a couple of years, I dunno.

 

[wereq]

My head is now like a balloon, and face are almost boneless, no angles anywhere, and my face makes a half-moon curve (one side of my face is wider and longer than the other)... surgery not possible because of how my facial muscles and nerves are placed...

Puberty gone wrong? Were your parents Chad/Chadlite and Stacy/HTB?

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

28

mogs me for being able to sympathize with Toys R Uscels.

 

[SilverBullet]

And my parents expect me to work. There is 0 point of living if you dont experience teen love. It is impossible to recover from not feeling virgin teen pussy.

 

[packardD]

And my parents expect me to work. There is 0 point of living if you dont experience teen love. It is impossible to recover from not feeling virgin teen pussy.

BS. Life is not worth living if you done have neither intelligence nor "looks". Teen love is important and all, but I don’t really care about that. Not anymore at least. Really not something one should worry about imo. There are much more fundamental problems

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Puberty gone wrong?

Yes, some unknown gene mutation + hormonal imbalance + simply bones growing wrong

Were your parents Chad/Chadlite and Stacy/HTB?

Yes, when they had me they were on that level definitely. My sister is way above average.

From ages 0–6 and ages 10–12, anyone would have said I'll grow up to be a chadlite, minimum. When I was 12.5 I overheard a girl in my class say to a group of friends "he's ugly" (and I didn't know it yet, but over the next 15 years that's one sentence I will have heard a lot along with many alternative versions of it)

 

[TheGrayWolf]

mogs me for being able to sympathize with Toys R Uscels.

well I meant I can relate to what he said if that makes sense. The words not matter his age. But otherwise, I fucking hate my age, I can cope much worse compared to even 3 years ago. With my 5'4 and frame and zero dating experience or anything resembling romance, it's insane I'm this old

 

[Notkev]

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I will never truly comprehend the full scope of the brutality of this no matter how many times I say but when I am twitching and tweaking in my bed at night, htn+ teens my age all around the world are feeling the soft hand of a foid caress their body soothing them after they had too much to drink and laugh at the party earlier that evening

Having hot intense sex, the perfect way to release your unstable hormones almost daily. Not being able to get off each other while trying to "study" for the math quiz tomorrow

Meanwhile I am twitching, in pain physically and mentally almost around the clock. No friends to speak off, no memories to be thinking about other than a long list of humiliations so embarrassing it leaves me banging my head against my closet door at 5am in the morning.


All this because of a few millimeters of bone. A few contours here, a bit more bone mass there, and I would be making unforgettable experiences that would turn me into a healthy functional adult.



I have no idea how to cope with this.

What can I say. I can relate. Unfortunately, a few millimeters of bone doesn't paint the full picture. Your face, which is pretty much all genetics, is the most reliable indicator of how healthy you are and how good your immune system is. It also shows how successful (or unsuccessful) your ancestors were at mate selection.
With women it's like you either have it or you don't. They don't value effort when it comes to genuine desire, because that’s all genes and DNA. It's supposed to be effortless. The kind of body that women are attracted to isn't even that big and the chads already have that with minimal physical activity.
It's water but with women, the most important things were decided at birth.

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

extremely brutal

now try being also old

I have no idea how to cope with this.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

extremely brutal

now try being also old

how old are you

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

how old are you

31

 

[TheGrayWolf]

31

oh. I'm 28 and feel extremely old. I could cope much better at 25. I'm 1.62m/5'4 and I feel more like 18-20, because of my height, inexperience and being very immature also autism

 

[Friezacel]

Having hot intense sex, the perfect way to release your unstable hormones almost daily. Not being able to get off each other while trying to "study" for the math quiz tomorrow

thanks for ruining my day

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

feel extremely old

feel more like 18-20

 

[TheGrayWolf]

What I meant was 28 is old. I’m almost 30. That’s objective. I shouldn’t have used the word “feel” I guess.

At the same time I don’t feel that age because of all the stuff I listed. It feels “wrong” to be 28

It’s not a contradiction

 

[TheGrayWolf]

My wording just wasn’t great. I have worse height and life experience than a 16-17 year old.
Idk how else to phrase it.

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

What I meant was 28 is old. I’m almost 30. That’s objective. I shouldn’t have used the word “feel” I guess.

At the same time I don’t feel that age because of all the stuff I listed. It feels “wrong” to be 28

It’s not a contradiction

I feel as a combination of an 80, a 16 and a 10 year old

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Yes!

 

[DarkStar]

brutal read, good thread though

This really captures the essence of the "teenlovepill" or at least being able to have sex a few times by your 20s or so. If you don't, you are permanently fucked; stuck in that cycle of knowing you missed on it & you will never have it.

And the part about reliving humiliations at various points is just so relatable: In fact, they often pop-up at the worst moments for me.

I also feel as if i've been looking back more on my past.