Blackpill I will never apologize for anything anymore

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

When I die and I meet this inevitable sky daddy I will not apologize for anything I have done.

All of it was forced upon me. Playing out as a movie in which I cannot control. I watch it and I observe as the chaos breaks around me.

Observing a flawed and frankly disgusting world.

It already happened long ago, I'm just witnessing it now.

When I leave I will not follow the light. I will not listen to anyone. I will go out into the void and free myself from this suffering.

No one should have the right to dictate my life, I am and always will be. Just because my human form is ugly and undesirable does not mean that I do not contain a powerful soul outside of this place.

And I wager to bet that I can defeat this being most know as the demiurge.

I will not allow him to hurt anyone else. I am fed up with the mistreatment he has brought upon us, and he has fed the burning embers in my soul so in which I will castrate him eternal.

I will make him regret his very being, and lock him away in his own sick demented mind.

A product of his own misery. A failure to be what he secretly wants to be.

 

[NeverGetUp]

Schizo comment ahead:

Thou shalt analyse the 10 Commandments within the 1st Taraldata. Whoever follows the Akdatar will resurrect and whoever doesn't will perish

I mixed in my conlang in there but it contains an important message

 

[Lonelyus]

Is that you raven? I didnt realise it was you

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Schizo comment ahead:

I mixed in my conlang in there but it contains an important message

I stopped believing in god a long time ago.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Is that you raven? I didnt realise it was you

yeah it's me.

Or pinkwell if you're @Dregster

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Jfl I'm an asshole

I just don't care anymore. Don't have any reason to be good.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

This world ruined my spirit

 

[Todd Thundercock]

I just don't care anymore. Don't have any reason to be good.

This world ruined my spirit

 

[failmaxxed]

Based
Im waiting for tachyons to be proven real so i can be vindicated in my belief that free will doesnt exist (tachyons exist = future alr happened = your current actions are predetermined and pointless)

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Based
Im waiting for tachyons to be proven real so i can be vindicated in my belief that free will doesnt exist (tachyons exist = future alr happened = your current actions are predetermined and pointless)

You don't need tachyons to prove this because the simple fact that our genetics dictate our whole life is proof enough that we have no control over anything in this world.

We don't even have the choice whether to be born or not, we are just forced into this existence to be it's slaves for the elite.

 

[failmaxxed]

You don't need tachyons to prove this because the simple fact that our genetics dictate our whole life is proof enough that we have no control over anything in this world.

We don't even have the choice whether to be born or not, we are just forced into this existence to be it's slaves for the elite.

Very true also
I've rationalised it to myself in the past as such:
if every neuron and hormone regulator and synapse etc was mapped to a digital equilavent, such that there was a digital copy of a human brain, then it would be an algorithm, predictable and incable of doing sonething its not programmed to.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Very true also
I've rationalised it to myself in the past as such:
if every neuron and hormone regulator and synapse etc was mapped to a digital equilavent, such that there was a digital copy of a human brain, then it would be an algorithm, predictable and incable of doing sonething its not programmed to.

Well said

That's in part why I believe that the soul exists, because we would not have this desire to leave our bodies if we didn't have some form of spirit to begin with.

It's the spirit fighting against the material because it does not belong to these foreign objects we are imprisoned in.

It's like a battery constantly fueled from it's tension.

 

[failmaxxed]

Well said

That's in part why I believe that the soul exists, because we would not have this desire to leave our bodies if we didn't have some form of spirit to begin with.

It's the spirit fighting against the material because it does not belong to these foreign objects we are imprisoned in.

It's like a battery constantly fueled from it's tension.

Are you gnostic or gnostic-adjacent?

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Are you gnostic or gnostic-adjacent?

Gnostic for sure

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I will make him regret his very being, and lock him away in his own sick demented mind.

I respect you for wanting to stand your ground but this is just cope. He deals with tens of thousands of people who die every single day. He won't give a shit about what you have to say to him, he's likely literally heard this millions of times.

 

[D. B. Gooner]

One of the reasons I stopped being christian is I because of how BS repentance is. You ask god for forgiveness, for something as small and natural as feeling lust. Why should I ask him for forgiveness, when I myself don't feel bad about it, I don't regret it, I can't control it. If I don't regret it, then it's not sincere. Repentance is basically you lying to gods face. If god was all-knowing, he would know that I'm bullshitting him.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

I respect you for wanting to stand your ground but this is just cope. He deals with tens of thousands of people who die every single day. He won't give a shit about what you have to say to him, he's likely literally heard this millions of times.

Thanks brocel. Yeah it's mostly just cope. I have to believe that it will get better when we die though because this life is so shit lol

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

One of the reasons I stopped being christian is I because of how BS repentance is. You ask god for forgiveness, for something as small and natural as feeling lust. Why should I ask him for forgiveness, when I myself don't feel bad about it, I don't regret it, I can't control it. If I don't regret it, then it's not sincere. Repentance is basically you lying to gods face. If god was all-knowing, he would know that I'm bullshitting him.

True

Why feel bad for something that you have no control over. It makes no sense.